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Ok heres my story...

Well this was two years ago. I was 12 and still in the childish phase and I knew nothing about sex except for what my mom had warned me about. It happened during the early afternoon and summer was ending and school was starting soon. I was going into 6th grade. It was early afternoon and I was playing outside and our neighbor asked me if I wanted to play at his place. So, being in the childish phase, I said ok. So we went to his place and played videogames. Now keep this in mind..the guy is 17 and I'm 12, but he was good friends with us he lived a few apartments down from us. We all thought he would never do what he did. So we played videogames for awhile. But after about an hour had passed he pinned me to the floor and slipped my pants off. Now also keep this in mind, I was barely hitting puberty and I barely had any development. He had me pinned to the floor and was fingering me and he covered my mouth and said "if you tell anybody, I'll kill your mommy", because I love my mom very much and he knew that. He fingered me for like 13 minutes and then he got off to undo his pants and I knew I had to escape so I took advantage of him gettin off and I quickly put my pants back on and ran for it. If I wouldnt have ran for it I would not be a virgin today. I didnt tell anyone until a month later when I was questioned cause he molested a couple of other kids in the complex and I finally told. Hes in jail still. But since then I havent trusted any boy. The only boy I now trust is Carlos (Gr33n Wolf). He is the only boy I trust because I can tell him anything. I find it hard to trust boys nowadays...is it normal to still have nightmares about that day?

its very disturbing what he did, and thank goodness that you escaped, good thing you did! smile and thank goodness hes in jail, and it ish normal for you to still have nightmares. hope youll b okies and stay safe :3

It is very normal to keep having nightmares. My best friend was ALMOST raped and I beat the faddotiles out of him and he...cried...

Well, I'm not a lesbian but I usually go out with girls because most girls wouldn't do that. I really do hope you get better. And if I ever meet you in real life, we will go to that jail and rip his d*ck off with our bear hands! ^0^ I hope your getting better

Who said I wasn't violent?

That man is disgusting
but, you just can't have the instinct to not trust any guy but one. You may feel like it, and yes be safe, but don't think every guy will pin you down.
And yes, its normal to have nightmares.



I'd rip his d**k off-Hades

I would usually agree yet what this man did first he threatened to murder. And than he did sexual assualt. I consider that man deserves at least some incredibly seriouse punishment even more than imprisonment.