Susan shuffled around nervously in the home that he and his mate had discovered together. A perfect little grove of tree's near a lake. But just up far enough to not be in the mud, and with just enough holes in some of the trees to give Hond and E a good hiding spot. He looked around his home, happy of what they had made of it. And it gave him a slight tinge of cowardice about what he was going to tell and ask of his mate.

He sighed, though to be honest... Susan hadn't been expecting to make so many friends. Or at least... Susan hadn't expected to know anyone that knew his real name that was with in 100 miles of him at the same time. Meaning, there were people here, who knew what his first name really was. While there were other people here, who had no idea about it. And despite the fact that Susan knew he shouldn't be ashamed of his name, that didn't stop him at all.

So far everyone (except for Hayden and Xi) thought that his name was Anthony. And Susan liked that. It was just easier on him, to think that everyone thought he was manly in at least one aspect of the idea. But if Susan wanted to keep it that way, he was going to have to tell Xi the whole truth.

That his father was an a** hole with a sick sense of humor. That his mother knew it but she 'loved him'. That His father gave him the name he has now, and then left three months late. That he hated his name, and only the people really close to him were allowed to call him by it.

He sighed dropping his head before lifting it to stare up at the foliage above him. He wondered what Xi would think... Maybe he would tell him that it was just a silly name. Which would be easy for him to say... Xi demanded respect when he waled into an area, Susan demanded a spot light and a tiara to match his fishnets. He really hoped that Xi didn't think he was weak because of this....