Fourteen years I've been alive.I have been subject to quite a bit of things within those fourteen years.I've seen drug abuse,alchoholism,physical abuse,mental abuse,losses of loved ones,and self-mutilation.I always tried to make the best of each of those situations,with the thought of everything will be fine soon.These fourteen years have shown me that it won't be fine.And now I'm finished with hoping for the best.

Almost my whole life my father has controlled me,he's told me what good whats bad,what I can and cannot do,what I should and shouldn't believe,how happy I should be,what would be the best thing for me to play,what is and isn't fun,what he has done,and what i should do to be like him.He even named me after him.Not only that but he uses fearto control me,so I have always been to afraid to confront him.As of today I no longer care what happens to me,I'm finished with being his puppet,I'll change my name and if he thinks he can scare me he needs to rethink his strategy.

Since I can remember mother has been so over-pretective,I hardly had any free time.She hasn't always done the best for herself,but tried has hard as possible to do the best for me.I don't get along with her,partly because of her trying to force religion down my throat,and partly becuase of my father I don't exactly know how to be positive and how to love something.Well I'm finished with her hypocrisy.Not to mention her love,and faith sickens me.

Ton conclude I'm finshed with it all.My Dad,my name,My Mom,My memories,all of it.Today,I start controlling my life.