Crooked Rook
I was raised by my Catholic mother and was enrolled to a private Catholic school through my childhood. It is sad to say that I was Catholic. They more I studied the bible, confessed my sins, and as I matured, the more I began to question "God" and Catholic/Christian beliefs.
I do not follow any religion anymore because of I was raised that way. I suppose that is another thing you could title as "Fantasy" for I do not see how it is humanly possible. but that natural. i mean you cant allways be certained that there is a god/ a place to go when you die.
Some people can belive that there is god from a young age till they get old, and some people just cant do that. but sonner or lately people go through a test. not a exam or a work test not even like a car driving test.
what im talking about is personal test. a test of faith - i think thats term for it. It DOSENT have to be a test where you belive in god or not. and it happens to everyone not just people who belive in a riligon. I think its like this....you know who you are, what sort of person you are. what you stand for. and then a big event happens in your life where everything you know and understand turns upside down. To get out of that possision you have to reflex on yourself. Understand yourelf then grab the prob with both hands and past over it.
If you get through in one peice you then....understand yourself better as a person. then before when you throught you knew yourself. i hope that made sences to everyone. that test has happened to me. and has happen to 2 other people i know of.
and i think its called the test of faith but maybe not. if someone knows a beter name then please tell me
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