Ok, for those of you who don't want the depressing details, here's the summary: I'm single, and still not sure if it's good or bad. There ya go, that's pretty much it, so to avoid depressing details stop reading now.
Now for all those nasty depressing details.
My GF broke up with me today. Apparently she doesn't want to hurt me anymore. She's jealous, controlling, quick to anger....and I loved her. Apparently though my forgiveness isn't enough for her to let it go. So to keep from hurting me more she breaks up with me. She says it hurts her so much, that it tears her heart. I believe her, but it hurts me too. For some reason I can't help thinking it's my fault. If I had just kept my trap shut, it wouldn't have happened. She was talking about how shitty her life is (which it actually is) and she said that everything in her life is s**t. See where my hurt came in there? Yeah, I'm kinda in her life >.> not to mention how much I've tried to help her and it has done nothing, despite her saying it's helped her so much. I pointed this out....then at the end of the school day this happens.
signed :sighs: so yeah.....gunna blame myself for this one for a while now...
Zylo the Wolfbane
