I don't know why, but for some f*cked up reason, any time I'm really happy, it catches back up soon and it sucks. I don't even have a clue why this happens either. I know it's not just a coincidence-- it has happened way too much in the past year. I don't know why I always feel this.. unstable. If I get really happy, sooner or later I'm beyond depressed, for no freaking reason at all. Nothing I try to do ever helps. Listening to music seemed to help for a bit, then it just made it worse. Which never happens. Music normally helps me. Not today. For some reason, I just keep feeling like I want to bust out into tears. I don't feel like doing anything. I don't know what's wrong with me. I would try to talk to somebody, but I don't know how. So I'm telling you guys. Besides, I'm not sure when I would find time that they could listen. Everybody seems to have things to do all the time, except me. I just don't know anymore. I'm so confused, guys... this isn't how I normally feel.
...will you keep it safe?
