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Brendon jumped as he heard the voice. " oh... thanks." He muttered to the girl flattening his light ears to his head as he turned his head to look at her. " Its nothing really... Just what ever my fingers decided to play." He sighed looking down at the girl and then at the girls toes and her shorts. " Your going to catch a cold. If Holli caught you dressed like that she'd have a cow." He mumbled nibbling on his lip and looking at her as he laid his head on his guitar. He was sure that he wasn't in the mood for a conversation. but if someone was here he'd talk.

Caroline's ears went back when his did and she saw the heartache and sorrow on his face. Then he regarded her clothes, and Caroline shrugged. "I don't know a Holli, but I'm sure it's ok. It is spring after all!" She said, trying to cheer him up. "Look around you? Everything is in bloom, and it feels so wonderful out here!" She crouched in front of him to meet his eyes and tilted her head to the side.

"I'm Caroline. Why're you so sad on such a pretty spring day?" She asked, actually sitting in front of him so he couldn't really look away from her. She liked when people looked at each other, especially in the eyes, when they talked. It was how she grew up. It was only polite, so she tried to ask the same of others without vocalizing it.

Brendon let out a light laugh. " That is true," he told the female his eyes fixed on the grass in front of his so that she wouldn't see the tears that had built up in his dark orbs. " But, I'm not ready for it to be another season." He was honest trying to keep his voice from cracking as he didn't want to cry in front of the girl. " Sometimes new season's sneak up on you and Jump you when your not ready for it. They surprise you and since your not ready for it you get hurt." He told her clearing his throat and trying to blink the tears away. This girl was sweet but she didn't need to know all of his problems, Brendon cursed himself for being so open with so many.

"Ya know... I wouldn't feel so friggen bad if this wasn't all my fault." He told her meeting her eyes for only a few seconds praying there were no tears left for her to see. " I kissed her with out even asking. See, if I would have waited and gotten to know her better, things would have gone perfectly. Holli wouldn't be angry with me and Spencer wouldn't be upset, and her and I would be together. More than all those things, I wouldn't be hurting this bad." He flicked his eyes down to the grass and the guitar that was in his lap. " I set myself up for failure."

"One never sets themselves up for failure. It sounds to me like you were following your emotions. That is never, ever a wrong thing to do, so long as it isn't a violent feeling. And yes, seasons will sneak up on you, hurt you even. But pain is the world's way of telling you you're strong and alive. You'll live through heartache, you'll live through losing a girl you thought you'd be with. I'm not telling you to not be sad. Heck, I'm not really telling you anything other than there is a brighter world out there, if you just look at it."

She saw the tears in his eyes and she was compelled to offer a hand for him to squeeze. Physical contact made everything better. Even if it was just a simple gesture like this. "Don't worry. If she got mad over a kiss, then maybe she isn't the girl for you. If she liked you, like you like her, she would have accepted it, even if it was early on in the relationship. To me, kissing and hugging is a sign that you're comfortable with someone to get that close to them. Sex is something that isn't done until you know that person. Cuddling and kissing just help you." She looked to his guitar and gave a grin.

"Write out your feelings. If they're hurtful lyrics, just let them flow. It helps. It's an artistic release."

Brendon sighed slightly as much as he didn't like it he knew that the girl was right, he could either wait forever for Maisie to like him back or he could just count it as a loss and try to make a new life with a new girl, who would love him back. He shrugged at the girl, " it still hurts no matter how right you are," he sighed carefully leaning into the girl as she played with his hair. He loved his hair being touhed that alone made him feel a little bit better.

He listened to the girl speak about not knowing his name and he looked over at her tilting his head at her some, " oh... My name... It's Brendon." He shrugged and wrapped his tail around himself and he ran his fingers threw his silky fur. " what is your name because I don't think you've said it either." he told her

Brendon smiled as the female sang, he liked being this code to her, but more than that he loved listening to others sing. Just the way the girls flowed Brendon couldn't stop the grin from spreading across his face, " that a very good song," he told the other wiggling away from her and picking up his guitar to strum along, " nit my favorite but very fitting to a girl like you." he shrugged at he slightly the smile starting to fade from his maw.

" do you sig often? Because your voice is lively sweet Caroline." he told her a small smile apearing back on his face but fading quickly again. He didn't want to talk about himself at the moment, he was boring and lame.

The male laughed and shook his head as he listened to her, " Theres not much for me to smile about right now... I don't see any reason at least." He was telling the truth in his world, everything around him was falling down. He knew that two of his best friends were angry. " If there isn't much to smile about, then really theres no reason to waste the energy." He shrugged and played a bit of nothing on his guitar. " Well... I sing a lot. Singing is my favorite things in the world to do." He shrugged again as his fingers skirted over his guitar.

" Singing is my favorite thing to do in the world actually." He for some random reason felt like telling the girl random tidbits about himself. He wanted her to know everything that made him, well... him.