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 Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 12:01 am
Okay umm...I dont usually talk about my issues with people,i dont even spill out the deep stuff with my best friend since I get uncomfortable with ppl giving pitty or putting ppl in a stage of not knowing what to say back...but since this is a forum and no one even has to say anything I thought Id give it a try here-so umm...Ive gone through alot of emotional crap and now I cant seem to get this feeling out of my gut...I feel lonely all the time,and i feel like just going to sleep for eternity...I try to distract myself from the feeling with art and stuff that makes me happy but it only temporarily works and then I get the feeling all over again.
I try to hide it too but it seems to be getting harder and harder to do so lately.And it ends up showing in my art,which can be good or bad at times,and I feel like Im drifting from everything.
I know its hard to really help me since Itll take too long to explain on this post why I have the feeling in the first place...but I thought that maybe someone might have the same thing or mightve gone through this too...
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 12:33 am
✖ нυмαи i know what you mean. but i don't resolve to art, for me it's music. it helps me to be happy and vibrant but for a little while only. it's so frustrating to be lonely isn't it? Εяαsєя ✖
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 12:49 am
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Posted: Thu May 27, 2010 12:44 am
✖ нυмαи i feel for you. *comforts* Εяαsєя ✖
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Posted: Thu May 27, 2010 1:02 am
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Posted: Thu May 27, 2010 3:47 pm
I feel the exact same way, but I write. And it shows. And people are worried, apparently.
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Posted: Fri May 28, 2010 2:22 am
✖ нυмαи even rated too. speaking of writing i wondered about your fanfic... can i see it too? Εяαsєя ✖
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Posted: Fri May 28, 2010 3:48 am
I love fanfics!Whats yours about Rated?
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Posted: Fri May 28, 2010 5:22 pm
Wow, I do all of the above!! Sometimes I write, sometimes I put on a depressing song and scream my heart out (or listen to a happy song and try to brighten up my day, usually doesn't work), and I also draw. But when I'm sad or depressed, my things turn dark and depressing. I'm gonna say this, never watch a video about Edger Allen Poe and then write your story. It turns dark and depressing, the guy talking about everyone he knew dies. Sigh, stopped that story after a while. Oh gosh, I'm ranting now. Sorry! Let's see...just tell me anyway to help me!!
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Posted: Sat May 29, 2010 6:43 am
Ah, it's about AkuRoku <3
My friend and I haven't finished writing it yet, though > _ >;;
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Posted: Sun May 30, 2010 11:26 am
AkuRoku? What's that, if I may ask
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 3:01 pm
I can somewhat Identify. Not knowing your situation I shouldnt speculate a source. Wish I could say it gets better...best of luck.
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 2:45 am
I write fanfics and stuff too. I'm working on right now that really needs to get finished.
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2010 7:45 pm
I seem to have gotten past that point, actually.
At this point, my emotions ravage my being, when Im not in a rational mindset. I felt lonely for so long, that I began to resent humans as a whole, and look at the individual people who were on a higher standard, and strive to have them be my friends. You can usually tell they're approachable if you see them on the street, you wave, and say hi, and they return it. New people kill loneliness like penicillin killed Polio in america way back when
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 11:25 am
yeah i get that too...right now black is my rainbow yours seems to be grey......... emo sweatdrop
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