GOING ON HIATUS
Felt the need to post this, though I doubt the majority of you could really care less
Either way, I felt the need to do so…
I will not go into details, but there is a lot going on right now that I have to deal with
I have ignored some demons for far too long that I realize need to be faced, they have gotten a bit out of hand
The only time I will be on Gaia, or my computer for that matter, will be keep up with my last RP
I made a commitment to that one last person and I will not disappoint them as well
For how long, I am not really sure… I have a ritual I go through when I get like this
Yes, this is not the first encounter with these demons… the last time it happened I quit the site I had been addicted to for months
I hope this will not be the case for this site as well, I have made a few friends I know I would not be able to live without
As stated before, I will be gone for however long it takes to finally recover... at least somewhat
This was not a last minute decision, I have thought about this for quite awhile now
So… I guess this is goodbye for now… hoping to be back before too long
I am terribly sorry that I could not be stronger than this
See you Space Cowboys…
After thought:
You know, there is one person I have noticed who keeps following me around that in more than a few topics
Bullying? Really? What the hell have I done to you or any other person?
You know who you are, if you have something to say to me then you better damn well say it
All I will say to you is shove something hard and sandpapery.
calling as heaven paints her sunset dream
the shadows tap upon the sill
and as the house falls silent seems
I hear the voices louder still
they call me back to heal the land
and bleed sickness from her veins
to soothe her wounds and hold her hand
until her mind is sane again
and then I’ll sleep without fear
no voices, shivers, or attacks
and if my sleepworld’s free of tears
I think perhaps, I will not come back
the shadows tap upon the sill
and as the house falls silent seems
I hear the voices louder still
they call me back to heal the land
and bleed sickness from her veins
to soothe her wounds and hold her hand
until her mind is sane again
and then I’ll sleep without fear
no voices, shivers, or attacks
and if my sleepworld’s free of tears
I think perhaps, I will not come back
