I count the days in a haze and think of you all the time.
I've come to a blank. I'll face facts, I'll be alright.
I convinced myself to believe you were what I intended to see...
But then he came and open doors to what I should be.
I see through the fog the path I want to take.
And I know now that you weren't what I thought I'd need.

Lookin forward, but falling sideways.
You would never say goodbye anyways. And when I thought I'd get you to come to what was home you went away.
You went so far...Unlike before.
I never realized the grip you held until I saw you would be gone.
I put it upon myself to take your name. And I'd submit it to the one person I swore would help.
But I was let down, beatin, takin in by someone I could never leave.
And as my ground was stable, you were shakin to what was all but a lie.
So much has changed since that fateful day our world collided.
And now I see the way that everything was playing.

It's a loop of pain that won't go away unless you leave it.
But the power you had was left behind with what was once created.

And my last words. All the promise I saw in your eyes...
I realize the only reason it was there was so I could go on.
Till I found what I wanted, you wanted, the world requires. Just breath.

Now you're gone. And I am broken. I will never forget your face.
Although, your lost I found what was a long wait.
I feel...and I need...this love that you couldn't make...