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 Posted: Mon Jan 25, 2010 3:58 am
So the past few days/week I have been EXTREMELY bored and I really want to just buy stuff... But the sites that I have gone to where I can and have bought stuff... just seem inadequate or something... I need something new or something... i don't know -_-
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Posted: Mon Jan 25, 2010 7:21 am
Me and Aj need to kidnapp you.
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TheGarlicCureButterfly Captain
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Posted: Mon Jan 25, 2010 11:37 am
Honestly i don't even think that will help... Yea I go up to GCC with ya... or did rather.. but I do the same thing there like I do here... sit around. I dont get a long with people and thats that... even if I try... its too pointless...
Hell I am surprised Matt still talks to me.. after all my s**t... espeically last night... I am just a kid who gets upset when they dont get their way or what they want.. I am an attention freak and always will be.. even if it doesnt seem that way.. i KNOW I am...
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Posted: Wed Jan 27, 2010 11:12 am
Diz1818 Honestly i don't even think that will help... Yea I go up to GCC with ya... or did rather.. but I do the same thing there like I do here... sit around. I dont get a long with people and thats that... even if I try... its too pointless...
Hell I am surprised Matt still talks to me.. after all my s**t... espeically last night... I am just a kid who gets upset when they dont get their way or what they want.. I am an attention freak and always will be.. even if it doesnt seem that way.. i KNOW I am...
on top of that, his mom is an herbalist...she might have some advice about depression. So let me know the days you have off, and me and Aj can figure something out for you to come over.
And matt obviously cares a lot about you. You are not alone. i know what depression is like. I know what anxiety is like. i know what it's like to get upset at small things. I do it too. you are not alone.
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TheGarlicCureButterfly Captain
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TheGarlicCureButterfly Captain
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Posted: Wed Jan 27, 2010 11:14 am
Btw, you need to see the pretty oceany dolls I posted of you, unfortunatly they didn't have heavy set skins, but I did the best I could and they are purty and watery and oceany.
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Posted: Wed Jan 27, 2010 10:47 pm
Yes i did see them, they are awesome. I will try and let you know my days off... I have been just extremely tired lately cause i have been working at least 5 days a week... Its nice for the money and everything, but wow super tired ><
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Posted: Fri Jan 29, 2010 8:54 pm
i know the feeling on working 5 days a week. only im not working at night but i do know the tired feeling. sometimes i get depressed too and sometimes i wanna cry over everything. but don't worry usually getting some fresh air really helps. or even meditating
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Posted: Fri Jan 29, 2010 10:11 pm
Yea all I have really been doing is just going to bed after work and then like doing it all over again.. not much change -_- Though yesterday Me and my manager and this girl Lisa had a little meeting together and got stuff a bit worked out and things.. or at least gave me a few things to think about and kinda that i can change during work and stuff like that... so that made me feel a bit better.
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TheGarlicCureButterfly Captain
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 8:54 am
You did tell them that you were suffering from depression right? But I am glad you got that opportunity to work things out.That's the hard part about jobs is you have to keep your emotions to yourself. It's really annoying working with other people all the time.
I had that problem at the bowling alley, and I was known as a hot head because of it. lol.
it's difficult keeping stuff inside.
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 10:40 am
Oh yea I told them about my depression and all that. We kinda think its more hormonal then anything.. which I think it might be too... but there could be a tad few other things, maybe bipolar.. or it could just in general be only the hormones and what not >< so I don't know. I just really need to see a doc.. but in the mean time I need to just keep everything in check if I can
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TheGarlicCureButterfly Captain
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Posted: Tue Feb 02, 2010 3:46 pm
Diz1818 Oh yea I told them about my depression and all that. We kinda think its more hormonal then anything.. which I think it might be too... but there could be a tad few other things, maybe bipolar.. or it could just in general be only the hormones and what not >< so I don't know. I just really need to see a doc.. but in the mean time I need to just keep everything in check if I can
Btw, Doc says hey.
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Posted: Thu Feb 04, 2010 12:55 pm
yea I know.. things are just annoying... -_-
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TheGarlicCureButterfly Captain
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Posted: Fri Feb 05, 2010 5:35 pm
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Posted: Sat Feb 06, 2010 7:28 am
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TheGarlicCureButterfly Captain
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Posted: Mon Feb 08, 2010 8:57 am
I wish I didn't feel so damn unnattractive.
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