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last night I dreamt of a beautiful golden oak tree who's leaves were all different color's imaginable. and on one side of the golden oak was a highway that stretched for miles yet had no car's. but that is of no concern. what is of concern is the other side of the golden oak is a creaky old house with stone flower buds one the windowsill and either side of the front door. blocking the entrance to the front door. and in order to make the flower buds bloom I must cross the highway and find the root that was sticking out of the ground and pull the lever. ******** that, I take the back door. so I enter the back door and I see the entrance to my old apartment complex. so obviously I go through the door that was most familiar, my old apartment. and in my old apartment is a big empty room with big window's and dark green carpeting. this really hot petite naked woman (yes I've always preferred the smaller-medium breasted one's over the large.) is waiting in the middle of the room for me and all of a sudden we go into this incredible Hollywood style porn scene( showing me incredibly hot positions I didn't even know I knew)



now explain to me the meaning of this dream because I have no ******** clue neutral

EDIT:
not the lady. stressed

the golden oak and the house. sometimes its a castle, sometimes it's a mansion, and other times its a haunted house design. but the golden oak is always there. and there is always something important about myself in there. the night before last I entered the house and I was in my old dojo doing roundhouse kicks to the punching bag for hours. and the night before that I entered the house and I was playing a weird gran theft auto version of fable with halo enemies.

in every dream.

for the past month.

the same ******** golden oak with the same ******** highway and a different ******** house.

and I'm trying to make myself lucid dream so I can explore it more but it's 10x harder then when I usually try to. (and when I finally do gain control of the dream I'm chopping that b***h down and making it fall on the house)

what does it mean because It's starting freak me the ******** out.
gonk

It means that you're hungry for a cockmeat sandwich

not the lady. stressed

the golden oak and the house. sometimes its a castle, sometimes it's a mansion, and other times its a haunted house design. but the golden oak is always there. and there is always something important about myself in there. the night before last I entered the house and I was in my old dojo doing roundhouse kicks to the punching bag for hours. and the night before that I entered the house and I was playing a weird gran theft auto version of fable with halo enemies.

in every dream.

for the past month.

the same ******** golden oak with the same ******** highway and a different ******** house.

and I'm trying to make myself lucid dream so I can explore it more but it's 10x harder then when I usually try to. (and when I finally do gain control of the dream I'm chopping that b***h down and making it fall on the house)

what does it mean because It's starting freak me the ******** out.
gonk

Maybe the golden oak is your being. You're character, the one who can never change. Its your heart, and you should realize that, if it's so magnificent, it should be revered. Maybe you're not giving yourself enough alone time. Meditate a bit, it always helps me when my thoughts are clouded.

On the highway and the house, it seems to me that the highway is going into the future to a new life, leaving the house and the oak behind. Now, if the oak is your being, you would be abandoning who you are. hence it is a block to get to the house, ((the lever thing)) which may be where you are truly happy. Try going to find the lever, and if its like a game of frogger, I bet that its a block. The changing design of the house could be what your emotions truly need at the moment, and you should embrace the signals of your dream. Go and give yourself some relaxing time to think about it. Go somewhere serene and quiet, wherever you think best, and just empty your mind and listen. You might realize what the dream means.
Just a suggestion~

I had a dream that really freaked me out that led to some good inner peace.

heres how it went:

I was walking through a corn maze, like the ones at pumpkin patches. I didnt know where I was going, and spent hours in the maze, trying to find a way out. I had a very sick feeling in my stomach that the maze had no exit, and when I turned around, I saw a small black form, with large red eyes. It was really cute, and I wanted to go pick it up. However,when I looked the other way, I saw a small Golden butterfly perched on a corn stalk. I wanted to keep both of them, but then I heard the black creature screech and launch itself at the butterfly. It was so odd... Sometimes the light of the butterfly overcame the dark creature, sometimes the darkness took down the butterfly.

Well, I got pretty freaked out, because it happed every night almost. So, I went out and took some alone time in the forest behind my house. There's a pretty little clearing in the woods on a hill that you can see the sunset from, and I sat at the top of the hill and just tried to melt into the forest.

I mustve fallen asleep, because I had the dream again, but this time i stopped the fight, and the gold butterfly landed on my hand, and I was at peace, while the dark creature showed me its true form, a large mosquito like thing. It scared me half to death, but the buttterfly glowed and the thing ran away, and the exit to the maze came into view. It was strange, but I realized that it was my good side telling me to stop lying, ((which I did alot of back then...)) and my bad side showing that a small lie can turn into a giant evil bludsucking creature.
Never had the dream again.

Lucid Dreaming is fun, How to do it though takes a while; your subconscious mind has to know that you're dreaming, so while asleep you have to know that you're dreaming.

Anyways since we're on the topic of dreams.

I swear, these last few nights were awkward and at the same time, pretty cool; it was based upon one of my favorite movies: The Shawshank Redemption, and It taught me the greatest lesson in life.

I was in prison; the one back around the 1960's when there's less homo's around, from there people were talking about what was life at the outside world, I told them my basic things I did and people resented that so I was an outcast, of course I made a few friends in Prison and they told me different things about their lives and how what they'll do to get out of prison, however one of our friends was killed, then the whole Lucid Dream thing happened so I explored around the Prison, turns out everyone did the same thing and hated the same thing I did, however my only friend who was still alive saw a different way about life, of course I became intrigued about that and the only way I can experience a different perspective at life is to break out of prison, so after doing the same thing as Andy did; dug a hole using a rock hammer, crawled through a pipe with poop in it, I saw the outside world filled with many different people with different perspectives of life, so one by one I listened to their stories and became intrigued by their lives, then all of sudden I saw a clone of myself smiling at me, when we saw each other I woke up.

Ever since then I stopped having that dream, but It taught me two things in life:

Have an open mind about the many different cultures and explore yourself and find who you really are in life, because I bet no one likes people who just follow the status Quo.

Anyways that's all.

And The Shawshank Redemption's a good movie, watch it!