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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 9:15 pm
Grayson was not in the best of humors following lunch. He hadn't liked Dani's brilliant plan for fixing Jude, and resented her a bit for even wanting to attempt it. Not because he didn't think she meant well, because he was sure she did, but because it was Jude and he had enough on his plate without well-meaning, meddlesome friends trying to heap more on him in the form of romantic entanglements. And yeah, there was part of him that was selfish and petty, part of him that didn't want anyone set up with Jude because he wanted him, but Grayson figured that part of himself was easily ignored.
Easily enough, anyway.
He slouched his way into his lit class, apple in one hand and notebook casually propped against his hip in the other. The first thing he noticed was that the usual teacher was absent, and this actually relieved him. Chances were, that meant they'd just work on their assignments and not get assigned anything new.
As he was on his way to his regular seat, he took a bit of his apple, glancing to the right out of habit. He saw Ignacio, which surprised him, and shouldn't have. After his friend had come to visit him at his house, he actually couldn't recall really seeing him or talking to him. He shifted direction, heading toward the desk, taking another bite of his apple.
Ignacio lifted his head and he was surprised to see how worn down he looked, how tired. Concern immediately filled Gray's face, and he let his own troubles slip to the back of his mind, taking the seat opposite Ignacio.
"Hey." He set his apple on the desk, leaned over. "Are you okay?"
He didn't look okay.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 9:33 pm
Ignacio hadn't eaten.
How was he supposed to know at the time that his money wouldn't last him more than a week? He had about forty dollars to his name and he had taken it all, but after trying to actually buy things his reserves were dwindling down to nothing. So, he figured, he would just only eat once every couple days. He had enough for that.
He couldn't go in the lunch line anyway, what with the way he kept drawing attention. Apparently he carried some kind of bum aura that made people stare at him like he was some kind of moldy cheese. Or something. Or maybe swiss. The freckles could resemble holes. He could make a pattern with them, and then push them into the stars above and be a new constellation. He could be called the Big Head. Because it would be a big head in the sky, and everyone would find it as beautiful as Adonis as the birds sang in the trees...
Ignacio was also tired.
It was a struggle to pay attention in class before, and now it was utterly pointless. He figured he went to class for the hallucinations that supposedly came after having enough of a deficit of sleep, and actually was disappointed that they hadn't come yet. His thoughts had been everywhere, mostly on Grayson, but everywhere, and the sky and the moon too, and so it became impossible to even attempt to sleep. Sure, the floor was uncomfortable in the first place, but Ignacio had eventually fallen asleep.
But now Ignacio's mind was elsewhere, and everywhere, and nowhere at the same time. With the way he was staring ahead into the chalkboard oblivion it was worth wondering if he was even awake inside that brain of his. It looked like someone had flicked the off switch in his brain and forgot to turn it back on when he had gotten up for the day... except he had never gotten up for the day. He had been up. For the last two days.
Ignacio also looked dirty.
This was a fact that was not deniable. His uniform hadn't been washed for over a week. Ew.
He only vaguely heard the sound of someone coming towards him, but when he did, Ignacio suddenly snapped to attention, opened up his book and... placed it over his head as if it would protect from something. Perhaps Grayson for something? It was hard to tell if even Ignacio knew what the hell he was doing at the moment.
"Ah'm fine."
What he sounded was drunk. But he obviously wasn't drunk. Maybe sleep deprived.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 9:57 pm
For all that his thoughts were plaguing him while he was awake and eerie dreams were haunting him while he attempted to sleep, at least Grayson looked mostly all right. He had smudges under his eyes, sure, and his skin seemed paler than usual. It probably had something to do with the lack of sleep, or maybe he wasn't eating as well as he might have. He'd picked at his tacos, had half of his milk, but he was feeling a little sick to his stomach from running on fumes for days in a row.
Still, he didn't look as bad as Ignacio. And that was enough for him.
Reaching over, he touched the top of the book, lightly moved his hand down to Ignacio's shoulder. "Hey."
Gently, he nudged him. "Are you not feeling well?"
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 10:06 pm
Ignacio didn't care how Grayson looked. Hell, he hardly cared how he looked, except when he dawned on him that he looked like s**t. And then the moment passed, and Ignacio was stuck staring into sleepy oblivion like he was being hypnotised by the wall. Still, Grayson seemed to have his hardly alert attentions for the moment, until they faded out again and Ignacio was back staring forward as if Grayson had never shown up.
That was, until he felt Grayson's hand on his shoulder. That sent a small shudder through the sleep deprived one's body, and his mind was back on the person next to him again. Still, he didn't seem to be giving much of a straight answer. "Yeah. Sick."
Sure, because that explained the state of his uniform. And his sleepy state. And the fact that he didn't sound particularly sick, too. Ignacio let his poor excuse go, though, in favor of adjusting the book on his head. "I'ma figuring...," tired was certainly a word for it, "that if I keep this, this, this book-thing on my head, maybe I'll actually start to understand the point of this story. I mean, what's a samurai have anything to do with a camera?"
Nobody knew what Ignacio was actually reading. Ignacio probably didn't know what he had been reading. Maybe the hallucinations had started settling in, but his eyes weren't playing weird tricks on him yet, only his brain.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 10:31 pm
Ignacio was rambling, and not in the way that he usually rambled. If Grayson had been concerned before, now he was fully worried, and he braced his hand against Ignacio's back as though to anchor him there. What was going on, he didn't know, but he could clearly see that something needed to be done. He brought his free hand up, tucked it under the book to feel his forehead. Not fevered, no, but that didn't mean he wasn't sick.
"Let's go to the nurse, Ignacio." He rose, forgetting that he'd just arrived in the classroom, and gently urged his friend to do the same.
There was really something wrong. That was as plain as day to Grayson, even if other things, arguably things just as obvious, had been slipping past his attention lately.
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 11:01 pm
"No, no, no," Ignacio said vaguely, swatting loosely in the direction of the door. "Stay here with me, Gray. Don't drag me. Don't leave," for a few moments, Ignacio almost sounded like he had gotten a good night's sleep in the last fifty-someodd hours. "I need your hands, for a pretty star in the sky," and that promptly destroyed it.
But then Ignacio seemed to come back to non-sleep deprived lucidity long enough to give Grayson a pondering look, as if he was wondering when the man had even gotten there. Then, he looked at his hands, blinked, and then took the heavy book on his head and put it back on the desk, revealing his hardly tamed and somewhat dirty brand of hair he happened to be sporting. "Can't go to the nurse, she'll tell me to go home and sleep... Can't go home, then they'd win."
And Ignacio swatted at the doorway again, as if that would fix something. "It's okay, just need some coffee." Ignacio hated coffee, but he had appearances to keep up, never mind the fact that he didn't have money for coffee in any case.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 11:40 pm
They'd win? Ignacio was having problems at home after all?
Thoroughly worried, Grayson crouched next to the desk, going on eye level with Ignacio. He looked like a wreck, and even if Grayson didn't know the full extent of it, didn't even know the beginning of it, the urge to care for him was strong.
"You do need to sleep." He reached up, brushed Ignacio's bangs out of his face to get a better look at him. It was hard when his gaze kept sliding around, but Grayson thought that was the most worrisome aspect of all.
There was really only one thing to be done. He had to get him to a bed and make sure he slept. His parents would know what to do, he knew, especially Dad. Dad always seemed to know what to do in situations like this.
"Come on, let's go to my house." It was the middle of the day. "It's not a very long walk from here."
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Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 11:50 pm
If Ignacio saw himself right now, he would probably pop his own ego and sulk in its remnants. As it was, Ignacio could hardly keep focused (not that this was particularly new, but sleep deprivation took this to a whole new level), and he didn't seem all that concerned about his condition. No, he just seemed concerned about covering it up.
...Wasn't this a familiar situation.
"But it's midday," protested Ignacio, about twenty seconds after Grayson had even talked. It seemed he had completely forgotten about their conversation until his gaze came back to Grayson's worried violet eyes, and Ignacio ... cooed? He made some odd noise or another, and seemed completely lost. Lost in Grayson's eyes, that was, as he said, "You have such pretty pools of violets."
This would probably sound more loving if Ignacio's voice wasn't waivering between semi-awake and sleeptalking every few seconds. "You're so niiiiice, but I'll manage." There was that 'I'll manage' excuse again. The last time Ignacio had said that to Grayson, he proceeded to go party and then attempted to strip in front of people he didn't know. Smooth, Ignacio. "Better this time. I got a sleeping bag an' everything."
The freckled boy leaned in close, and suddenly forgot what he was talking about, so he instead said, "How does your hair work anyway?"
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 12:00 am
Grayson had decided that the only thing he could do was keep trying until Ignacio agreed. If he had to, he would call the sub's attention to the boy's plight, get the school involved. He didn't want to, but sometimes there were things more important than personal comfort. He would much rather just get Ignacio to come home with him, but if it couldn't be managed, it couldn't be managed.
He would still try, though.
"You aren't making sense." True, even if Grayson thought Ignacio didn't make a great deal of sense on a normal day. Volleying between this and that, making definite statements and then retracting them. "We can make up the school work later."
And he was slipping his hands underneath Ignacio's arms, trying to get him to rise. "I'm worried. I want you to come with me." He ignored the comment about his hair. "Please."
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 12:26 am
"Make up school work? Okay, but I don't think the teachers would appreciate fake assignments. Or maybe they would. I could write about trees and airplanes and maybe I'd get a hundred for once." Off Ignacio went on some other weird tangent, but he seemed to be cooperating with Grayson on some level of his subconscious.
He kept musing on trees and airplanes and the violet pools until he felt Grayson's arms underneath his shoulders. Ignacio made that odd cooing sound again, and the smile that was forming on his face seemed lazy and sleepy but truly happy all at the same time. "I'm glad we can hug 'gain." Ignacio said, somehow taking this as an invitation to loosely wrap his arms around Grayson.
...Well, at least he wasn't arguing with him.
Soon, the freckled one slumped and let go, eyes wandering and gluing to places in random parts of the room. His attentions were off somewhere else, but he was standing now, and seemed perfectly willing to cooperate with the idea of coming with Grayson somewhere in his brain. Perhaps, though, that was just because it was Grayson who wanted him to come with.
Whatever worked.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 12:35 am
Supporting Ignacio against himself, Grayson left his binder behind, forgotten in favor of getting his friend out of the classroom before he could change his mind. Class hadn't even started, so there was no disruption, though there were several odd looks, some not-so-hushed murmurs when he looped his arm around Ignacio's waist and dragged him closer. It was easier for him to direct him that way, to make certain he stayed mostly upright while they made their way out of the school, to the open streets. It was cold, but Grayson did his best to walk as fast as he could, half-dragging Ignacio at some points.
Thankfully, he really didn't live too far from Meadowview.
"We're almost there." There were so many things he wanted to ask, but he knew they'd have to wait. Ignacio needed to be all but dumped into a bed, and truth be told, Grayson wouldn't mind sleeping either. If he could manage it, anyway.
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 12:47 am
If Ignacio even thought of protesting, all thoughts slipped away with the addition of Grayson's arm around his waist. All too happily, the sleep deprived bum leaned into Grayson and went, "Mmkay, we can go," completely forgetting that they were leaving school in the middle of the day with classes left and with odd murmurs accompanying them.
Indeed, he had no willingness to carry his own weight and seemed quite content to leave Grayson to shoulder the majority of it. Sometimes, he forgot he was walking and nearly fell asleep on the move, but once his freckled legs dragged across the ground he picked himself back up and started lazily moving his hardly functional legs again. Ignacio was thankful to find that Grayson lived in the opposite direction of his house from Meadowview, but this was only acknowledged with a lazy smile before he went back to attempting to move his legs.
"Okayyy. Maybe I should take a shower," randomly mused Ignacio, deciding that it was time to dig his camera out of his pocket. He turned it on and then looked into the camera lens, grinning widely and showing off his yellowing teeth. "Mellie told me to take pictures of things."
Yes, he needed sleep.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 1:05 am
When he arrived on his front porch, Grayson wasn't sure exactly what to do with Ignacio. He couldn't just prop him up on the side of the house, but he couldn't exactly get the door open and stumble inside with him if he still had his arms full of his friend. He debated a moment before he turned to fully face him, bringing Ignacio's arms up around his shoulders. "Hang on."
By design or luck, he wasn't sure, Ignacio tightened his grip around Gray's shoulders. He dug in his pocket, manged to unlock the door without tipping over and sending them both sprawling. Getting up the stairs was going to be another matter entirely.
"We have to go upstairs." Ignacio had been in his house before, but he thought it best to remind him. "We'll take it slow."
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 1:12 am
It wasn't so much design or luck as Ignacio wanting to scoot himself closer to Grayson now that he had this wonderfully convenient position in which he could do so. But, soon enough, the door was opened and they were both brought inside, Ignacio staring at Grayson as if he was expecting the man to say something prophetic.
Instead, all he got was a reminder that beds were upstairs. Mm, beds. It had been a while since he slept on anything that wasn't inside a sleeping bag on a hard floor. Momentarily forgetting how conveniently close he was to Grayson, he let go and walked over to the stairs. They were tall. Ignacio glanced up the stairs as if he was looking at a giant mountain in all of its wonderful splendor... and then dropped to his hands and knees with all intentions of climbing it.
Despite any confusion this may have caused Grayson, Ignacio climbed his way up the stairs like some kind of mountain climber--not really, he actually looked more like a worn out man trying to reach the top of a pyramid--and eventually made it up to the top stair where he sat down and looked dazed and happy. "Yay, Gray, we made it up Mt. Stair!"
This would probably be more amusing if Ignacio didn't seem entirely serious.
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Codebreaking Conversationalist
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 1:44 am
Grayson had thought to help him up the stairs, but the moment he'd turned his back to toss his keys on the counter, Ignacio started up them. Gray glanced back in time to see him going up on all fours, crawling toward the second floor on unsteady hands. He worried that he might fall and started up after him, hands stretched out to catch him if he did, but Ignacio conquered the stairs.
Leaning against the wall, he held his own forehead a moment, smiling. "We did," and he sounded relieved for it. "Come on, let's get you in bed."
The closest was his own bedroom, so he slipped his arms around Ignacio again, hoisting him up. It was more awkward this time, as his arms were looped around the other's midsection, but he managed to shoulder the door open -- the lock never worked anyway -- and all but tumble into the bed.
Phew. There.
Gray began to roll off him, saying, "You can just sleep here."
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