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To begin with, I'm a girl with a male character. I'm 16. And Bisexual since 8 grade. (well I notice I was bi in 8 grade atleast)
I don't know if I'm really lesbian or I'm am what I think I am..
I like guys just a lil bit.
And
I definitely love girls.
Example:
I see a girl on the right, and guy on the left. And I'll be staring at the girl on the right instead of the guy on the left.
So thats were I get that I like girls even more than guys.

Situation:
When I was just 7 yrs old, I always played mommy and daddy, with my biggest enemy ever, (bc of our grades, best %) at the bus on our way home. (we played at the bus.)
I don't know if it was bc I rly liked her or I wanted to feel like a man while playing, or bored at the bus.. (I stayed at this school since I was in kinder-garden - first grade)
Then I go to a different school, and I was just VERY tomboyish. Always playing sports and only with boys. I had a couple of bf's but not that deep of liking them, but I always thought about the girl I used to kiss at the bus. Then I change from school again. (I stayed at this school since I was in second grade - seventh grade)
When I was at 8 grade I liked a girl, well I always stared at her bc she was extremely cute, her name is Evermarie and instead of talking to her, I always ignored her and make her feel bad. (the whole year was like that, with her..)
I stayed in the same school at 9 grade, I finally talked and became friend with Evermarie. This is where all my problems starts. A couple of people came new at school, to my same grade.
I like a girl just physically, named Caitlin, I wanted to talk to her but I couldn't..Then some guy told me that in our grade are some lesbians, they were kissing in the back of the building, and I was like "omg, I so need to talk to them" i didn't thought it was gross or wrong.. And I thought it was the girl I liked and her friend that they were very close.
Then I ask for the celphone number of Isabel, friend of Caitlin.
With the time I fall for her for Isabel. ( Not physically )
We hang out, cuddle and stuff. And we were very close as friends.
Then I confess and thanks God she felt the same. Well that was destiny, so I think >>
Then Her mom find out we were not just friends.
And she prohibit Isabel to talk to me and even look at me.
for almost 5 months she ignored me completely. When school was ending, I was moving from school, I couldn't stay at a school where everyone knew I love Isabel and we were dating.. Then Isabel heard I was leaving. So we started to talk again secretly. ( School prohibit us to be together )
But on the 5 months, Isabel had a bf. I felt like she rly didn't love em at all. But I didn't care and keep talking to her. And she told me she was with him bc of her mother, and that her body was his but her heart was mine.
When school ended, she moved to FL, I moved from school, and never see her again.. But she came back from FL to here, where I live. And we started texting again, and she told me she still love me. ( But I'm sure shes not sure of her feeling, bc she loves me but likes two other guys at the same time) And I still love her alot, but I'm with some girl, w.out the title of gf. But I don't love her at all. I love only Isabel. And I don't know what to do. Isabel is going back to FL soon. And I don't know what to do..
Please suggest me.

well it depends since ur 16 how old is isabel cause depends on how old she is you 2 could wait till ur 18 and its when ur allowed to leave ur parents she could do the same if she really cares for you, you 2 could wait till 18 and leave ur parents and say good bye and stuff and move in together if ur love is that true she would enjoy that tho its just my opinion me myself i am gay and loved by like 8 boys my age im 15 my current bf is 17 turning 18 soon i love him like crazy and i would enjoy being with him in his house for a long long long time :3 my suggestion

Good advice rev