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 Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:34 pm
A GOD THAT IS YOURS
Slender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened room as I kneel,
always alone, always in pain,
frozen here,
waiting.
Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as
dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
sparing not my darkened eyes.
Blood on a mirror's face.
I raise my head, now crying out for
this uncaring salvation.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:36 pm
CONSUMED
what have you wrought?
a shadow of pain as memories seep.
once we enjoyed innocence,
wide-eyed and untainted,
but your heart drifted away.
a painful vision of lies -
memories follow darkness, follow pain,
love taken away.
in a torrent of sorrow,
i condemn you.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:38 pm
PHANTOM PAIN
Around, all around, the mourners gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my heart.
It mutilates me, and darkly my
life's blood drips
to the wicked earth that is my prison.
In my madness I hang my head
while nothingness takes me.
Now alone, my cascade of tears falls upon uncaring earth.
This is my Hell
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:39 pm
PULLED APART
the night falls without a sound, cold and alone are we.
the salvation for which you sacrifice yourself
flares once, then dies,
taken by madness.
all hope must surely perish.
your soul thrives no more.
how could you cause such hurt?
our dark emotions surround us, crying,
save us from ourselves.
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:41 pm
HATE ANGEL
you broke my wings and you smiled as I tried to fly
you said you loved me my tears will never be for you
you lied to me for that one day I will smile as you die
you will fear the day you made a angel cry a angel of
hate is what I will be now so run and fear hope that
I will never come near for if I do a knife to you're
heart is all the words of sadness and pain you will get
all hope to keep you're life left the day you broke me
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:42 pm
LOVE IN VAIN
l Love you in vain
you'll never love me the same
so why do I try when you'll never even say my name
l Love you in vain
you'll never love me the same
every night I think of why I came this broken heart is my shame
l Love you in vain
you'll never love me the same
you brake you're arm pushing me away I blame myself for you're pain
it's a shame that when I am gone only when I am gone you will know my name
l Love you in vain
with my last breath I breathe you're name
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:43 pm
MY BROKEN LITTLE DOLL
oh little doll, My little doll, siting broken and alone
oh how I wish I could fix you up instead of watching you fall apart
but what fun is that my little doll as you brake I count the peaces
oh how fun it is to watch you fall and shatter do I feel sorry for you no for you do not matter to me my broken little doll for you are not real is I am therefor you can't feel like I do so brake my little doll and know that none will cry for you my poor, poor, broken little doll
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:47 pm
SHE SITS THERE
she sits there breathing
wishing her heart was not beating
she sits there bleeding
hopeful she is leaving
the white walls stand red tired of living in her head
she sits there breathing
knowing she is living
she closed her eyes hopeful it was the last time
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:48 pm
TO FEEL AGAIN
She cuts her body to feel something at all, she screams inside her head she hopes to fill what was lost she doesn't want to die she just wants to hide the pain inside herself Empty and hollow she cries out in the night but none hear her cries she wakes to find that she is alone with none to hear her pain she is at the end of her smiles she has no more tears to cry she is truly alone heart bleeding lungs screaming arms bleeding she starts to enjoy the numb filling
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 7:50 pm
TO SAY GOODBYE
all alone in the room we share feeling empty is not fair
having to say goodbye to someone that dose not care
having all this time to hope one day you share my pain
siting hear hopping you're new fond happiness will not stay
I hate that you make me feel this way to know nothing good stays that way
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 8:00 pm
TRIAL CALLED LIFE
Living, breathing in pain giving up hope for the life I could live
breaking down, breaking up losing control hope falling apart
losing myself can't sleep can't dream to night hoping for a end
looking for some peace of mind in this trial called life
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 8:15 pm
SHELL
Living in the dark with no hope for the light
total silence mocking me driving me closer to insanity
soon I will brake leaving nothing but a shell
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 8:23 pm
KILL
heart beats slowly as everything falls apart around me
the body of a innocent lying at my feet why did I do this
it hurts so much my first kill it makes me sick
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 8:28 pm
RELEASE
broken peaces of glass lay on the floor
peaces of her shattered pain
ebbing thew her veins begging her for release
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Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 8:39 pm
ALREADY GONE
a young women lays on the street blood pooling around her
her wrists she has slit passers don't even give a passing glance to her now cold body
once she was a happy young girl always smiling
only few saw her pain now it is to late for them to help her for she is already gone
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