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I am very uncomfortable with being seen as female.
D: It sucks.

ive recently gained a bit of weight and all my friends and fiance want to go to the pool so i feel very insecure about that. ive bene wearing mens swim trunks just to hide my fat a** and upper thighs.

also my legs are so pale and my skin there is so thin that you can see the hair growing under the skin. no matter how often i shave it still looks bad because its all under my skin. and the skin on my legs is always getting horribly irritates because of the most mundane things.

most of my self esteem issues are because of my nasty legs.

i used to be really insecure about my gigantic a**, thanks to my great disproportionate genetics. really, though, even if it seems to get in the way, there are a lot of perks to having it. and by the way, most people never notice/mention if they see some hair on your legs. for one, it's rude and if they mention it, they're just being petty. and is there any sort of lotion for the irritation? you can prolly see a dermatologist for help, if the irritation gets really bad or is just too uncomfortable.

wow, that sucks. i have this friend, though, who has a bunch of deep scarring that looks almost painful along her cheeks and across her face. but the thing is, she doesn't let that stop her from being herself. the thing is (and i know i'm gonna sound like some teenage girl magazine saying this) it's your confidence that people will see. because she's not afraid to be loud and the crazy girl she's always been, people don't tend to worry abou her acne much. they might make a petty comment behind her back, but for the most part, people could care less.

trust me, i know we all aren't meant for confidence. but sometimes it's better to go around and be yourself with nothing to hide than to use your flaws as a wall to hide from the rest of the world.

Hm. I use to be insecure about everything so never said anything people didn't want to hear...
But now I'm totally different so only thing I don't really like about myself is I can't help but be bluntly honest, so sometimes I offend or hurt peoples feelings without meaning to >.<

What don't I like about myself? Geez that list goes on and on. Most of it has to do with physical appearance. But then again, even when I was or could be considered "thin" I wasn't happy with the way I looked. I was never quite "thin enough".

I've always wanted to be a size three...that ain't gonna happen. And therefore I consider myself fat.

well, I have a very nice, hard, hot torso, but my arms are so skinny! I just run skates which gives me legs, and abs, but my arms just... suck. I feel unbalanced!