"Test Me"
Song lyrics by: Hiru Harada
(Verse 1)
So you wanna test me, do you now?
Just like a voice in my head.
The louder it gets, more of a halucination.
Think I might be bleeding again.
So I try to fight. I cup my ears.
But it's all in vain, it never quits.
It's all inside my head, these sugar tears.
I can't dispose of this sack full of sh*t.
So you wanna test me, do you now?
See if I'm a loyal dog, and how.
See if I can beg for you down on my knees,
just like you know I should. You're everything.
Let's see if it'll fit today,
what you plan on shoving in my face.
It's all from you, don't wipe the dirt away,
it feels at home inside, so far from grace.
(Chorus)
I hate the way you make me know.
I love the way you make me feel so indestructible.
I hate your blackened soul.
I think I love your body. Still, I can't really say for sure.
(Verse 2)
So you wanna test me? Do your worst.
Shoving your book until it hurts.
Mabye your rules are really too absurd.
Or mabye you like to see you make me hurt.
Since you're the fool, the fool with guns,
and I am the selfish, cripled one,
together we can drown. The drain is clogged.
And there will be no graves for Mom to cry on.
So you wanna test me? Make it quick.
Chains are a treat, really. A kick.
How far do you expect that I should run,
before it catches on my neck and draws blood?
It doesn't really matter, see,
just how much I like this fantasy.
'Cause you left me here, without a bone or home,
and I am still so helpless all alone.
(chorus)
I hate the way you make me know.
I love the way you make me feel so indestructible.
I hate your blackened soul.
I think I love your body. Still, I can't really say for sure.
(Transition)
I've been waiting for so long,
and by god, I'm ready to fall down.
I've been waiting for so long,
and by god, I'm ready to fall down.
I've been waiting for so long....
I've been waiting for so long....
I don't know where to go.
Walking through a tunnel, slow.
Pull me back, I'm a child.
Don't you let me far from home.
Have you come to see my body?
Watch me bend until I break.
Or, have you come to stab at my heart?
Doesn't matter 'cause it's all just fake.
What's the point of driving daggers through me anyway?
You never thought I'd come to see the things I see today.
You never thought I'd be the way you didn't want me. But, hey,
it doesn't matter 'cause my heart is black and brain is fake.
Because of you, my fu*king heart is black and brain is fake.
Because of you, my fu*king heart is black and brain is fake.
Because of you, I'm dead inside and I've got nothing to say.
Because of you, my fu*king heart is black and brain is fake.
(Chorus)
I hate the way you make me know.
I love the way you make me feel so indestructible.
I hate your blackened soul.
I think I love your body. Still, I can't really say for sure.
I hate the way you make me know.
I love the way you make me feel so indestructible.
I hate your blackened soul.
I think I love your body. Still, I can't really say for sure.
I hate the way you make me know.
I hate the way you make me know.
I hate the way you make me know.
I hate the way you make me know.
