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 Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 11:21 pm
  Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a ******** if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a ******** if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Who did me wrong
Who did me right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a ******** if I cut my arm bleeding
Who did me wrong
Who did me right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are dynamite
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's alright
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Posted: Tue Feb 09, 2010 11:31 pm
Eyes light enough to be mistaken for pure white, a battered and scarred teen pads along by himself, slashing at anything that happened to block his path, weather it be a rock, branch, or a little critter. Having been thrown into another pointless rage, Koaru was ready to kill anything or anybody that got in his way, although he had no idea where he was going. Ever since all those horrible things had happened to him and his twin he'd felt more and more powerful rushes of anger. When that dark lioness forced her way on him he'd finally been broken, and now he walked as a cracked shell for all the world to see.
A rabbit fell prey to him as it hopped into his line of vision. He leapt at it and quite literally tore it apart, biting into it once he felt it was dead to eat. Another wave of fury hit him so strongly that he ran at a tree and began tearing into the bark with his claws and fangs, growling deeply as if he were attacking another lion in his mind.
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 12:03 am
She'd been watching the young lion for a while as he had gotten closer and closer to the tree she'd decided to laze in for awhile. The snapping, biting, snarling and scratching was amusing. But dangerous considering anyone could have heard him coming, not that he seemed to care. She'd never seen a young lion act like that. They always seemed so playful and chipper. She grimaced at the very thought.
The fact that he wasn't perked her interest. She'd been needing a minion of sorts. When he viciously tore the rabbit to bits she raised a brow. Potential. Definitely Potential. But then he attacked her tree for no damn reason and she rolled her eyes. But we'll definitely have to work on the control issues. Looking down at him she spoke for the first time. "Darling. Ripping my tree to bits won't solve anything. And all that blood would be better used in you veins. But if you want to shed it I can't stop you. However...you could just listen to me and become something more useful."
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 12:13 am
He was so engrossed in tearing away the bark of the tree that he only caught part of what she'd said, but he got enough to decide to stop and sit down. When he did his eyes focused on a dark lioness and he snapped, reaching up with his claws out, trying to attack her furiously, eyes blazing with hatred. Dark lioness instantly sent him back to those times where he'd been tossed around, raped, and broken. Above all else he wanted to kill her, he'd adore digging his fangs into her throat. But the problem with this reaction to the words dark lioness was that he could be thrown into such a raged fury that he'd attack anything with the intention to kill or shred apart.
He kept reaching up, finally deciding to climb up toward her, a dark growl leaving him as his hackles rose. He didn't notice the painfully obvious differences between the twin and this lioness, only that she was dark furred and he wanted to kill a dark furred lioness. Little did he know what he was getting himself into, not that he'd really care.
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 1:31 am
Her eye brows raised at his reaction. She'd thought he'd listen when he finally stopped shredding the tree but obviously not. Something had snapped in him at the sight of her. Guess we'll have to work on that one too. Quirky little thing aren't you? "You know, attacking me won't help. I'm at least twice as strong as the strongest male lion out there and that means I'm about four times as strong as you." But when he continued to advance and growl she sighed. "I'll be gentle. But just this once." She then threw herself off the tree in a roll, grabbed him and took him down. Landing with him pinned under her paws she growled and snapped at his nose then walloped him across the face, claws in, she figured he didn't need any more scars. "You growl at me one more time and I swear to Zeus above that I will slit you from the tip of your nose to the base of your tail! From this moment forward I am your master and you will do as I say. Got it?" She let out one more growl then got off and and sat a foot away, licking at a paw demurely, as if she had not just threatened a mortal.
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 9:41 pm
He let out a loud howl of shock and fury as he felt her grab him and pin him beneath her. As soon as he felt himself stuck there he started to thrash, trying to claw or bite her frantically. His eyes flew open when she snapped inches from his nose, then stopped completally when her paw smacked him upside the head. The rage that was flowing so fully inside him moments ago had vanished, and for the first time he just looked up at her, his eyes their normal color. "My Master...your not..who I thought you were..." Frowning he closed his eyes, then sat up when she got off of him. "My Master..." He moved over, laying down at her paws and rolling over to his back in a subbmissive gesture to show he understood what his ranking around her was. "Master..."
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Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 9:59 pm
She grinned in spite of herself when he submitted. Well that was easy. "That's better. You don't have to call me that all the time you know. I am Psyche. Goddess of all things cold-hearted and anti love. You are little one? You seemed so very viscous and uncaring on your way up that hill. I like that. I can use that." She ran an extended claw over his exposed belly. Amazing. He really did submit. Man, I should have tried that before. "How would you like to help me wreak havoc on lions hearts far and wide? We could even get revenge on the one who gave you those scars."
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 10:18 pm
Though he was still in partial shock from the blow he looked up at her and took in what she really looked like. In reality he realized, she had looked nothing like the other that had raped him and beat him. No, that one was literally made of shadows. "Psyche...I am Kaoru..." Rage began forming in his belly and chest again when she brought up the other lioness, but the claw on his exposed stomach soothed him in an odd way, though his eyes did turn more white and blood shot as he bordered on the edge of going into a full rage. At this point though, he'd stay on his back most likely. "That b***h...that...b***h!! She gave me these scars...she threw me against a wall...raped my twin brother while I was forced to watch...her tail has spikes...she dug into us beat us...we were her toys..." Tears spilled from his eyes but it didn't register to him that he was crying. "I kept her busy so my brother could escape...she took me then...and I let darkness consume me...I...I want to KILL HER!!!" His tail thudded against the ground as he let his claws out, then retracted them repeatedly, fighting the urge to shred whatever was in his way again.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 12:16 am
She rolled her eyes at his outburst. "Do I look like I care why you have the scars? Do not bore me with your pathetic drivel. I care not why you'd want to kill or who. My only wish is to create hatred and strife. I can help you with your revenge but I do not care to know why. Only that you want to. I can give you the power to do whatever you wish. You only need to tell me what you want to and when and it shall be done." She grabbed one of his paws and touch the extended claw. "But you'll need to be stronger. And your paws will need to heal. You'll need to be at your strongest. Able to strike without mercy. Then I will let you take you revenge and rape her. Yes. That will be much more vicious than death." She grinned to herself and absently stroked his paw. She was glad he'd showed up. Him and his hatred would be most amusing.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 12:27 am
His rage turned into a twisted sort of happiness, adrenaline rushing through him at the thought. He stayed in the darker stage, listening to her as she spoke of what had to happen in order for him to get what he wanted so desperatly. When she started to stroke his paws he relaxed, his eyes returning to their normal color, though he couldn't get the wicked grin off of his face. "Psyche...I want that...I'll do anything to get it...Anything..."
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 12:51 am
She chuckled low and sultry. "Oh you'll get what you want. Trust me. We'll do small pranks and mischief until your stronger. But you must promise me not mutilate yourself. You'll need every drop of blood in those veins of yours." She got up then and flicked her tail high then pointed herself in a certain direction. "But now you need to rest my evil little darling. You'll begin training in the morning. We'll need to make those little muscles into iron. It won't make you stronger than me but it will make you formidable." She began to trott toward a nearby and secluded cave that she knew of. She didn't need the rest but he was mortal, he would.
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