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 Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 9:53 pm
I've been trying to move in with my father for a while now. My mom has a grudge against him, so does not want to let me go. She has been a b***h through the whole process. She read all of my texts when I told her a wanted to move. She is absolutely pissed that I have fixed my relationship with my father. She even made s**t out of my call times. She doesn't care that he paid for me to go to a dentist, because he was worried I had a cavity (I did, but it was small, so not anesthetic). She didn't care that he was going to take me to a doctor for my horrible cramps.
I have to back to her place at the end of July. The prospect of this just makes me want to stab myself in the chest just so that I might be able to stay a little bit longer. Every day I think of stabbing myself in the hand, or the leg. I feel it just might be the only thing I can do. The only thing that keeps me from doing it now is, my dad, telling me to just not put the pressure on myself. My brother has even told me that if I was desperate, he would drive down, pack my s**t up, and take me to dad's. But, just can't believe that my mom cares more about her grudge against my dad more than my health.
She thinks that I have been brainwashed, but I just wanna be with my ********' dad.
Prayers that I will be able to get away from her crazy a**?
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 7:11 am
buggsie blue I've been trying to move in with my father for a while now. My mom has a grudge against him, so does not want to let me go. She has been a b***h through the whole process. She read all of my texts when I told her a wanted to move. She is absolutely pissed that I have fixed my relationship with my father. She even made s**t out of my call times. She doesn't care that he paid for me to go to a dentist, because he was worried I had a cavity (I did, but it was small, so not anesthetic). She didn't care that he was going to take me to a doctor for my horrible cramps. I have to back to her place at the end of July. The prospect of this just makes me want to stab myself in the chest just so that I might be able to stay a little bit longer. Every day I think of stabbing myself in the hand, or the leg. I feel it just might be the only thing I can do. The only thing that keeps me from doing it now is, my dad, telling me to just not put the pressure on myself. My brother has even told me that if I was desperate, he would drive down, pack my s**t up, and take me to dad's. But, just can't believe that my mom cares more about her grudge against my dad more than my health. She thinks that I have been brainwashed, but I just wanna be with my ********' dad. Prayers that I will be able to get away from her crazy a**? I've been there myself. It's a b***h, I know but, the part I put in bold wont help you at all. Hurting yourself will only make things worse on yourself and your family. When I went through my...situation I guess is a good way to put it. I attempted suicide. It failed of course but, it didn't help me get my point across. The only thing I got out of my failed attempt was Zoloft and Paxil and trust me you don't want any of that. The only thing I can suggest is that you and your family have a long discussion about the situation and hope to find some common ground. Try to hear everyone's opinion about your decision and try not to interrupt one another. That will just lead to more fighting and arguing. Keep it as calm as possible. I hope you find happiness and good luck. biggrin
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