Sooo How About My V-Day. -_-

[Alice Rahne]

I was supposed to spend it with my best friend and ex, Shane, the guy I'm still in love with after over a year, to get away from my Dad's, who I don't particularly like being with.
He went through all the trouble of buying Oreos and Alice In Wonderland just for me so we could watch it together with all his other Disney movies. Ma gave me an extra $10 for the hell of it, which was hard for her to pull, just in case Shane and I walked around and went to the store.

But my Dad keeps me home. After everyone going through all the trouble. Just so I could be there to see people from out of town, who didn't come until SIX O'CLOCK when I could have been with Shane in the morning and afternoon and would have gotten back home by six. And so I could eat what THEY were eating, which was ribs, which I have NEVER liked, so I didn't get to eat dinner.

Not to mention he kept me home and wanted me to stay with him tonight, when he KNEW I had to get home EARLY so my mom could go to bed since she has to WORK tomorrow and I HAVE to be here to watch my little sister since she's out of school.

So Dillan and Shane offered to pick me up and bring me home so they could see me and so I could LEAVE my Dad's.....where I wasn't even supposed to be AT ALL today....and they were going to buy me food, but my Dad bitched me out for leaving, so Ma wanted me to come home so I wouldn't get in as much trouble (otherwise she would have let them buy me food =/).......

And on top of all of that......when they pick me up, Shane, who I love and cherish and was supposed to be cuddling up next to all day with Disney movies and Oreos, tells me that me that he's moving in the next two weeks.

So how about that?
My Dad keeping me away from having a good day with my best friend, arguing with me, almost making my 10 year old sister stay on her own and me miserable tomorrow, not eating dinner, and finding out my best friend and the man I love is moving to Texas is two weeks.....grand.  

[Alice Rahne]

lol
Aww, thank you!
: )
You're amazing!
^_^
As alwas, lol
It was but at least I got to see him Sunday night

And my Dad's personality really is varient depending upon the current situation
x.x
Usually he's a pretty nice guy, like I used to be a total Daddy's girl, we hardly ever fought
But now when I wanna go out and do things with my friends or something, I'm hardly allowed
>_<
Honestly, I jut think he's having a hard time with the fact that I'll be 18 in not too long and won't have to go over as often cause of school and work (hopefully getting a job) and stuff
=/

ANd you sound like my mom with the whole "happen for a reason thing"
^_^;;
I know it does, it's just hard to handle sometimes
I'm sorry you never got to be with that person
But I'm so happy you have someone better that makes you happy!!!
=D
And I'm sure I'll find someone, too
>_<
I'm just gonna have to get adjusted to not having my best friend around to help me out when I need it!
(Like Sunday night when he brought me home -_-)
But on the bright side, my mom's dropping me off at his house today to spend the day with him to make up for Sunday
^_^
Since it's so early in the morning, I'm gonna lay down and finish sleeping when I get there
x.x
But when we're awake, we're gonna Alice, and all his other Disney movies, and eat Oreos, an his mom will bring me home later tonight
: )
I love my mom so much for being understanding, since this may be my last time to see him
=/
But I'm making the most of it, and maybe not seeing him all the time will help me let go and find someone else!
=D
Yay for optimism!
XD  

[Alice Rahne]

Ma and I are both going to do that this week.
And I did.
Dillan was with us all day too, which helped.
He's helping them pack and stuff.
And he woke us up.
At 10 30 am.
-_-
But Friday there's a yard sale and we're starting D&D, he'll be with us.
So that worked out by chance.
x.x

BUT!!!
In Amarillo, Texas there's a Wonderland Amusement Park!
x.x
And me, being the huge Alice fan I am wanna go REALLY BAD
>_<
Shane said as long as I was graduated by November when I turn 18
He'll help fly me down there and pick me up to stay with them for a while
And he'll take me for my birthday
And there's a possibility he'll come back here eventually since he'll be 18 in March

I'm sorry to be gushing everything out on here
>_<
I just need a place to vent and being home schooled and not many people being as close to Shane as I am, the only person I can vent to is Dillan and he knows all of this already
o.o
^_^;;