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Lady Kira X

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PostPosted: Sat Mar 06, 2010 6:59 am


Okay, since the bump thing didn't work out.. I supposed I can just post my dreams.


I may post old dreams just for the hell of it.

Hope this is better, Josh.
PostPosted: Sat Mar 06, 2010 7:01 am


Jan 13th, 10

I had a dream I was throwing up/choking on baby chickens..
They looked like they were still in the egg.. but the shells were missing

ugh..

I looked up some key words..

Choking

To dream that you are choking on an object, suggests that you may find some advice/remarks/situation hard to swallow or difficult to accept. Alternatively, you may feel that you are unable to completely express yourself in a situation.

Chickens

To see chickens in your dream, symbolize cowardliness and a lack of willpower. The dream may be a pun on being a chicken or chickening out of some situation. Chickens also represent excessive chatter and gossip. Listen closely to what people may be saying about you or what you are saying about others.

Shell

To see a shell in your dream, signifies your inner desire to be sheltered, nourished and protected from life's problems. It also indicates that you are closing yourself off emotionally. You are holding your feelings inside.


Vomiting

To dream that you are vomiting, indicates that you need to reject or discard an aspect of your life that is revolting. There are some emotions or concepts that you need to confront and then let go.


Second part I remember is that a huge insect flew into my face.. scared the crap out of me


Insect

To see insects in your dream, signifies minor obstacles that you must overcome. There are small problems and annoyances that need to be dealt with. You feel that you are under attack. Or something or someone may be "bugging" or pestering you. Alternatively, insects are also said to be symbolic of precision, alertness, and sensitivity. You may need to organize your thoughts and sort out your values. Sometimes they are seen as divine messengers.

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PostPosted: Sat Mar 06, 2010 7:03 am


Jan 16th, 10

In this dream, we were running away from these machines..
We, being a large group of people and myself with.. some guy that I was.. romantically involved with along with his little sister..

We were at a shopping center, and we were getting bullets for our guns..
( the woman that was in charge of weapons was supposed to be helping me pick the right bullets but she wasn't paying attention to me.. so it was taking a while)
as I was getting bullets the guy decides to take his little sister around the store.. but they couldn't figure out which way to go..

Thats when the little girl looked up at the ceiling and started whimpering.
Everyone else looked up and saw the indents in the ceiling of the dead bodies and monsters that had been chasing us.

Everyone started to panic and separate.. then one of the machines ripped through the back of the store.
I follow the guy and we run to the shoe department to get the little girl shoes because the ones she was in she couldnt run in.. I had picked her up some shoes but they didnt match.. I dont think anyone cared though..
I managed to put one shoe on and threw the other at the guy so he could put it on her as we ran.

We got outside and one of the leaders of the group said that there was only one bus coming and after it was full that they were blowing up the area so we had to hurry.

We didnt go for the bus but we ran into the woods.
Other people were already there.. and we sat and waited.. hoping that nothing bad would happen while we did so..
Suddenly a few trees burst in flame..
and if you squinted you could see a couple dressed in black and white just dancing and smiling at each other inside the flames..

This happened a few more times with a larger amount of couples... some just couldn't do it and ran..
One woman just stood there alone in the flames as she watched her lover run from her.

Seeing all of this I look over at the guy and kiss his neck, biting him slightly.
I knew he liked it.. and I did too.. it felt like it had been so long since we had had any intimate moment together... but he stopped me because he said everyone would think we were weird..

So I stop messing with him and glance over to the woods, I saw metal..
and I screamed..
The machines stood up from where they would settles and started torching the woods.

Everything was surrounded by flames, there were screams and crying..
I looked over at the guy and he looked straight into my eyes and we started dancing..

It felt good to finally have that last moment together..
and then I woke up.



Looked up some meanings of images that really stood out

Dance
To dream that you are dancing with a partner, signifies intimacy and a union of the masculine and feminine aspects of yourself. If you are leading, then it indicates that you are in control of your personal life. It could also mean that you are being overly aggressive and assertive.


Bullets

To see a bullet or bullets in your dream, indicates anger and aggression directed at you or someone else. You need to be cautious on what you say and do. Your actions and words may easily be misinterpreted.

Gun

To see a gun in your dream, symbolizes aggression, anger, and potential danger. You may be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence.

To dream that you are loading a gun, forewarns that you should be careful in not letting your temper get out of control.


Fire

Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolize destruction, passion, desire, illumination, transformation, enlightenment, or anger. It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering into your life. Your thoughts and views are changing. In particular, if the fire is under control or contained in one area, then it is a metaphor of your own internal fire and inner transformation. It also represents your drive, motivation, and creative energy. Alternatively, the dream may be warning you of your dangerous or risky activities. You are literally "playing with fire".

To dream that you are being burned by fire, indicates that your temper is getting out of control. Some issue or situation is burning you up inside.


Monster

To dream that you are chased or followed by a monster, represents aspects of yourself that you find repulsive and ugly. You may possess some fears or some repressed emotions. Try to confront the monster in your dream and figure out who or what aspect of yourself the monster represents.


Running

To dream that you are running away from someone, indicates an issue that you are trying to avoid. You are not taking or accepting responsibility for your actions. In particular, if you are running from an attacker or any danger, then it suggests that you are not facing and confronting your fears.


Chase

To dream that you are being chased, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is often a metaphor for some form of insecurity. In particular, to dream that you are chased by an animal, represents your own unexpressed and unacknowledged anger which is being projected onto that animal. Alternatively, you may be running away from a primal urge or fear.


Store

To see or be in a grocery or convenience store in your dream, suggests that you are emotionally and mentally strained. Alternatively, you may be brainstorming for new ideas or looking for the various choices out there for you. Alternatively, the dream may be a pun on what is in "store" for you. And thus it could signify the inevitable.


Forest

To dream that you are in or walking through the forest, signifies a transitional phase. Follow your instincts. Alternatively, it indicates that you want to escape to a simpler way of life. You are feeling weighed down by the demands of your life.
PostPosted: Sat Mar 06, 2010 7:11 am


March 5th, 10

The last dream I had was very cut up.. I only remember glimpses of things

Like.. we were all sitting in the school halls.. it was so crowded and everyone kinda smelled. All the guys were shirtless and the girls were wearing rags. Dirty. We were given tickets.. like lottery tickets except you had to match an image with the name of the item. I remember not winning and just sitting there as everyone else did.

Then it cut to us (me and someone I knew.. but didn't really know) we were really small.. or maybe it was everything else that was big.. I'm not sure.
I remember the bookshelf we were supposed to climb, and I remember the feeling of being in danger.

I was walking into a bedroom.. I look over and see the curtain fluttering but the window wasn't open. I didn't want to be in the room, but I had to go into it for some reason. Someone was sitting on the bed watching me, smiling. I wanted to run.

Lady Kira X

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PostPosted: Sat Mar 06, 2010 9:20 pm


This is fine. Personally, I would probably use the "Dreams" thread in the main forum, instead, but it's fine if you want to leave them here, instead. It's totally up to you. If you leave them here, you ought to make a post in the "Sub-forum Updates" thread. Most people don't check the sub-forums regularly, and that just gives you move visibility... And it's a free post.
As for dream "dictionaries," I think it's best not to put too much stock into them. Dreams and subconscious image associations are far, far too complex to be abler to be listed arbitrarily the way that they do.
Some things do, of course, have culturally ingrained significance that applies to many people, but I'd say almost as often as it helps, i t misleads. Furthermore, many things are cultural and not global and this is also a hindrance.
They can be helpful, but I think it's best to take caution and take the information with a grain of salt. I'll have a closer look at the dreams themselves, later on.
PostPosted: Fri Apr 09, 2010 6:46 am


I won't go into full detail on this one..
Simply because there is too much


I will say that I did see you in my dream josh o.O
and I believe it was because I saw you in a picture yesterday laid out with all your knives.


I was at my grandfathers house.. were my dreams usually end up taking place.

I was trying to defend my sister from something really bad.
No idea what it was... I just knew that if the person bite you, you'd end up going crazy just like they did.

I ran into the house and told my mom "when I say run, get your a** up and ******** run"

She was kind like " did you just cuss at me?" and gave me this funny look.

The guy started tearing through the door and I screamed run and yanked my mom from the chair.

We went through the back door and started running across the yard up towards my aunts house.

Guy ran at me and my mom swung a metal rake into his face.

We called to Josh to help us because we were getting surrounded by these people.

I believe you sent out two people to help me.. but soon realized they weren't much use after they tripped and fell off the porch.


I woke up right before I was bitten.

Lady Kira X

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PostPosted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 6:05 am


This dream.. was .. definitely different.

It still took place at my grandfathers house but only out in the yard. For some reason, the doors were missing on the house.

The oak trees were over grown, so it made it very difficult to walk on the path without stepping into the mud.

In one of the main oak trees which was on the.. right side if youre standing at the house door.. it was covered in iguanas.
Didn't like those too much..

And on the left, directly opposite was the other oak tree. The shop was still there in the dream. Which is odd since the shop was torn down years ago. But I walked over to it and crouched low to the ground looking at one of the stepping stones when the little blue jay started making noise. It was being awful loud. Then it tried to hit me and thats when I woke up.

There were other things that stood out to me, but not like the iguana and the blue jay.

All and all, I didn't like this dream. I hate waking up and feeling sick because of repetive dreams.
PostPosted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 8:53 am


Lady Kira X
I won't go into full detail on this one..
Simply because there is too much
I will say that I did see you in my dream josh o.O

I read this part and for some reasons my eyes skipped the second line. Needless to say that this really got my attention.
Don't worry. I was still interested after my eyes went back and read the second line.
Lady Kira X

We called to Josh to help us because we were getting surrounded by these people.
I believe you sent out two people to help me.. but soon realized they weren't much use after they tripped and fell off the porch.

I really want to hear a description of what I was doing, because as I read this, I imagined myself in a pose very similar to the one God took as he was depicted in The Creation of Adam (on the Sistine Chapel ceiling) and two bumbling henchmen trip over each other. I then assume the gesture of a divine face palm.
I have no reason to believe that this is how it was, in fact I highly doubt it, but it struck me as funny enough to be worth sharing with you.
Can you tell me more about how this part of the scene really went? I'd be very interested to know... And what was I doing that I didn't come to help, myself?

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PostPosted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 9:11 am


Okay.. that.. was funny as hell xD


from what I can remember I was just running around the yard trying any way I could to get away from these people.
I looked over at my aunts house and called your name.
You kinda poked your head out the door and had a "who is calling me look" and I asked you to come help me. You, yourself, never actually come out to help me.. you just sent those two people. Which.. when they tripped going down the stairs.. you came out on the porch to b***h at them for being stupid.

Did some more running around and you were like.. giving me advice from the porch xD .. it made no sense.
and I have no idea why they didn't come after you guys.
PostPosted: Tue Apr 13, 2010 11:29 am


Lady Kira X
Okay.. that.. was funny as hell xD
from what I can remember I was just running around the yard trying any way I could to get away from these people.
I looked over at my aunts house and called your name.
You kinda poked your head out the door and had a "who is calling me look" and I asked you to come help me. You, yourself, never actually come out to help me.. you just sent those two people. Which.. when they tripped going down the stairs.. you came out on the porch to b***h at them for being stupid.
Did some more running around and you were like.. giving me advice from the porch xD .. it made no sense.
and I have no idea why they didn't come after you guys.

Elements of it seem somehow fitting, though I do believe that I'd have tried to do more to help all of you if I really believed that you would die without my help. My first response would indeed be to send out my most expendable minions, and that appears to be exactly what I did. Admittedly, if there were no rapiers (or even long kitchen knives) or guns then I would have no choice but to recognize my own uselessness and do nothing but advise from safety and perhaps they couldn't get me on the porch... Or that I had something to do with their creation but then lost control of them, somehow. Who knows. Dream logic doesn't necessarily have to make much sense... At least not on the surface.

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PostPosted: Sat May 22, 2010 4:52 pm



We.. a friend of mine, were waiting for my mother to get back with my family. While we were waiting we just ended up playing video games, when I got a phone call. It was my sister and for some reason I answered it on my moms cell phone. We were having a normal conversation.. I guess I really wasnt paying attention because now for some ******** reason I was at my grandfathers house again.

I had asked her " Oh!.. you never told me about why you broke up with your boyfriend" The conversation didn't get past that.

(Back story- my grandfathers place was known for getting flooded a lot.. so it was normal for it to rain and the 3 acres flood out. We also had a lot of cats growing up.. )

I was standing at the front of the house were the stone steps are looking over this metal ... thing. ( Idk what it is.. it holds like a crap ton of plants. I think its supposed to hold water for animals in a pastor) Water starts rising.. and along with it came a snake..
(I've always had dreams about snakes.. just.. flooding the yard at my grandpa.. hundreds.. thousands.. )

The snake eventually turned into 10 massive snakes. I knew something bad was ganna happen when I saw kittens starting to play near them. I tried grabbing for an orange kitten but the snake got it as well.. started having a tug of war match with me. The cat was soon dead and everything after that was kind of a blurr.

I remember seeing blood everywhere and watching one kitten having its head ripped off slowly. Its eyes ******** popping out of its head. another kitten had its jaw ripped off and its tongue fell on the ground. The sounds of kittens screaming is still stuck in my head along with all of this.

Waking up feeling utterly hopeless and.. shaking. it's definitely not the worst feeling in the world.

I've had tons of death dreams.. The last one was seeing a human get in an accident on the highway and get crushed by on coming cars while I just sat there and watched crying.


Just want this stuff to go away. I dont know whats wrong with me.
PostPosted: Sat May 22, 2010 6:29 pm


That is rather disturbing, but I'd say that there's nothing behind it but stress. These dreams tend to pass and I hope that they do soon.

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PostPosted: Sat May 22, 2010 7:48 pm


I've been having these nightmares for a while now.. and it's really starting to bug me.
So I googled Chronic nightmares and ended up finding out that there really is a nightmare disorder.

Everything that I found out on the site is what I have.
I don't know whether to be happy that I finally found some answers or sad that there is something wrong.
PostPosted: Sat May 22, 2010 9:48 pm


Lady Kira X
I've been having these nightmares for a while now.. and it's really starting to bug me.
So I googled Chronic nightmares and ended up finding out that there really is a nightmare disorder.

Everything that I found out on the site is what I have.
I don't know whether to be happy that I finally found some answers or sad that there is something wrong.

The answer to that lies in what's to be done for it. If treatment is quick, simple, and inexpensive then it's all good news.

Matasoga
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Lady Kira X

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PostPosted: Sun Oct 31, 2010 7:17 am


Yesterday I had a dream that truly made me afraid.

Last night I had a dream that scared me to the point of screaming & crying. I wasn't doing that when I was awake but it was happening so much in the dream that it actually woke me up.

I was in a hospital parking lot crying because my aunt left me there on my own & I was scared because they were doing a treatment on a dead person that just so happened to be someone that wanted to kill me. I knew if the experiment worked that he was going to come after me. I wanted to get as far away as possible but no one was helping me or believed me for that matter.

Last I remember I was begging a friend ( who in the dream was in the appearance of a orange kitten ) to come get me & stay with her. I woke up before anything actually happened though.
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