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 Posted: Wed Sep 01, 2010 8:22 pm
This journal makes a reassuring, gentle ticking noise as you flip through its pages. Underneath the delicate glass and brass cover, a myriad of gears whir away merrily, each in perfect sync with the other. The pages of the journal are numbered up to twelve but then revert back to one, each sequence written in one of what must be hundreds of different languages. However, the real curiosity in this journal is on the center of the front cover, a watch face with thousands of little hands, counting down from the hour, the minute, the second, then half seconds, and so on until you can barely see the time being measured.
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Posted: Wed Sep 01, 2010 8:26 pm
10.08.10
You sit inside, protected and comfortable as the weather rages outside. The evening meal is on the table, and you're filled with an intense feeling of well-being.
Your mind veers, against your will, to the dying creature that you had come across. It certainly wouldn't be comfortable tonight. What are you thinking? It's probably already long gone. But...what if it isn't?
What's it actually like outside? Do you go in search of the Herald? What do you bring to make it more comfortable, if so? Do you even find it?
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:01 am
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:02 am
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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxI GOT EVERYTHING I NEED ; A TRIPLE DOSE OF WHAT YOUR GOD BLEEDS
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:06 am
  • ❥ name: Béine. ( b-ay-n )
• ❥ nickname: Baby doll.
• ❥ gender: Male.
• ❥ age: Indeterminate.
• ❥ orientation: Unknown.
• ❥ sacrifice: Pocket watch
• ❥ build: Small, feminine almost.
• ❥ hair: Snowy white, cropped short.
• ❥ eyes: Deep, iridescent blue.
• ❥ scars: None yet.
• ❥ clothing: text text text.
• ❥ personality:
Created from metal and clockwork, Béine is very much a reflection of the pocket watch sacrifice. The herald has an affinity with numbers, adding, subtracting, counting up, and counting down. Béine's entire mind acts much like clockwork at first. He is very detached from humanity, often confused by actions and reactions, hidden meanings and the things that others do. His understanding of culture and society, emotions and romance is slim to none. Most of all though, Béine does not understand himself. Mathematics, logic, and structure control his brain and mind. But he himself experiences these things called emotions and he cannot comprehend where they come from, why they push and prod him to do things, why sometimes they make him feel euphoric, and at the other times hurt, hurt, hurt. Above all else, Béine wants and needs to come to terms with his own humanity first before exploring anyone elses. Cale attempts to explain that it takes time, even though he himself does not get Béine's strange behavior and mindset.
Béine is a very intelligent boy, his knowledge in mathematics cusping on the edge of a child prodigy. However, Béine is riddled with a kid's mind, unable to comprehend many things beyond himself and his surroundings. He does not know the world well, and he has a fear of the outside, of the town, because it harbors things that he does not comprehend. However, with Cale's gentle prodding and his own secret intrigue, Béine will eventually try to edge out of his shell. Whether this is good for the child or will end in disaster is yet to be determined. Much like the clockwork he is made from, Béine is outwardly patient. Though inwardly, his own mind is set on an endless countdown to a boiling point. Once it is reached, Béine will break, throw a tantrum, cry, scream. It is much like someone's own patience level. Only Béine's does not go off in a repeated manner whenever someone crosses it. It takes countless days, months of building up for it to go off. And after the breaking point, after the tantrum is done and through, the Herald simmers down, and starts all over. As if a clock had struck twelve midnight and reset to begin a new day. And still Béine does not understand it.
One emotion Béine does play with however is pleasure. Child's pleasure, mind you. Something of a closet actor, Béine thrills off of closing his eyes and imagining grand and impossible ways where he is not how he is now. Where the person he dreams himself to be isn't the person he is now. Perhaps similar yes, but with far more humanity and understanding of the world than Béine believes he could ever accomplish. The boy reads books and watches movies quite frequently when Cale is outside of the house, leading to a closeted overreactive imagination and the ability to close his eyes and think of adventures and dreams that spin him dizzily on the spot, make him want to become that person he is in the dream. But because of his clockwork mindset meddling and clashing with the humanity in his bones, Béine believes that such a day will never come. But until then, he sits quietly by, dreaming. Sometimes he'll even act it out in the privacy of his own room, then dip into silence again when he is confronted by Cale.
While Béine himself was reborn from a mechanism with no heart, the message he died for was much, much more. The Herald's subconscious will begin to play a great role as he matures. Though starting simply as a secretive curiosity towards the world and its beings as a whole, Béine's nature slowly grows towards a caring, albeit detached sort of intrigue for the creatures around him. Perhaps not humans, but animals and plants as well. Things that move, that breathe and exist. Because of this, Cale sometimes becomes the temporary home for many small creatures. Lost dogs trying to find their owners, birds with broken wings, plants that just happened to be dying. Béine is very tentative at the beginning, believing that breaking points are much simpler than his own. Generally the one to back down before speaking up at first, Béine will eventually grow a sort of backbone, become more assertive. The first of many steps towards the person he dreams to be. However, Béine will take a very long time to struggle over the logic and gear-like mindset that he was born with from the start. Though the Herald himself will eventually mature into someone of a more humane and bold mindset, Béine's growing attention and focus on others soon leads him to forgetting about himself. A habit that in the future, he will have to break.
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• ❥ likes: ? ? ? .
• ❥ dislikes: ? ? ? .
• ❥ quirks: ? ? ? .
• ❥ strengths: ? ? ? .
• ❥ weaknesses: ? ? ? .
• ❥ habits: ? ? ? .
• ❥ secrets: ? ? ? .
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:08 am
• ❥ name: Benjamin Cale Florentine.
• ❥ nickname: Cale, Ben, Benji.
• ❥ gender: Male.
• ❥ age: Twenty-Seven.
• ❥ orientation: Bi-curious.
• ❥ height: 6' 2" and some odd inches.
• ❥ weight: 154 and some odd number.
• ❥ posture: Laidback, sometimes tense.
• ❥ build: Boyish, broad shouldered. Not a body builder, but not effeminate.
• ❥ hair: Dirty Blond, almost brunette.
• ❥ eyes: Steel Green.
• ❥ scars: Too many to count.
• ❥ personality:
Cale is an enigma. It might not be entirely obvious at first, but the man is one large batch of twists and turns that tangle so tight together that its hard to distinguish between whats real and whats not. But starting on the surface is always the easiest way to go, isn't it? Cale is first and foremost a very tempered man. He's got a very short fuse that will light up like fireworks if you press just right. But Cale won't hold grudges. He of all people knows that his temper ranges far out of control sometimes. He gets prickly over small things, but never does he hold onto an anger for more than a few minutes. A few hours, if you're unlucky. And a few months if you've done something horrible. Cale doesn't like being joked over, and he'll get even grumpier if you poke fun at him. But only if you do something entirely unforgivable (to him at least) will he really rant and rave and then give you the chilliest cold shoulder you could ever imagine.
A mechanic at heart, Cale is glad to be in charge of his fathers repair shop, even though the passing of the man left somewhat of a rift between him and his remaining family members. Rather independent, Cale has little interest in relationships anymore, and finds himself instead in the company of nothing but a mutt he'd found off the streets and two flaky felines. His house edges on a creek, a bit off the beaten path of the town that he moved to as a boy. Though well educated, Cale speaks with a bit of a slur and has a posture that any person well acquainted with etiquette would call atrocious. While his work focuses on motorcycles and automobiles, Cale also has a steady hand in building smaller crafts such as music boxes and pocket watches. It was a gift of knowledge that was passed down from his grandfather to him. With his hands in his pockets and his head in the clouds on most days, Cale is much different than the machines he works on. Instead of gears and bolts, manuscripts on how to work and control him, Cale is an whirlwind of differences. His likes contradict his dislikes, and his passions become his worst enemies. He doesn't need company, but he cant seem to get away from it. Cale can explain himself in a few short words. Understanding him though is an entirely different story.
Cale doesn't have the best memory, and asking him to clean up for a party is like asking a mutt to rid itself of flees. But he does have his redeeming qualities. Cale might not care much for sentimentality, but if you can get close to him, you'll have the most protective guardian ever. Cale is forgetful however; dont expect birthday presents on time, or valentines, or even phone calls when you've asked for them. But he tries, he really does. Cale doesn't pamper, and he doesn't like anything close to intimate, but he wont say no to making exceptions for people dear to him. That doesn't mean you'll get mushy poetry or even a deeply caring hug. But Cale knows how to treat others. Even awkward, he'll still bring small trinkets and treasures to cheer someone up. He'll show at 1AM in the morning if someone really needs a shoulder to lean on. He might not bring Ben and Jerries and Titanic, but he'll certainly offer to beat up whoever did it. Cale is also incredibly stubborn and set in his ways. The man doesn't like attempts on bending or swaying him into any opinion not his own. Cale goes the way he wants. If you try to stop him, he'll knock you down.
The man is a bit thick to emotions, and he'll be the first to admit that he has no idea how the female mind work. Cale doesn't do romance, nor has he ever really tried. Sure, he's given a lonely stranger a night out on the town and a partner to dance with, and he's certainly not a stranger to the bedroom activities. But love on the other hand is completely out of the picture for him. Cale is a bit fearful of commitment. He's never wanted to be tied down, never wanted to know the feeling of being with someone. However, at times he's been persuaded into the art of dating, but Cale has never truly taken a dive into falling head over heels for someone. Cale is always in a state of discomfort when he's being flirted with, and more often then not that will lead to a grumpy disposition. He's gotten into more trouble with females than he has with stubborn motorcycles, and as such, Cale is a bit intimidated by women. He doesn't exactly like his foot getting crunched by high heels, or that he has absolutely no clue how they work as a whole. It isn't an outright fear, but Cale does tend to avoid them when he wants, though he isn't opposed to the idea of talking with them so long as there's nothing... flirtatious involved.
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xx❤xMechanics.
xx❤xClassic rock.
xx❤xBéine.
xx❤xHomecooked meals.
xx❤xBeing barefoot.
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xx✖xKids.
xx✖xSweet things.
xx✖xBeing sore.
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xx✖xSentimentality.
xx✖xShoes.
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:12 am
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:14 am
▪▪◞ CALE & BÉINE ( ♔ )xxxbéine`s verdictx;x❛ He gave me all I needed. ❜
xxxcale`s verdictx;x❛ An angel...?This can`t be good. ❜
▪▪◞ ALOIS & LESLIE ( ♔ )xxxbéine`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
xxxcale`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
▪▪◞ SADIE & RAEBURN ( ♔ )xxxbéine`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
xxxcale`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
▪▪◞ KOTATSU & GUINEVERE ( ♔ )xxxbéine`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
xxxcale`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
▪▪◞ AVERY & KINGFISHER ( ♔ )xxxbéine`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
xxxcale`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
▪▪◞ SUBO & AETHELIND ( ♔ )xxxbéine`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
xxxcale`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
▪▪◞ AODH & NIVEN ( ♔ )xxxbéine`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
xxxcale`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
▪▪◞ SHELDON & GRAZIE ( ♔ )xxxbéine`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
xxxcale`s verdictx;x❛ I haven`t met this person yet. ❜
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:16 am
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:18 am
☎ 一 fallen messenger ⇒ MESSENGER REBORN ♥xxxxxxxxxxx☎xxJournal Set Up.xxxxxxxxxxx☎xxPrompt Response 01.xxxxxxxxxxx☎xxPrompt Response 02.xxxxxxxxxxx▬▬▬▬▬▬▬x♥x▬▬▬▬xxxxxxxxxxx☎xxJournal Set Up - Béine`s Journal.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx⇒x40% complete.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx⇒xNo Inspiration Songs.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx⇒xNo Inspiration Keywords.xxxxxxxxxxx☎xxPrompt Response 01 - Finding Fallen Angels.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx⇒x000% complete.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx⇒xBreathe Me - Sia ; Illusion - VNV Nation ; Second Chance - Shinedown.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx⇒xHesitation, Intrigue, Dusk, Time.xxxxxxxxxxx☎xxPrompt Response 02 - ? ? ? ? .xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx⇒x000% complete.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx⇒xNo Inspiration Songs Yet.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx⇒xNo Inspiration Keywords Yet.
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:21 am
▇▇ Béine`s Theme xx( x " I start thinking with my hazy head; "should I just find a reason so that I can rest now?" "xxxxxxxo3.x hello / how are you? . miku hatsune▇▇ Cale`s Theme xx( x " but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me "xxxxxxxo4.x unwell . matchbox twenty▇▇ Béine`s Inspiration Song xx( x " oh, all that I know, theres nothing here to run from. 'cause here, everybody here has got somebody to lean on. "xxxxxxxo1.x dont panic . coldplay▇▇ Cale`s Inspiration Song xx( x " we're never goin' home 'til the sun says we`re finished. and I'll love you forever if I ever love at all. "xxxxxxxo2.x blue jeans & white t-shirts . the gaslight anthem▇▇ Inspiration Song xx( x " you've gotta swim, and swim when it hurts. the whole world is watching, you haven't come this far to fall off the earth. "xxxxxxxo5.x swim . jacks mannequin▇▇ Inspiration Song xx( x " well bless my soul, you're a lonely soul, 'cause you wont let go of anything you hold. "xxxxxxxo6.x say ( all I need ) . onerepublic▇▇ Cale`s Inspiration Song xx( x " and I feel like I can face the day, I cant believe that I'm not ashamed to be the person that I am today. "xxxxxxxo7.x so far away . staind▇▇ Béine`s Inspiration Song xx( x " so let go, so let go, jump in, oh what'chu waiting for? its alright, 'cause theres beauty in the breakdown. "xxxxxxxo8.x let go . frou frou▇▇ Cale`s Inspiration Song xx( x " I aint gonna make the same mistakes that put my mama in her grave, I dont want to be alone. "xxxxxxxo9.x sweet and low . augustana▇▇ Inspiration Song xx( x "who I am from the start, take me home to my heart, let me go and I will run. "xxxxxxx1o.x shattered . trading yesterday
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 5:34 am
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 5:40 am
what do you do when your lifes a disaster
and you're moving faster and its getting harder to breathe
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2010 6:19 am
what do you say if someone is right but
you disagree even if its the truth
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Posted: Fri Sep 03, 2010 4:40 am
heralds concept © vian.
fallen messenger art © vian.
other stages © tooaya.
fanart © respective artists.
coding and graphics © la mort noire.
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