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 Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2006 7:45 pm
This journal is for EvilSilverDragon's use only. Fellow Pae'il owners, and people with explicit permission may post. Dropping off of gifts is also allowed IC only. Please contact EvilSilverDragon if you would like to be able to post here.
:[ Name ]:
Menolly
:[ Gender ]:
female
:[ Generation ]:
Second
:[ Owner ]:
EvilSilverDragon
:[ Personality ]:
Menolly always strives to help others and is the type of pae that you can always expect to stand beside you in times of rain and sunshine
:[ Likes ]:
Being close to others, not being left out, being seen as helpful, animals
:[ Dislikes ]:
being alone in danger, not being aloud to do something someone else can and harming others
:[ Current Abilities ]:
can boost the power of anyone she is in touching contact with
:[ Associated Element(s) ]:
spirit
:[ Weapons ]:
Pae'il (c) Antidia
Created by - Tiaphanu
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2006 4:35 pm
Family This is Menolly's journal, since she is just an egg I will start it for her. I am a big girl now.Father: my self, Kurt Silly Daddy, this is mine nowMother: Chael Big sister: Sunny Jones Twin brother: Eros Little sister: Aurora Little brother: Sebell About me: There is not much to say, I love and need to be touching someone at all times, I don not know why. I have only three wants; to always have someone close, to have someone that always says sweet things to me, and to be protected always. I am happy almost always and I like it that way.--extended family-- Zulu: He is an uncle on her my mother's side Ra: Another Uncle on her my mother's side Cronous: Aunt on her mymother's side and Zulu's mother Morena: Aunt on her my father's side
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2006 5:13 pm
Silly daddy not giving me a friend section or a love slot. Friends Raken: He was a nice not complaining seat, I fell on him and sprained my ankle. Tristen: He was eager to be hugged, though he is causing anger in my family but I really can't blame him for that. Wolfwood: I..I really, really like him and feel like I could spend forever right by his side. I think I maybe in love redface
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2006 5:15 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2006 5:45 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2006 8:04 pm
Welcome to the world I, Kurt or Dahda, am writing in Menolly's journal to start it for her. With this, I hope she has something that she will look back to when she is old enough and has the limbs to write herself.
She hatched first, or at least made noise first. A little ball of sunshine is the best way to describe Menolly. It seems that so long as she is in touching contact with someone, she is happy as can be. She and her brother and big sister get along just great.
Auntie Morena, my sister, and Auntie Letha came to visit. They loved the children and were nice. Letha was a bit too nice and friendly at first but she clamed down.
After that, everyone's attentions went to Eros and Menolly bounced away and fell into a hole. With some effort, I found her. Her first word was: Momma.
Steadily her vocabulary grows.
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Posted: Sat Feb 11, 2006 9:30 pm
I grew up!! Now I can hug my brother, run around, jump and play! I am having so much fun, though it is annying how I get so tired and feel so bad if I touch my brother at certain times or that strange cat.
The feeling goes away though, whee! It wasn't fun playing hide and go find. It got really scary and lonely where I was hiding, I don't want to do that again.
I really like my family, they are all great and take good care of me. Happy dreams, I woke up to a sound but now its back to happy dreams!
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2006 10:29 am
A small, cottonball - like cloud can be seen puttering down from the sky, a gift for Menolly nestled ontop of it's soft whiteness. As it lands gently on the ground, the cloud dissipates, leaving the gift behind.
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 7:51 pm
Fun night
Today was BIG! Daddy gave Mommy a baby! She was the same size as my brother and I and pink! Her name is Aurora and she is a lot of fun. My brother gave me a doll like the one Aurora was only mine did not turn into another Aurora. I gave him and Sunny dolls and they did not turn into Auroras. The one Daddy gave to Mommy must have different stuffings. We all went out side to play and I wondered off. It was so scary! I remember feeling like I could not breathe and very cold. If Daddy had not come I do not know what would have happened! It was so relieving to have him hold me once more.
Strangely, I grew up then, Daddy called me a teenager. It is unfair that I have these annoying bumps on my chest. It is fine for Mommy to have them, they are bigger on her, but I do not want them. Daddy could not tell me how to get rid of them so he sent me to talk to Mommy. She told me that I could not get rid of them and that I would get used to them. Why can I not choose to not have them? I do not wish for them to get any bigger either.
My brother and big sister grew into teenagers like I did; however, Aurora did not. Something odd happened while Eros, Aurora and I were chasing Sunny, Daddy said she was in charge and took Mommy inside. After a long time, he said we could go inside and meet our new baby brother, Sebell. I wonder what the doll looked like that Daddy gave to Mommy this time. Why did he give her two dolls? Sebell is really cute and he was really small, wrapped in a blankie and had something in his mouth. Mommy was sleeping, I wonder why.
Daddy told Eros and I that he had something for us so we followed him down stairs. He gave both of us necklaces with gems on them and told us that they would help us find each other if we are lost. It was so sweet and kind of Daddy. Then he told us we could not sleep together. That could breathless feeling came to the back of my mind and I was scared and hurt that Daddy would say that. Eros did not fight and I lost mine.
When I went upstairs, I talked with Aurora some and then tried to go to bed. I really tired to be a good daughter and follow my Daddy's wish, but I could not sleep so I went on a walk. Every step was harder then the other and I clung to myself for comfort. It was not until I found someone that relief was found.
I ran up to this person and hugged them so happy to have someone near. He pushed me away and I wanted to cry, his name is Wolfwood and that was mean of him and impolite of me to jump on him like that. Once I told him that I wanted to find someone that did like hugs, he allowed me to hug him telling me that I just surprised him.
Wolfwood is wonderful, and very nice to be with. We talked there until we talked of the Lake. He told me he'd bring me there and then we walked. Soon, he was just holding my hand but that was enough and I enjoyed the walk. We saw birds and talked of all sorts of things.
The lake was so lovely! I wanted to go into the water but when he said he did not, I did not want to anymore either. He suggested we hunt for shells and rocks on the beach instead. With considerable difficulty, I managed to tell him that it was all right for him to let go of me. To agree to lose contact is odd to me, I did not know I could even do it until I did.
He found a lovely stone that was a shade of me. He gave it to me! I could not believe his kindness when he said the stone was for me. Contact and a gift, how much luckier could I be?
I'll tell you the rest later, I have more days to speak of.
As we dug more, I found what I thought to be a pale shell. As I picked it up, it pinched me! Out of just reaction, I threw the shell and clung to Wolfwood, I knew he would protect me, make the pain go away, and tell me what I did to get pinched. He said that it was Hermit the crab, I then apologized to Hermit, and then he took me to the water to clean my hand.
It felt strange, maybe it was just the water and the sand, but my hand felt tingly, in a good way. On our way to his house, he said how sorry he was that I got hurt. I could tell it really bothered him, so I told him it was not his fault and he cheered up. I do not like it when other people are sad, but for some reason it bothered me more that Wolfwood blamed himself for my injury.
His house was super nice looking! Its different from my house, but very comfortable feeling. As he bandaged up my hand, we talked more and it came to time that he had to take me home. On the way to home, I kept on telling him how happy I was that I had bumped into to him and at one point he asked if I thought he was 'alright'. That was silly, I like him a lot, he is my friend and much more the just 'alright'. I nod to this but you cannot see it so I am telling you that I did.
When we said good-bye, we made plans to meet each other again tomorrow, in the same place. I will not forget that place at all.
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Posted: Sat Mar 25, 2006 7:58 pm
Bad times and Good After Wolfwood left, I could not sleep and wondered off again. This time I found my way to the HQ, by then I was crying and so lonely and frightened that the lack of sleep that I had only seemed worse. I tried to climb the stairs to find someone but I fell. My fall was broken by a very kind male named Raken, he was sweet enough to make sure that landing did not harm me and he let me hug him. He had a very wonderful friend named Tristin who came to me for a hug!
My brother also found me, when going to him I discovered that my ankle hurt a lot. It was sprained though I do not know how or why. While Eros and I were talking of going home, I knew I could not make it. I was too tired to try. A very nice male came along and carried me. I do not remember what happened next but I did get my sleep. I started to wake up twice, I remember that but other wise it was dreamless and nice.
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Posted: Wed Apr 12, 2006 8:53 am
Some time to reflect
I woke up a bit before noon, my Mother was there and my two brothers; however, Aurora was outside and Sunny had left, Daddy went after her. I told my Mother about my fun time with Wolfwood.
Theres something that I think is strange, I saw him in my dreams right before I woke up. I cannot stop thinking about him, it seems. Even not touching anyone, I still smile when I think of him. I wonder why I have such a strange feeling. I am sure I will figure it out sooner or later.
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Posted: Sun Apr 30, 2006 5:29 am
Scary Family
Daddy came home with Sunny, she came inside and he stayed out side. Sunny has the same friend I do, Tristen was really nice so I am not surprise she made friends with him in well. She thinks she is in love, I wonder what 'in love' means. I love everyone, but there is something special about Wolfwood, am I 'in love' with him?
Aurora came running in while Sunny was upstairs and I was thinking, She said that Daddy was going to hurt Tristen and tugged me outside, I didn't see it, Daddy was not even yelling. Momma comes out with a bow and arrows, I still can't believe she came out with a weapon. She yelled at Daddy, he yelled and said rude things to her and to Tristen. Then Sunny came out and things were said to her as well. Daddy left and so did I, they scared me so much that all I wanted was to be in Wolfwood's comforting arms. At that moment, my family was not going to cut it.
I got my wish when I made it to the meeting place, he hugged me and listened to my story, when I was with him in that moment in time, the trauma seemed to melt away and I felt like I was safe with him and that everything would be alright.
He takes care of me so nicely too, he not only invited me to stay with him, but also took me to his home again and offered me food. I picked strawberries but as to not insult his offer, I also asked for a tuna stake. I felt less guilty when he asked to share, that way when I didn't eat it all it would not be wasted.
I grew! I cannot believe it, when he was not looking, I grew up! At first I didn't think I looked all that great, my hair was a lot of fun, and the bumps on my chest did not get too much bigger. Seems my hips wanted to round themselves and stand out a bit. It was when Wolfwood turned around and his reaction that told me I was at least beautiful to him, in that moment, that was all that mattered.
The hug between me and him felt almost like magic, my heart felt like it was going a mile a minute and I was giggling out of happiness, more comfortable then I had ever been. I never wanted him to let go.
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Posted: Wed May 10, 2006 7:05 pm
I feel special
Its hard to explain it, but I just feel so special when I am with Wolfwood. I feel like I am the only pae in the world at that moment besides him. I feel so safe and protected.
I really think I am in love, he at least likes me more then a friend. I do not know what many of my feelings mean, but I do know how I feel and now I know how he feels.
Another thing, he told me his first name Nicolas, its such a nice name and I am glad he told me. I fear something though, I fear that I have to chose between him or my family. Daddy will shurly chase him off if he knew.
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Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2006 8:02 am
A good nights sleep
How much more lucky can I get? Not only did Wolfwood help me understand that I loved him, and told me that he had fallen for me, but he also allowed me to sleep with him. That was incredibly nice of him, his reaction was a bit weird for a moment. I could of sworn there was something, I could put a name on it and it wasn't there after so I let it go.
After just a bit more talking, he kissed my cheek, I could of sworn my whole face tingled and my heart forgot its beat a moment. I found my new favorite contact! I returned the kiss on the cheek and he scooped me up carrying me to his room. I made sure to look around enough to know where I was in the house, not that I'd be out of his company to get lost.
He put me down and then laid down with me. Being held close was so nice, and I was so relaxed that I drifted off shortly there after. This is probably the best night sleep I received since I was a toddler and had my brother beside me.
Oh, I hope everyone is okay, and not worrying about me. I miss them all; however, I am too scared to go home. I really don't want Daddy to chase Wolfwood off like he did Tristen.
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Posted: Sat Jan 27, 2007 10:27 am
Contact
I know its been a long time since I have written, so much as happened. I don't have much time, but there is something I wanted to say.
Before, I thought that kissing on the cheek was the best contact, Wolfwood proved me wrong. How can I describe how great it feels to be kiss on the lips by Wolfwood? I don't think even the Guardians could find a word for how magnificent that felt. We even touched tongues. The first time was odd, I didn't understand what was going on and he had pulled back like he was holding himself back.
Even if I didn't understand what was going on, I knew that I like it and kinda asked him to do it again, under the excuse that I might still have some of our wonderful dinner still on my lip. I was in seventh heaven during the kiss. Pure bliss, thats what it was.
I can't explain it, but something in me tells me there is more great contact. We are going to see my family tomorrow; I can't wait and hope Daddy will be nice.((link to the thread all of the posts happen in: http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/viewtopic.php?t=2313623&page=1))
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