She had found refuge in the company of her now companion.. Linje. Suck up.. egotistic.. and all the round NOT Dysi but this was ok.. In the distance she can mistaken him and it will all be worth having her heart jump for those few seconds.. She would never admit it and never admit it to herself but that was the dug up truth.The day was so bright.. it was almost like she was back on the rocks of that day with Dysi.. She could pretend.. oh thats what all geishas did. Pretend.. And mask whom they really are. Today... she found residence on top of a rock.. Linje was in only the gods knew where and she was sort of content sitting laying on said rock. Lounging.. He said he would treat her well.. be there.. But she knew she had already slept with Dysi.. and could remember it to the exact... which is why she only selectively spent nights with Linje. Sometimes yes- to remind her of dysi and sometimes no- to keep the want for him [ linje ] not to get bored of her.
Soft emerald eyes watched the landscape.. it. Was boring to her... Blankly looking at it in a very graceful way.. Just watching.. but she been looking sick the past couple days..sickly.. and wanting nothing to do with eating.. she masked it by holding her head high.. Pretending everything was ok.. but already she felt something had been off.. Something had to be different. She closed her eyes.. where had Linje gone off to so early in the morning~ she wondered.. But unlike Dysi.. she could always find Linje.. he wasn't ever to far from her and he always returned to her..
Emphasizing 'Team' with her and how well they were together.. he even told her something so secret.. his feelings.. The true ones though she could not even meet him half ways. She.. was only in this for a bitter sweet torture... To forget someone.. and trying to pretend as though they never existed. Even if she sometimes met up with him.. he'd always leave at the end.. never to stay forever.. but she wasn't like that? She didn't want commitment? Or.. did she?
When she couldn't find him in her immediate sight she slowly laid down and curled up on the rock.. Being at least four days that she hadn't eaten.. only a bite or two.. to show as if she indeed was eating when she only threw it back up later on. Her stomach hadn't grown any.. but something..else was growing.
