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For the last year and a half, I've been experiencing things of the paranormal. Before it started I was living at my mom's house, saving up for a car and making more than enough each week. Then on June 20th 2008, a Friday, I started to notice things which weren't "normal". Nobody wanted to talk to me about it.. I wanted to discuss it and since nobody wanted to talk to me about it, I decided to talk to my mom because moms care about you no matter what.

I explained to my mom what was going on... I freaked her out so much that she kicked me out. Considering all the times I've asked her why I was kicked out, she called me crazy, psycho, made comments of me saying "You don't think right" and other things like that.

At the time I wasn't quite sure on what was going on, but a year and a half is a long time to figure out what was going on. Plus to keep in mind of what others were telling me, I wish I could quote what they had said, but I can't.. but I do know they had helped me with their words as each day had passed.

The things I've figured out I could? I've been doing research on what I can and can't do, and its been a long process on figuring out for sure what I can do.
I highly believe I have telepathy and empathy to a certain point. Another word for what I can do is called Transmitting, what others have told me.

I first learned I could change what people say when they talk.. into words or sounds of my choice or into anything I read, think of and/or when I speak out loud. They will say what I say. I can also do the same over the phone. (this is the only thing I will claim I can do) -the following are things I have experienced, but have not received enough information from research to confirm the others)

I can also do the same at a distance.
I also can hear what others are thinking and how they feel emotion wise.
I also have dreams of the future, and when I'm awake the dreams feel as if it is de ja vu.
It seems I can also speak with dogs (animals), but I'm not quite sure)
But the first thing I posted, which is bolded, is 110% true.

I can somewhat understand why it freaked out my mom, she didn't know what to do nor did she understand what was going on, but I still don't understand why she kicked me out. Maybe out of fear because of my "telepathy"? But to have me sleep outside when I have no place to go when there are two extra rooms at the house doesn't make sense to me.

I've been trying to find somebody to help me understand and learn more about my paranormal gifts more than anything. I've tried calling paranormal investigators, but they ended up telling me they only investigate ghosts. I've tried looking online for other people to discuss what is happening to me because... well.. its really tough when things like this are happening to you and you have to keep it stored inside...

You can't talk about it to anybody because talking about it to them.. freaks them out.. and they won't want to talk to you anymore.

During my search for somebody to talk with about what I can do is tough, but then I found out about the 1 Million Dollar Challenge.. My hopes went up instead of staying low. I did research about the offer, but became a little bit frustrated and upset when I heard the offer will be taken down on March 6th of this year, but at the same time I found out about the doctor and media part so I decided to pursue that.

I just started seeing a doctor, in about a week I have another appointment, but I have brought up to them about the James Randi Challenge. I also have talked to 7 friends and asked if I was to use their name and number for proof as a witness, if they would tell the truth about me being gifted. They said they would.

I tried talking to the Ventura County Star newspaper Assistant Managing Editor, Mike Blackwell, but he turned me down on writing a human interest story about me and my gift because he didn't see anything to write about, even when I mentioned that it would lighten up the moods of people instead of making them worry when they see the number of deaths and horrible events in the newspaper.

I'm hoping that you will take this serious as much as I am. If you would like we could actually do a test over the phone. All I would have to ask is that it be on speaker while you have at least 2-3 people listening and talking to each other in the background.

If you would like to contact me, call 805-XXX-XXXX Pastor Derick should pick up the phone. Ask for XXXXX and/or ask him about me being gifted and hopefully we can set up a phone conference appointment.

Ps. Call Pastor Derick to contact me.

Because my mom freaked out on me when I went to her for help, I am now living on the streets (sleeping outside). I am near-sighted and need contacts and/or glasses. Clothes and the ability to take a shower everyday. Money for food.

Sleeping outside isn't a bad thing, it is, but it isn't in a way... Because of me living on the streets for so long, I've learned how much a dollar actually is. I want to go to school to major in psychology. I want to do something with my life, but I'm homeless because I'm "gifted" with powers of the paranormal.