sommer: -spies Flora out in the feild and walks over to her- Ahh..flora? are you feeling better? I had heard..-he fronws- zat you dizapeared. Your mothzer was...-pauses, remembering Ivy- worried...

Flora: -was kinda of meditating while Sommer had come over to her so she hadn't heard him coming and when she did hear his voice she jumps lightly and looks up at him confused before brightening visibly and getting up to nuzzle into Sommer cuddling him in close- "Oh Sommer where have you been~ I missed you~" -nuzzles him- "I'm much better now thank you <333"

-he gives flora a small mile- Zat iz good, zere was quite a commotion when you were mizzing, but zat seemz to be your life oui? You inzpire all ze hearts of all ze ones zat love and care for you!

She shook her head and licked his cheek. "sometimes I don''t like my life Sommer..." She told him honestly. "Sometimes I want to be someone different; or look a different way... I dread growing older. I dread the decisions and choices I'm going to have to make when I'm older..." she sighed and his her face in his hair. "I missed you while you were hiding Sommer...."

-he smiles a little more genuinely now- Aren't you too young to worry of zese thingz now? -he chuckles softly- You are a silly doe. You should be having fund and free of ze carez. -he sighs a little- But I underztand how you feel. I have not been feeling myzelf of late.

She pulled away and licked his cheek sweetly like she normally does with him. She loves him like she loves her brothers; because Sommer has been there since the beginning with her. "I'll tell you about what has me upset; if you tell me what has you upset as well?"

-he considers for a long moment, he'd much rather not upset Flora with his troubles but at the same time, knows that if he dosen't talk it may end up hurting her worse in the end. The anger in his heart has been flaring more and maybe talking to her would help- ...alright. but! you have to go firzt!

Flora stopped and looked like she was thinking about it; which she was; she wasn't quite sure what to say to him; how to get it across. Not really. "I'm afraid... that when we get older... and we start going off with out mates.... I'm going to hurt some of my friends... I can't love everyone as my mate... and one of the guys that have even said they wanted me got mad when I told him I would much rather to have a harem to keep everyone happy... I just want my friends to be happy... but how can I do that if I have to reject them." She sighed and lowered herself laying her head on the floor. "Do you know someone told me they loved me yesterday? What am I supposed to say to that... I told them thanks but I don't feel that way. He looked like I'd just stabbed him and done something awful to him.... I hate it."

-Sommer could not help but feel mixed emotions about what she had told him. On the one hand, he loved Flora very much as well, and it give him a sliver of thrill to hear she'd turned down a potential suitor, but it also gave him doubts about every confessing his feelings toward her. Still, this wasnt about him, it was about her and so he though very carefully about what he could say to confort her-
Well, amour....love zat iz, iz a double edge sword oui? Something zat both feelz so incredable and at ze same time hurtz so deeply. Zere are a lot of hart out zere who I zink, love you becauze you are beautiful and not becauze zey know you. Zey hope zat zat part comez after ze love. Zat you will inztantly be ze right one zimply becauze zey hope and hope zat you are someone zey will still love after ze pretty face. So, zey are really setting zemzelfz up for ze hurting. You are non hurting zem az much az zey are hurting zemzelfz. Oui, it iz true one day you will have to break many heartz when you chooze zat someone juzt for you. But ze great zing iz zat zey will still love you after zere heartz have healed. Because you will still be ze wonderful doe zat you are and zey will all go and find love of zere own.

Flora sighed and nudged at Sommer wanting him to lay down with her and laid her head over his shoulder holding him close. "Thank yo Sommer. Sometimes I wish you were my brother... you take better care of me and protect me better than either Robin or Lawley do. I know I love you as feircely as I love my brothers <3333" She told him a small smile on her face. "I think that's the only reason Adonis seems to be so set on 'protecting' me." She told him... a bitter tone to her voice. Something she made sure no one heard come from her own lips.

-before he can catch himself, he snorts in disgust at the idea of Adonis protecting anyone, especially Flora- Zat buck iz still a fawn to spout such idealz and not know zat zere are consiquenzez for such zings. -his tone is anger and spiced with some bitterness-

Flora nuzzled him close and placed her nose against him closing her eyes. "Sommer.... I want you to close your eyes and take in a few deep; calming breaths. in with the good. Out with the bad." She told him sweetly; used to doing this with Lucifer and having no problem to do this with Sommer either. "Just think about you and me; right here; right now. No body else. Let the bad just roll out of you~" She told him; her voice becoming a bit of a whisper; wanting to be as gentle sounding as possible. "I agree with you Sommer~ I do~ but don't let someone elses actions and words get you so upset." She smiled against him and licked him sweetly. "You're too groovy for that. Though you know~ I think you're all I need to protect me <3 I think we should start telling people you got that scar from fighting off a bear from me. I think we could convince everyone that too." -giggles lightly-

-he takes a few very deep breaths and ends them with a sigh- I am not azhamed how I waz injured. It iz just...-he pauses a long long time before finishing his thought- ..I feel zat you and dunixi have forgotten zat I was trying to save ze two of you. It iz like, now zat I am healed, it iz no longer anyzing, like it no longer meanz anyzing..

Flora: -nods her head- "I can see why you would think that' sometimes I think that what happened to you wasn't as bad as it could have been. I mean... From a blow that bad; you could have lost your vision you know? And I think.... it looked much worse; much more serious with the bandages on. With that look of pain you would have on your face.... It hurt my heart to see. Not out of pity; or guilt at what you had done to try and protect me and Dunixi... but becuase I couldn't stand to see you in so much pain. I just wanted to hold you close the entire time you were so hurt. But now... that it's just a scar... and you're going off with new people... talking with more does now." -smiles and nudges him playfully at that- "I don't think of it as seriously; since you're still going on so grandly. And it is a very handsome scar after all."

-he smiles softly and thinks long and hard on weither to tell her about slowly going blind in one eye. The eye itself isn't deformed, so from the outside there is no signs of the degeneration. Afraid that he would cause Flora a lot of guilt, he decides to let that small tid bit of information pass for now. If given cause he would tell her and hope he would forgive him not tellling her sooner. With fortune, he would be able to manage just as well as before with only one eye. He musters up all the happiness and peace that this quiet moment of talking and just being alone is bringing him and says playfully- So your problem iz zat ze boys are falling all over you like ze leaves from a tree? Oh my oui, oui, I see zis is very bad. Forbidden iz such a zing! -he nudges her cheek teasingly-

Flora licked his cheek and nipped at him in the next moment in a playful manner laughing a bit. "Ok~ so tell me what's got you upset ok?"

-smiles- Actually I already did. It waz bothzering me very much about what Adoniz said. I went through a lot of pain from doing ze zings he spoke of and he spoke of zem az if it waz such a eazy zing. I guezz I waz offended and upzet about it. -he pauses- I want to tell him zat it iz not so wonderful to be zose zings but I zink zat he will zink I am picking a fight..

Flora let out a frustrated noise. "Everyone thinks everyone is picking fights with everyone else; it's awful." she whined at him hiding her face into his hair again and mumbling how ridiculous it was and how stupid it made everyone look. Once done she tugged on his hair a bit and blew in his ear playfully. "Sommer..." She started seriously looking down almost afraid to look him in the face "Can I tell you something?"

-he nods- Of corze, you can tell me anyzing and I will lock it in my heart and tell no one

"I-I-It really hurts that you would wait so long to tell me this.... that you let it fester for so long... Please don't ever do that again Sommer. I care about you so much; I have seriously deep feelings of love and adoration for you; You're one of my best friends. I can't stand to think that you could have gotten this off of your chest sooner...." She nuzzled him sadly and looked him in the eyes as best she could. "Please never; ever think that you can't come to me to tell me something. Ever."

-he smiles sadly- I'm sorry Flora, it hurts me to see you hurting az well and I would zink saying such zings would make you sad. And you have alzo been trouble of othzer zings, I wanted to be zere for you and not to add to ze pile of woez on your shoulderz..

Flora: -licks his cheek and nuzzles him happily her tail wiggling in a happy manner once again.- "It could never make me sad Sommer; knowing that I was making you feel better. You're always there for me <3 I want to return the favor. I think if I were ever to have a mate; he'd be a bit like you... but he'd have to tell me when he was upset." -nods her head firmly.-

-chuckles- zen when you find him, I will be sure to tell him zat so he will know!

Flora: -giggles and flops on him- "You're the best Sommer. <3"

-he smiles- Non, not ze bezt but I try

Flora: -lays on him and giggles-