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 Posted: Sat Jun 19, 2010 5:07 pm
wht songs do yuu relate to most???
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Posted: Sat Jun 19, 2010 6:04 pm
MCR is one of the bands I listen to for the imagery and sound, and not necessarily because the lyrics speak to me on a personal level. That being said, I did feel like 'Teenagers' was appropriate two years ago, after there was a shooting threat at my school and we had cops all over the place. It made me anxious but at the same time I knew it was ridiculous. Other than that... 'Disenchanted'; that one definitely means something to me.
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Posted: Sat Jun 19, 2010 9:09 pm
i relate to im not okay because i was just like that. at my old school i was shoved into lockers(sadly i fit) and had things thrown at me daily for being the only one who thought differently.weridly enough i was one of the most popular girls at my school.i was labled as emo in 4th grade when i didn't even know what that meant. i hate people.
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Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2010 12:23 pm
Hmm..
I believe I can relate to a bunch of songs... Let's see...
First one would have to be Ghost of You... My dear friend, Kody, well he committed suicide while when we weren't talking. He terribly angry at me because I was pregnant at age 14. He said he never want to speak to me again and he moved to New York. Over months of not speaking, his mother called me say he had over dose on pills. I feel like I can relate to that song because I really loved him, and he loved me but I completely ruined and I never got the chance to say sorry. Nor a goodbye.
Cemetery drive also has to do with Kody.
Drowning lesson has to do with me making some fall in love with me and completely destroying them. I have done this, about to time, to Kody and to my exbest friend Murad. I don't mean to, I just hate opening up and get panicie when people pry.
Early Sunsets Over Monroeville relates as well to the same thing.
This Is How I Disappear involves Kody's death too. When I came home from the funeral, I went straight my room an cleaned it out(that's what I do when I'm sad) I didn't cry at the funeral. I plugged in my ear buds and put on MCR. I was looking through scraps of papers when This Is How I Disappear comes on. And just as I found a picture of me and Kody when we were in the 3rd grade, the lines
"Can you hear me crying out to you
Words I thought I'd choke on, figure out
I'm really not so with you anymore
I'm just a ghost.
So I can't hurt you anymore.
So I can't hurt you anymore."
I teared the ear bud out my ears and threw everything around me on the ground. I was the biggest meltdown I ever had and I destroyed almost everything. (even had to get new furniture.)
But yeah, that's all I can think of for now.
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X - my harlequin romance Vice Captain
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LaLaFunk is dead Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2010 6:16 pm
Teenagers... more the reason for them writing the song than the actual lyrics... i do like to break objects (tho not on trains)
And I'm not okay I promise... cuz im not.
i promise.
People always say despite my all black attire that i am the happiest one of my group... and the leader... but if they saw the real me... they know im not really happy, and being the leader sucks... i know its not directly relating... but still.
Also sleep cos it talks alot about how he should be sorry for things he has done, but he cant... and he cant really control it either... i have apathy. I dont cry when something terrible happens... and if people start giving me stares because im not crying, i can sorta make up tears.... but i dont really feel a whole lot except alone.
i know im prolly reading the songs way wrong... but its just sorta how i hear them.
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Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2010 6:26 pm
LaLaFunk Teenagers... more the reason for them writing the song than the actual lyrics... i do like to break objects (tho not on trains) And I'm not okay I promise... cuz im not. i promise. People always say despite my all black attire that i am the happiest one of my group... and the leader... but if they saw the real me... they know im not really happy, and being the leader sucks... i know its not directly relating... but still. Also sleep cos it talks alot about how he should be sorry for things he has done, but he cant... and he cant really control it either... i have apathy. I dont cry when something terrible happens... and if people start giving me stares because im not crying, i can sorta make up tears.... but i dont really feel a whole lot except alone. i know im prolly reading the songs way wrong... but its just sorta how i hear them. oh, I now how that feels. When everone sees you as the happy one. The one that seems to have no problem so they don't think to ask you "are you okay?" I'm not really the leader but I'm the one that everyone comes to with their problems and I will do anything to help them through it or at least I keep them smiling. But no ever thinks I have problems. They think my life is ******** easy, that I can handle anything thrown at me. But I really can't. I'm the most reserved person in group of friends. They might know eveything about me and they know nothing at the same time. The know the happy Pily. Not the entire Ame.
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X - my harlequin romance Vice Captain
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LaLaFunk is dead Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2010 7:08 pm
X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk Teenagers... more the reason for them writing the song than the actual lyrics... i do like to break objects (tho not on trains) And I'm not okay I promise... cuz im not. i promise. People always say despite my all black attire that i am the happiest one of my group... and the leader... but if they saw the real me... they know im not really happy, and being the leader sucks... i know its not directly relating... but still. Also sleep cos it talks alot about how he should be sorry for things he has done, but he cant... and he cant really control it either... i have apathy. I dont cry when something terrible happens... and if people start giving me stares because im not crying, i can sorta make up tears.... but i dont really feel a whole lot except alone. i know im prolly reading the songs way wrong... but its just sorta how i hear them. oh, I now how that feels. When everone sees you as the happy one. The one that seems to have no problem so they don't think to ask you "are you okay?" I'm not really the leader but I'm the one that everyone comes to with their problems and I will do anything to help them through it or at least I keep them smiling. But no ever thinks I have problems. They think my life is ******** easy, that I can handle anything thrown at me. But I really can't. I'm the most reserved person in group of friends. They might know eveything about me and they know nothing at the same time. The know the happy Pily. Not the entire Ame. *hugs* you understands!!!
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Posted: Sun Jun 20, 2010 7:12 pm
LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk Teenagers... more the reason for them writing the song than the actual lyrics... i do like to break objects (tho not on trains) And I'm not okay I promise... cuz im not. i promise. People always say despite my all black attire that i am the happiest one of my group... and the leader... but if they saw the real me... they know im not really happy, and being the leader sucks... i know its not directly relating... but still. Also sleep cos it talks alot about how he should be sorry for things he has done, but he cant... and he cant really control it either... i have apathy. I dont cry when something terrible happens... and if people start giving me stares because im not crying, i can sorta make up tears.... but i dont really feel a whole lot except alone. i know im prolly reading the songs way wrong... but its just sorta how i hear them. oh, I now how that feels. When everone sees you as the happy one. The one that seems to have no problem so they don't think to ask you "are you okay?" I'm not really the leader but I'm the one that everyone comes to with their problems and I will do anything to help them through it or at least I keep them smiling. But no ever thinks I have problems. They think my life is ******** easy, that I can handle anything thrown at me. But I really can't. I'm the most reserved person in group of friends. They might know eveything about me and they know nothing at the same time. The know the happy Pily. Not the entire Ame. *hugs* you understands!!! Really!? •.• :: wipes off sweat :: phew I actaully wasn't quite sure if your situation was the same as mine. >< I have a tendecy of misinterpeting things
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X - my harlequin romance Vice Captain
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LaLaFunk is dead Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2010 1:16 pm
X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk Teenagers... more the reason for them writing the song than the actual lyrics... i do like to break objects (tho not on trains) And I'm not okay I promise... cuz im not. i promise. People always say despite my all black attire that i am the happiest one of my group... and the leader... but if they saw the real me... they know im not really happy, and being the leader sucks... i know its not directly relating... but still. Also sleep cos it talks alot about how he should be sorry for things he has done, but he cant... and he cant really control it either... i have apathy. I dont cry when something terrible happens... and if people start giving me stares because im not crying, i can sorta make up tears.... but i dont really feel a whole lot except alone. i know im prolly reading the songs way wrong... but its just sorta how i hear them. oh, I now how that feels. When everone sees you as the happy one. The one that seems to have no problem so they don't think to ask you "are you okay?" I'm not really the leader but I'm the one that everyone comes to with their problems and I will do anything to help them through it or at least I keep them smiling. But no ever thinks I have problems. They think my life is ******** easy, that I can handle anything thrown at me. But I really can't. I'm the most reserved person in group of friends. They might know eveything about me and they know nothing at the same time. The know the happy Pily. Not the entire Ame. *hugs* you understands!!! Really!? •.• :: wipes off sweat :: phew I actaully wasn't quite sure if your situation was the same as mine. >< I have a tendecy of misinterpeting things well... not exactly the same... buts thats cos were 2 different people!!! i understant where your coming from tho!!
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Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2010 1:57 pm
LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk Teenagers... more the reason for them writing the song than the actual lyrics... i do like to break objects (tho not on trains) And I'm not okay I promise... cuz im not. i promise. People always say despite my all black attire that i am the happiest one of my group... and the leader... but if they saw the real me... they know im not really happy, and being the leader sucks... i know its not directly relating... but still. Also sleep cos it talks alot about how he should be sorry for things he has done, but he cant... and he cant really control it either... i have apathy. I dont cry when something terrible happens... and if people start giving me stares because im not crying, i can sorta make up tears.... but i dont really feel a whole lot except alone. i know im prolly reading the songs way wrong... but its just sorta how i hear them. oh, I now how that feels. When everone sees you as the happy one. The one that seems to have no problem so they don't think to ask you "are you okay?" I'm not really the leader but I'm the one that everyone comes to with their problems and I will do anything to help them through it or at least I keep them smiling. But no ever thinks I have problems. They think my life is ******** easy, that I can handle anything thrown at me. But I really can't. I'm the most reserved person in group of friends. They might know eveything about me and they know nothing at the same time. The know the happy Pily. Not the entire Ame. *hugs* you understands!!! Really!? •.• :: wipes off sweat :: phew I actaully wasn't quite sure if your situation was the same as mine. >< I have a tendecy of misinterpeting things well... not exactly the same... buts thats cos were 2 different people!!! i understant where your coming from tho!! okie dokie then! Hurray for understandment!!! XD :: huggles ::
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LaLaFunk is dead Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2010 7:44 pm
X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk Teenagers... more the reason for them writing the song than the actual lyrics... i do like to break objects (tho not on trains) And I'm not okay I promise... cuz im not. i promise. People always say despite my all black attire that i am the happiest one of my group... and the leader... but if they saw the real me... they know im not really happy, and being the leader sucks... i know its not directly relating... but still. Also sleep cos it talks alot about how he should be sorry for things he has done, but he cant... and he cant really control it either... i have apathy. I dont cry when something terrible happens... and if people start giving me stares because im not crying, i can sorta make up tears.... but i dont really feel a whole lot except alone. i know im prolly reading the songs way wrong... but its just sorta how i hear them. oh, I now how that feels. When everone sees you as the happy one. The one that seems to have no problem so they don't think to ask you "are you okay?" I'm not really the leader but I'm the one that everyone comes to with their problems and I will do anything to help them through it or at least I keep them smiling. But no ever thinks I have problems. They think my life is ******** easy, that I can handle anything thrown at me. But I really can't. I'm the most reserved person in group of friends. They might know eveything about me and they know nothing at the same time. The know the happy Pily. Not the entire Ame. *hugs* you understands!!! Really!? •.• :: wipes off sweat :: phew I actaully wasn't quite sure if your situation was the same as mine. >< I have a tendecy of misinterpeting things well... not exactly the same... buts thats cos were 2 different people!!! i understant where your coming from tho!! okie dokie then! Hurray for understandment!!! XD :: huggles :: yays!!! (love the siggy btw)
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Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2010 8:02 pm
LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance Really!? •.• :: wipes off sweat :: phew I actaully wasn't quite sure if your situation was the same as mine. >< I have a tendecy of misinterpeting things well... not exactly the same... buts thats cos were 2 different people!!! i understant where your coming from tho!! okie dokie then! Hurray for understandment!!! XD :: huggles :: yays!!! (love the siggy btw) my siggy? Lol is it the icon?
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X - my harlequin romance Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2010 8:12 pm
X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance Really!? •.• :: wipes off sweat :: phew I actaully wasn't quite sure if your situation was the same as mine. >< I have a tendecy of misinterpeting things well... not exactly the same... buts thats cos were 2 different people!!! i understant where your coming from tho!! okie dokie then! Hurray for understandment!!! XD :: huggles :: yays!!! (love the siggy btw) my siggy? Lol is it the icon? yeas... i have watched it for hours i think
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Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2010 8:27 pm
LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk well... not exactly the same... buts thats cos were 2 different people!!! i understant where your coming from tho!! okie dokie then! Hurray for understandment!!! XD :: huggles :: yays!!! (love the siggy btw) my siggy? Lol is it the icon? yeas... i have watched it for hours i think haha I do that too! XD I opened an Avi art shop and I named it Bleeding Rainbows and when I went to photobucket to find a banner for it that little icon popped up and I loved it!
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Posted: Tue Jun 22, 2010 1:49 pm
X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk X - my harlequin romance LaLaFunk well... not exactly the same... buts thats cos were 2 different people!!! i understant where your coming from tho!! okie dokie then! Hurray for understandment!!! XD :: huggles :: yays!!! (love the siggy btw) my siggy? Lol is it the icon? yeas... i have watched it for hours i think haha I do that too! XD I opened an Avi art shop and I named it Bleeding Rainbows and when I went to photobucket to find a banner for it that little icon popped up and I loved it! o m g i actually clicked on it! THAT PICTURE OF GEE IS THE MOST AMAZING THING IN THE WORLD!!!
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