Welcome to Gaia! ::

I remember Mother to be an exciteable type. I can't help but smile whenever I see that, in her haste to begin building memories of our time together, she took a photograph of the letter left to assure her that the relic was being crafted.



I remember well this relic. How it intrigued and frightened me from where I watched it from afar. It took days of building my courage to get close enough to see it fully. It called to me with the promise of safety and a new beginning.



I must appreciate Mother's speed with her camera. How she managed to snap a picture of my essense before I was, undoubtedly, frightened away is beyond me.



In the time that she spoke kindly to me, Mother and I built a trust over the weeks. I became confident that she would not harm me and that she meant what she said about caring for me. with much trepidation, I placed myself willingly into the relic to begin the process of crossing over.



What a terrible day this was! It was filled with fright, pain, and far too much newness. I am glad that my rebirth was a fluke, because I assure you it is not something I ever wish to endure again.



This is me in the body I currently possess, at long last part of the mortal world again. The relic's bond with my spirit seared many glowing runes into my flesh. Mother did not know what they meant and, Grandmother, unfamiliar with the Ieldi's language, likewise could not decipher them for me. At times, they burn a bit.



While my body remained stunted for a very long while, my spirit continued to mature and to grow. I believe it pained Grandmother to see me in such a state or I do not believe she would have done for me what she did. With my consent, she performed a pantheon ritual which physically aged me into what she felt was a suitable maturity. I fashioned the outfit myself in the likeness of a night sky, encorporating my chained collar into it. I have made an earring out of the small blue gem given to me long ago by Kikuei and now wear it in my right ear.