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 Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2006 6:03 pm
Okay, I am debating on something truly amazing. I was masturbating as always and was determined to orgasm (my first orgasm) this time. I tried to only use my fingers, though. I always used my masturbating toy and failed. I had read other quotes and descriptions on how a lot of females orgasmed and what it felt like. This time, as I have said before, I was desperate for my first orgasm.
So, I was starting off with clitoral stimulation and then went on from there. I was getting closer and closer to heaven from the amazing feeling of it. I had never masturbated this hard and this focused before, so I didn't know what to expect. Then, I had one of the most incredible feelings. I knew right then and there that I had orgasmed. After my masturbation session, I began to ask myself, "Did it really happen, or was I fantasizing, as usual?"
Now I don't know what to think. I have no idea if I was just imagining it or if I had really orgasmed. It's something difficult to explain. I'm not asking if it was an orgasm or not. I'm asking if it was real or imagined. I myself was shocked that I had identified the orgasm, but now it all seems as if it had only gone to my head and that I was fantisizing.
I can't check to make sure by masturbating again, because when I finished my session, there was blood all over my fingers. I wasn't surprised. It happens all the time when I masturbate with nails longer than usual (so therefore, I need the wound to heal before I can masturbate again, which takes about a day). But was it really real? Or was everything made up? Does anyone understand what I'm trying to say?
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2006 7:49 pm
Well, it seems to be real, you are the only one that can gauge that.
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2006 7:52 pm
CrystalCharm
I can't check to make sure by masturbating again, because when I finished my session, there was blood all over my fingers. I wasn't surprised. It happens all the time when I masturbate with nails longer than usual (so therefore, I need the wound to heal before I can masturbate again, which takes about a day). But was it really real? Or was everything made up? Does anyone understand what I'm trying to say?Maybe you should not do it when you have long nails. Just a thought i had.
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Posted: Sat Jan 14, 2006 11:12 am
Does it matter?
It felt good, it made you happy. Why analyze it? Does it really matter so much that you get "THE ORGASM"? Remember, it's just a word. People deify it way too much, methinks.
As for the nails.. omg... cut your nails!! eek
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2006 3:09 pm
Kukushka Does it matter? It felt good, it made you happy. Why analyze it? Does it really matter so much that you get "THE ORGASM"? Remember, it's just a word. People deify it way too much, methinks. As for the nails.. omg... cut your nails!! eek
I experimented a little more and, yes, that was an orgasm. By the way, I'm not crazy about orgasming. It's just that I was sick of not ever being able to have one. I was only curious.
P.S. I HATE LONG NAILS
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2006 3:55 pm
CrystalCharm Kukushka Does it matter? It felt good, it made you happy. Why analyze it? Does it really matter so much that you get "THE ORGASM"? Remember, it's just a word. People deify it way too much, methinks. As for the nails.. omg... cut your nails!! eek
I experimented a little more and, yes, that was an orgasm. By the way, I'm not crazy about orgasming. It's just that I was sick of not ever being able to have one. I was only curious.
P.S. I HATE LONG NAILSAs long as it doesnt hurt much and as long as you have fun.
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2006 4:32 pm
Speaking of long nails and masterbation....How do those porn stars cope! They've always got long nails at porn shoots xp
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Posted: Tue Jan 17, 2006 7:20 pm
Hmm...I've always wondered if what I've felt is an orgasm...I don't think so because if that is all it is...I find no big deal about it. You can see why I'm hoping it's not. It feels good for like a split second and then...well...yeah.
Then again, I don't masturbate too often. In my opinion, I think you experienced the real deal.
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Posted: Fri Jan 27, 2006 10:04 pm
it sounds like you had your first.
congrats.
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