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 Posted: Sat Sep 04, 2010 12:58 pm
Keith Journal
Located in the bathroom, next to the toilet seat
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Posted: Sat Sep 04, 2010 1:07 pm
 - Worthless
- Eet Alvey-Leblanc - ....what are we doing with that again?
- Nanami Komoya - Chick from the bar.
- Judith Leblanc - Oh ********/>- Neil Murrow - Was in jail with him... seemed too ******** happy to be there
- Gaston Sonata - Mayor... that's about it.
 -Stupid
- Una Anderson - Blondie...
- Pip Bernadetto - Bouncer, stupid moronic lovestruck bouncer.
- Romane Bissette - ******** insane cop. ********/>- Walter Dolones - Bartender. Isn't as bad as I first thought. Still, dislike him.
- Rachel Fate - Better cop. ******** Hot.
- Lucas Grey - Passable. Alanis boyfriend. I'd prefer if he would be with Blair, tho. Keep her away from Conor.
- River Park - Server at work. Met her a couple of time in the past.
- Ryder Rameri - Bela's kid. The boring one.
- Celest Trelawney - Was on TH2 Team... yeah. That's about it.
- Blaire Vatonage - I'm going to kill her one day.
- Kade Waldroup - Brother'sEx ******** whiny b***h. Got Dumped by Kim. Go bro! Trashed his place with Clark. ******** right.
- Hansel Weber - What the ******** of a language is he speaking. Damn immigrant. Should go back to their shithole and stay there.
- Integra Windsgate - Whore who should just die already
- Keith Wolfe - ******** got my name! D< Why the ******** is it the fat one that's named after me?
- Knox Wolfe - The other Wolfe twin. The sexy one.
 -Boring
- Alice "Mia" Ladd - Used to be my boss. Oneye.
- Alex Park - New Boss.
- Xiero Rameri - Bela's Husband O-o
- Crimson Schizo - TH Team leader of Year2.
- Dante Tepes - Little submissive b***h. I'm going to do to him everything I can't do to his brother.
- Benedikt Traiylor - Kevin's ********/>- Vladimir Tepes - Now that he doesn't sell us weed anymore... I'm so going to kill him....
 -Average
- John Alvey-Leblanc - Not as cool as Quentin, but alright, I guess... Conor seems to find something interesting in him, whatever that is...
- Kevin McMahon - Yoakim's ex
- Lyra Rameri - Bela's Kid. She likes 'em knives. Makes her better than her sister. Even better if she really isn't Xiero's kid.
- Clark Rothenburger - Reminds me of Conor... But Better.
 -Kinda cool...
- Bela James - Ex coworker and roommate. We're having a strange... sibling relationship. It's weird.
-Gladice Leblanc - Ma gran... Somehow.. I.. I dunno. I like her. Didn't kep contact, but she kept sending in money. Guess she's cool for an old lady?
 -Worth my time
-Yoakim Leblanc - Ma bro. He's cool. Only member of my family I really kept contact with.
 - Sharp like a knife
- Quentin Alvey-Leblanc - Cool Kid! MY cool kid! Better than the other two!
 - Marriage.... yeah right. As if.
- Conor Alevey - Alright, not technicly married, but, uh, just because we forgot to go sign those paper... it's all like if.
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Posted: Sun Sep 12, 2010 9:56 am
Entry 1 / Winter 17 / Year -7
For some really stupid reason mother brought all of us to see Gran. Little town is boring. There is not even a arcade! Nothing. So boring. Twas that thing people call festival here. Had to go. Some p***k made me fall on purpose. Ah! Gave him a black eye. Tought him good. He's a cool p***k tho. Name's Conner. We decided to get tatoos and scare. Couldn't get any tattoo. Some stupid horse kicked me in the face. Been in hospital for tree day. I now have a cool scare on my eye. I'm happy! I look badass! Conner say he wants one too on his arm. We swear I will give him one when I come back durring summer. This going to be cool.
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Posted: Fri Oct 08, 2010 4:47 pm
Entry 2 / Summer 14 / Year -6
Went back to Nirvany to hang out with Conner. He's cool. A real bro! He's not stupid like everyone else here. He knows things. Met his friends Blayorire and Lukas. They r boring. Stupid girl and crybaby. Conneror doesn't want to hang out with them when I am here. T'is cool. We tried giving him a scare today. We used a knife on his leg. Well, I tried too... Something went wrong I think, there was so much blood. Conor seems to be in pain too. Had to go to the hospital or somethign liek that. It's strange tho. Was really fun... all that blood was cool. Conor face was funny too. Wish he could have seen it! I wonder if I can give him more scars later. This one is all big and cool! Better than the one on my eye.
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 4:46 am
Entree 3 / Fall 5 / Year -4
This is so cool! It's like the coolest thing ever! I'm like, going to this bording school like Kim and April and Alanis do. SO much cooler than regular school. I got my own room where I can do whatever I want! Well, no. Not my own room, it's even more awesome than that! Conor's there too! Seems like Cliona sent him here too! Mother who is something of the board (whatever that mean) put him with me since we knew each other. Isn't that cool or isn't that cool! We'll be like brothers now! I and... I feel kinda guilty for it but... someone forgot his pack of smoke outside so me and Conor brought it inside and tried some yesterday. I know we aren't supose too but... It just seems cool! Like Cowboys says Conor! It was burning inside me tho. That was cool. But, all the cool kids do it, no? Ill keep doing it, 'cause I'm cool! And Conor is cool too so he'll do it! The next six years are going to be AWESOME!
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 4:47 am
Entry 4 / Fall 19 / Year -2
Oh ******** s**t. I feel like trowing up so ******** bad. Worst day ever, ********. Got thrown in detention again for beating stupid Kyle from Class A-3. Not my fault if he's a p***y! And I had forgot my wallet in the room. Didn't feel like getting it and cheap b*****d didn't want to give me his money. What else was I supose do to? I punched him, goddamit! That will teach him how awesome I am! It's a school afterall! He gotta learn stuff! And after detention, I noticed I was out of smoke. I think I'm getting really addicted to those. A pack doesn't last me more than two days now.. Anyway, Jeff from C-1 was in dent with me. Told me he had smoke, those weren't ******** smoke, I swear. ******** weed. I still took it. Wanted to try for a while. Brought it to the room with Conor. b*****d was ******** burn my homework! Not like I usually did them, but what's the point in trying if he's just going to burn them? I think I'll stop from doing them from now on... Anyway, tried the weed with Conor. Was pretty cool. Now I feel all shity, ********. I think I'm ust hungry, but I ate not that long ago... bleh. I'll just go take a shower...
That... was... weird. What the ******** happen? It's... ********. So... ******** weird. I came back from a shower tonight and... well... ********, I don't even know why I'm writing this.. ********. When I got back, Conor was jerking right there on my bed. Not that it's the first time I see him do it, or that he sees me, but it's usually at night on our own bed, not him on my ******** bed. So I was like "Dude! Get the ******** out of my bed if you're doing your s**t" and he was like "Shut up, I'm almost there, leave me the ******** alone for five minutes" and I was like "******** no, go on your bed" and he was like "Make me!" so I went there to push him off, cause no ******** way I want his stuff on ******** pillow. So I did try to move him, but ******** b*****d is stronger than me. b*****d pined me down. And he was all like 'That's right Dude, you're my b***h now! Shoudl suck me like a b***h too!" and I dunno if it was because I was high or what but.... ********, I did it. I ******** did it. Barely complained too... Am I ******** gay? I think I'm ******** Gay. ********... No wait, I totally get hard from Lillian in Math Class. There you go, I'm not gay. Anyway, even ******** s**t happen.... He... did it to me too. Felt nice.... But ********, first blow job from a dude? From ******** Conor? Well... I supose it's better him than someoen else... but.. ********.
I think I'll just go take an other shower.
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 4:48 am
Entry 5 / Winter 22 / Year -2
Things are just so ******** messed up. I'll go directly to the point. Last night, me and Conor ******** slept together. Not like, we banged a chick together, been there done that, and not like we fooled around like we do when we're bored but ******** slept-slept. I was horny, he was horny, it was late, school night, no girls there to give us a hand (ah! Pun!) I said he should just play the role of the girl and take it up, he said I should be the one doing it, we fought, he won. I'm not the ******** kind to back off a bet or a dare. Especially not when it's with Conor. ******** it hurt. So ******** much. Wasn't that bad after a while, but ********. Next time is his ******** turn, I swear.
Also, He said he wanted to leave school. Got tired of all that bullshit. If he leaves, I'll leaves. No ******** way I'm staying here without him. ******** us versus the world! Ah! I like that. Think I'll keep it. Dunno where he'll go tho. Would have went to Jim's place, but ******** been on his back since Conor was late for a payment for his coke. I mean, we're ******** teenagers, we can't get that much money easilly. Should give us a slack. I might just stab him if he doesn't shut up!
(By the way, Coke is SO much better than Week. Not close to speed tho. Wanna try heroin next time)
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 4:49 am
Entry 6 / Spring 12th / Year 1
Oh Really! This is so ******** stupid. This whole goddammit situation is stupid. Hell, I'm even wrightting in a goddammit diary for God Sake! What am I? A Girl? ********. Yeah, only reason I'm doing it, is because I don't want to break one more wall and I need to pant my anger somewhere. I can't keep breaking things. Broken things means less things for us. Like that damn mirror.
-Note to self : Clean the shards of glasses... they've been there for a week -
But ********! Ever since Conor burned down the apartment in the city (not that I mind, that was ******** amazing and the sex after was awesome) everything went to hell. Couldn't find an other decent appartment, had to move to this crappy ******** island, everyone living here are morons. ******** was even a stupid hors in the ******** Inn! Arrg.
And then, of course, we ran out of dope because NO ONE is dealing here. ******** ******** ******** ******** ********. Oh! Ohhh!!!!! And those stupid bastards at the shop ******** attack Conor! I won't forgive them. Ever. I wanted to just go and gut them in their sleep but.. Conor talked me out of it... he got a way better plan, I have to admit.
Bad thign is that I just found out that those two morons deal in weeds... That just pisses me off even more. Why does it need to be THEM? You would think it'll be someone at the job who deal, thinking it's a stripclub. Oh yeah, I am now an officially employed stripper and I don't just do it for the kick. The Male bartender is hot. I'd do him. Oh, and Blondie, the other stripper. I am so ******** her sometime. Well, me and Conor are doing her, of course.
Oh yeah, Conor (I know you're reading this) next time you write in yours, can you actually put back the milk in the fridge? Last time you left it on the counter and it went all gross and chunky. Oh, nvm... we can trow it at the cowgirl next time we see her!
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 4:51 am
Entry 7 / Summer 8/ Year 1
Ah, ******** s**t. ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** ******** fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Yeah, that much ******** ********. Like, ********, turned out that ******** Judith is looking for us. Yeah, ********.... And my bro knows we're here but he's cool... No need to worry.... ******** a better (?) note, we ******** that cowslut. Took a damn while.. Damn having to "seduce" them. Boring s**t. So yeah, ******** her, kick her out, stole her hat and her money, bought weed with it (we got a new dealer, no need to deal with ******** anymore).
Also, I made ******** Dante stand naked in front of Oneye's room, thinking he would have sex with me. Such a looser. Oh, and ColdBitch tried to con his brother. So ******** hilarious.
Also, ********, at the treasure hunt, I got ******** chased by a panther! Damn mayor...
On a worst note, got thrown in jail for smoking on the playground... well, I supose we asked for it, but ********. Conor (******** man) ******** called Snow White to bail us out....
And the next day, I learn that Mia hired a new stripper.... gotta get her fired ASAP.
P.S. ******** right she ******** her horse. I could smell it on her. Gross.
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Posted: Wed Dec 08, 2010 9:16 pm
Entry 8 / Fall 23/ Year 1
I'm bored, so I'm writing. ******** you dude. At least I'm not dancing around in my underwear. Yeah, I wasn't sleeping.
So, Doris and Thomas got Killed. Great news.
Going to make the twins regret to have ******** with us soon. Go us.
Need to go to the city alone. Conor can't get off.. that... sucks. Oh well.. uhm.. yeah.
Don't have anything to ******** this s**t.
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Posted: Wed Jan 05, 2011 9:06 pm
Entry 9 / Winter 23/ Year ******** YEAH. That will teach those two ******** morons. Wonder how they'll feel to live without a store and peopel thinking they are *****! MWahahaha. ******** them all... acutally, I hink I'll go ******** Conor right now. My turn to top, goddamit.
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Posted: Thu Jan 20, 2011 8:42 pm
Entry 10 / Spring 20 / Year 2
Alright, I'm going to try to take this seriously, be it only because Bela, the shrink and Gladice (yeah, the old woman, I'll be back to that later on) are kinda forcing me to do it. I never really wanted to write in here more than when I was bored, but seems like now I have to do it to feel more stable. Whatever they are saying. Stupid people will remain stupid people after all....
So... yeah. Urgh. Where to start? On New year, I supose... Yeah, let's start there, You know, I was happy to be working on new year. Yeah, that's right, I was happy. ******** rare, eh? Well, whatever. Blondbitch and cycloe were going on and on about how the house was packed that day and ******** they were right. I don't think I've ever seen the ******** club to be that ******** packts. So many people. Of course, what I thought right away was "******** yeah, getting a lot of goddamn money to party". And ******** right it was.
So, there I was dancing and everything. ******** Jan offered me some drugs. I think it was ecstasy. didn't really bother to check. All I know was that it was a stamp. So, I pocket it, waiting for Conor to come around to get high with him. Ya know, same s**t, same s**t.
But ******** Conor never showed up.
Nope. He didn't even bother to come to the house. I waited for him and waited and waited and I had no ******** idea where he was. I mean, since when are we not together? Especially in a party and s**t. But yeah, he never came so I was getting ******** stressed out. Cuz, as far as I knew, there no ******** reason for him not to show up unless something had ******** happen to him.
And something did happen. ******** Blair Vatonage happened.
I'll be back to that later....
So, I'm in the house, freaking out as to where he is. I take the drugs, because ********, I'm getting nervous. Then I get in a b***h fight with Bela (like always) and next thing I know, I'm waking up in the ******** Clinic. Yeah, Bela said I freaked out in the ******** change room and stabbed myelf. Seriously, it doesn't surpised me. But yeah, i was laying there in my blood and scared the s**t our of her. ******** awesome.
But yeah, back on buisiness. Conor is there when I wake up, and the ******** son of a b***h start telling me how I over dozed on the drug in the toilet of some s**t like that. Yeha, because ******** didn't even bother asking WHAT had hapen to me. He was too busy ******** Blair in our room to give a s**t about me. I mean, ********. Seriously, I thought we were friends or something. ******** moron I am. Urgh, just the thought of it makes me want to kill myself, for good this time.
Anyway, for the next two week, everything went on as normal, minus the sex between me and him. Yeah, ******** s**t. No sex is boring. ********. BUt yeah, everytime we tried, my woud opened so, not like we could have it. ********. Around that time I did notice Conor being different but I was just thinking it was him being careful around me because I almost died or, you know, just being bummed that he wasn't getting any. ******** Conor afterall. and hey, I was pissed, so it' okay. Uh, now that I think about it, he was probably getting some. ******** Blair somewhere. YEah, ********. I wasn't even good enough for sex for him. ******** still entered the cooking festival. Won third place again. ******** aweosme to be in the top 3 two years in a row. I'm aiming first place next year Goddamit. I'll probbaly be able to do it without ******** Conor to burn everything I do. b*****d.
So, couple days later, was home, watching some TV when Conors comes home being all "Dude, go wash some the dishes and make me a sammish" and I'm like "Go wash them yourself your a maid" and we get into this fight, but ********, we fight all the time. Get's us horny. Not like I minded it. Well, that is until the ******** douchbag made a reference to me ODing in the club bathroom.
Oh yeah, didn't say it, but I did went back to the house for a drink or two. Can't dance for a while, tho. But yeah, point is, all the ******** staff told me what happen, which was ******** different from what Conor had told me. At first, I thougth that I was the one who had dreamed it, being ******** high on morphine and everything (btw, morphine is awesome.). That's where I ******** understood what had happened. Bela wasn't just being the b***h that she is when she had told me Conor didn't give a damn about me and never showed up at the club or even bothered to know what had happen to me. That's where I realized what the ******** I was for him. A ******** nobody. A simple ******** tool he had been using the past 5 years to replace Blair.
You know, I wouldn't have ******** minded if he had been honest from the getgo. But NOOO. He had to make me believe that he actually CARED about me. That he LIKED me. Nope. He never did. Conor likes no one but Conor. And I supose Blair to an extend now. But yeah, ******** b***h. If he had told me he liked her, wanted to be with her or whateve, I'd have let them be. Me and Conor woudl have just kept being friends and ******** in secret or somethign and it would have been alright. But ******** no. He never even concidered me a frired. Like I ******** said. I was just a goddamn way for him to get off until he coudl get with Blair, then he could ditch me away like an old ******** sock.
I just feel like my whole ******** life has been wasted. EVERYTHING I did since we were twelves was for him. I never even thought of myself. I always put his needs before mine because I cared about him. I wanted to protect him, and that was what I was doing. We both had a screwy childhood, but at least I had some stability. Not him. I understood what he had went throught, for I was the same, but he was worst than me. That was why my needs didn't mater half as much as his. I even killed for him when that drug dealer came for us. I couldn't sleep for a month after that day. Yet, I would have done it any time again for him. Becuase I cared. I concidered him my friend. He never did. He was just a kind using me as his ******** servant.
I hope I never see him again.
Or I wish I hoped that.
Even now, I can't get over the fact that I'm missing something in my life. I'm not... ********, this is going to sound so ******** corny it would make me puke. I dont feel complete without him. We are two ******** peice of a broken mirror. Being together gave us some stability, I guess. Some illusions of what we really ********. I don't want to see him again, even though I know I want too. So, I should not and I will not, even though I want to. yeah. ******** now, I'm living with Bela. Yeah, that's ******** right. ******** living with Blondbitch.But ********, she gave me her couch, I wont say no to it....
I tried to rape her after that night with Conor. I needed sex, she didn't want to put out, I forced my way... and failed. Miserably. ********, I couldn't even get it hard. Pathetic. For my excuse, I was pretty messed up that night and it was the first time I was going to have sex without Conor. Call it anziety? I don't know nor do I ******** care too. She forgave me. I wont try it again. One failure is good enough.
Oh yeah, talking about failure. Judith finally found me while I was in the clinic. No clue how she did. But yeah, she wants me to pay her back in 2 year or else she's sending me to Siberia to work in a shoe factory. I believe her.
Dunno where I'll get the money, but yeah. That's not the point of this journal entry.
There's this coffee shop that opened the other day. I went there. There was this guy, watching some Cartoon, Clark, I insulted him, he went into some stupid rage and beat the s**t out of me...
I liked it...
Not because I like to be beatup, ******** no, it's not because I cut that I like it. No, I liked it because he reminded me of Conor. Seriously, everything he do and say sounds like something Conor would have done and said. I just coouldn't resit. I had to get closer to him. I... I ******** need something to replace Conor. At least I'm not hidding it. I need some sort of safety net to keep me going. I found it in Clark. When I realized what I was trying to do, I did freak out a little, even ******** started to cry, but then, he tried to cheer me up soething. Not sure what it was... anyway, he did try to do somethign unlike the other douchebag. That's where I realized that HE would care for me. That's really all I need, I supose. someone who cared...
Turned out he was also a virgin. He's not anymore, if you know what I mean. He's ******** sexy naked. Different from Conor, but still ******** nice. He knows where my feelings for him lies. There's none. He knows I'm still attached to Conor and that the sex between us is nothign more than sex. I think that's actually what we both need. Doesn't mean we can't be friends. We're getting good at it. Nice to hangout togethr. Friends who have sex once in a while. At least I do concider him something close to a friend. Worst comes to it, I'll be using him for sex and he'll be using me for drugs, and we are both okay with that.
Oh, and his brother is a moron who's trying to get with my brother's ex boyfirend. Seriously, that's hillarious. ******** Kade.
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Posted: Sat Jan 29, 2011 11:11 pm
Entry 11 / spring 21th/ Year 2
Yeah, I'm still writting in here. Not like I have anything better to do of my day anyway. Just sitting on Bela's couch watchign TV or over at Clark's ********, getting high and playing videogames... well, mostly watching him play them. Not that I care really, ********.
So, I realized I started to talk about Gladice in my last entry, but never finished writing about it. Yeah, after my whole clinic-stabbing-judtih thing, the old woman came in there too. She acted as if nothign had happen, was happy to see me after all those years and a bunch of stupid stuff like that. ********, that was annoying. So yeah, now she's acting all friendly-friendly with me and it's ******** annoying. I bear with it only because she's giving me money. I wouldn't do it otherwise, ********. Then again, she might be able to get Judith to drop down my debt by half. By CONOR'S half. ******** b*****d. I till can't believe I'm stuck paying for his s**t too.
Bah, whatever.
So, Clark called me the otherday. Didn't quite understand what the ******** it was about, but seemed like we had to trash ******** Kade's place. Like hell I would have refused. Don't need a reason to make the pansy a** fairy hairdresser suffer. We went to his place and trashed every ******** thing. Ah! Will teach him right. Dunno what he did to Clark, but hatever it was, he isn't about to do it again. Haha! We even killed his little birdy. I wanted to put the dead body in the ******** microwave to scare the s**t out of Kade, but ********, Clark had destroyed it before I had time to do it. Oh well. ******** next time. Oh, and we totally had sex in there. Was too ******** hot not too. Well, not sex. I just blown him, but ********, it was good.
Wait? The ********? Since when am I so ******** generous in sex? Goddamnit, next time, he's the one pleasing me without me doing ******** all. s**t.
Well, that's about all I have to say.
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Posted: Fri Apr 22, 2011 12:32 am
[timeskip related info can be found in the subforum]
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Posted: Thu Jun 16, 2011 4:15 pm
Entry 12 / Summer 16th / Year 5
Life's been pretty good. I'm actually surprised. Thigns seems to go well between me and Conor. Way more than they were before. Not that they weren't good, mind you. It was all that ******** b***h whore slut Blair's fault that there was problem to begin with. Now that she's out of the picture, everythig is just awesome.
Still.. it feels kinda weird not to take as many drugs as before. I sort of missed it, but I have to admit that it saved me a bunch of trips to the hospilal... eh. And I now have more money. Guess it isn't such a bag thing. Not that I'll stop smoking anytime soon. ******** that s**t. And Weed's cool too. ******** if I'll be able to stand the kids without it.
Ah,yeah. The kids. The third one is a stupid and useless as ever. I proposed to Conor to chop it off in pieced and cook it to save on groceries, but he said no. Seems like it has became one of John's favourite toys and God forbid John isn't happy! Don't see what Conor find in him. Quentin's way better. He started to read and write! I... I'm strangely proud... Must be because I know he'll have a good future. Not that I care about that. I just care about him taking care of me when I'm old so I don't have to save much money now. Think ahead, dammit.
Oh, got a job at the restaurant inn. Boss is okay. Like Alice. Doesn't bother me, I don't bother him to much. Life is cool. His sister's cool too. Awesome at knife throwing.
Met the twins. Still two ******** as usual. Nothing new.
Lot of sex with Conor. Still awesome. You'd tho we'd get bored, but ******** that. It's better than ever.
Yeah, that's about it.
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