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Posted: Sun Dec 27, 2009 12:47 pm
Sitting on her bed, uncharacteristically still, Imogen had a lot on her mind. After all, Imogen was back from the dead after a year of being gone from her mother's perspective – and had no idea how literally that could be taken. Her memories didn’t include becoming a zombie and having to lock herself in a room to avoid the temptation of eating her friends and classmates. Nor did she remember the Zodiacs uniting under their Princess while she, with other humans and zombies, had focused their strengths on a crystal.
In fact her memories of Barren Pines cut off about half way through the year. That had shocked Sue, a boy on the ward who'd been there too. He had helped her unlock her first fuzzy memory from after that cut off and had said that perhaps her mind was trying to protect itself by repressing Barren Pines. But that lack of memory of the latter half of the year, while likely a mercy, had not exactly a source of joy and Imo had been trying to jog her memory more ever since meeting Sue. She trusted him in an odd instinctive way but she couldn't take his advice on this - she needed to know what had happened at school.
Her fear of remembering something terrible was as strong as the terror of not knowing. She didn't want to remember Barren Pines turning into a horrible place where people were harvested for organs, she wanted to remember it as she did now, just a normal school. However, loyalty to her friends tipped the scale. She had to know what had happened to Aggie and the people in Leprosy house she'd know.
Her mother had visited earlier, fussed over her, trying to smooth Imo’s natural curls affectionately out of habit as they spoke and failing to tame them as she always did. However, she couldn’t ever remember her mother bursting into tears as she did so before. Sarah Farrago was rather overwhelmed to have her daughter back after so long and had left her a packet of grapes (why did sick people always get grapes anyway?) and promised to take her home as soon as possible. For her Imogen had never gone away to school. She'd died in Destiny Memorial after a car crash. It was horrid to think she'd been attending school the other side of the city from where her mother lived and grieved for her.
While her mother was emotional about their reunion, and she had been at the time, Imogen now felt oddly…quiet after the visit. It was much worse than being restless and bored had been when she'd first woken up here. For a girl who was usually a slave to her emotions it was more disconcerting to be numb (or was numb just another emotion?). It just added to her pondering about the memory loss and the organ trafficking. It made her start thinking it all over again in an uncharacteristically detached way and nothing had distracted her from that since she'd sunk into this still contemplation. Not even seeing the stupid 'sailboat' (which for some reason really stuck in her head) had got her out of this funk.
Damn it she was missing a significant chunk of time here, a whole year! And she had no idea where her friends were!
All the adults had said it had been organ trafficking plot…but as far as she could tell not one person on this ward had ever been in an icy tub missing a kidney. She just remembered a very nice school and while her memories were so unclear and uncertain after that half-year cut off, it didn't really make sense for someone to set up an entire school just to harvest the students one by one. Surely it would cost more to run a school than you'd get selling a bunch of hearts on the blackmarket? Then again she had no idea how much organs would cost, if someone was going to die and was desperate maybe they'd pay a lot...but then why the pretense of a school? Why not just keep them all locked up somewhere?
And so she sat, trying to dredge up later memories and make all his craziness make sense.
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 2:54 pm
((Ahh, okay! Thanks for tellling me that <33)) Aggie didn't remember much of anything except being at a fairly normal school, and she certainly did not remember anyone ever trying to take out her guts and selling them on the black market.
Which was good, because that hadn't actually happened. According to the nurses who regularly came by to check on her and the others, she wasn't actually missing any organs, and she hadn't heard about any of the others missing anything, either. It was odd ("miraculous!" according to the doctors and the media), but Aggie wasn't the sort of person who questioned authorities. Actually, she was the sort to nod along with eyes the size of saucer-pans and then go on her merry way. If they said it was organ trafficking, organ trafficking it was.
And to be honest, that wasn't exactly her biggest concern at the moment. Waking up in the hospital had been a confusing experience in every possible way, but it hadn't been as confusing as being told that she'd been proclaimed dead over a year ago. Come to think of it, she couldn't actually remember having been in contact with her parents or anyone else she'd known before coming to Barren Pines while she was staying there. A whole year of her life, gone, something that she'd never get back.
And something that her parents wouldn't, either. They'd come to visit her after she woke up and had gotten identified, but only once. The whole reunion had been awkward and confusing and weird and not at all like the tearful reunions she'd heard that some of her ward-mates had gotten. Well, there had been tears, but as far as she could tell they weren't very joyful.
It wasn't that Dagmar's parents didn't love her because they did, really, she had been the pearl of their eye, the light of their life. But that was just the thing.. she had been. To them, she'd been dead, gone, and they'd slowly moved on, gotten used to a life without their teenage daughter in it. And now.. now what? No-one knew what to do or what to say, and her mom hadn't even hugged her, too afraid that it'd turn out to be another lie if she did. Everyone was too confused. Her dad had spouted something about 'adjusting', 'needing a bit of time' and had spent a long time holding a small speech about how it wasn't because they didn't love her, sometimes things were just a bit complicated. Her mother had burst into tears halfway through and had to leave the room, and that had been the last thing Aggie had seen of her parents during her hospital stay. They'd called at least once every day since, but the calls had been filled with awkward silences and sudden tearing up, and in some ways she was beginning to actually feel bad for being alive, which was right-down stupid as the therapist the hospital had assigned said. (In more words and nicer sounding, but the meaning was the same.)
Adjustment was the key word and the staff had assured her that her parents had been assigned a psychologist to help them through their re-opened wounds and advise them on how to approach the whole situation, and that they were just in shock, it'd pass so don't worry they're still your parents and they do love you they're just a bit confused.
It was a bit disheartening, with the way she'd seen the other kids get greeted by their parents, but eventually her parents would get over it and be the way they used to be. She could live with that. Had to, really, and rather late than never, right? It didn't help that the few sort-of-friends she'd had at the school she'd gone to before this whole thing started hadn't visited her either (though perhaps not as surprising, considering they'd more been people she sat with at lunch than actual friends). And while the doctors had told her that several of the other patients had remembered both the school and the people in it just fine, up to a certain point where they all seemed to blank out, Aggie couldn't. It was baffling, but the doctors contributed to the extra time she'd spent unconscious compared to her fellow, former students. It'd only been a few days, but apparently it was enough to make the people she'd met while at the school little more than fuzzy outlines and odd, misplaced feelings. The doctors had assured her that it'd (probably) work itself out eventually, and if not there were all sorts of therapy that was almost guaranteed to work!
Still, it was the sort of thing that hung heavily on a young girl's shoulders, and Aggie had resorted to mapping out the ward to, well, ward off her confusing emotions, memories and not to mention the dreadful boredom. She'd turned her puppy eyes on one of the nurses and had gotten some of that lovely paper with little quadrants on it to make a homemade map of the place. (The measuring tape had been harder to get, but she'd managed somehow in the way that all desperate people seemed to do.)
Which was why she was currently sneaking about the rooms, attempting to be somewhat stealthy and still get a good grip of her surroundings at the same time. It wasn't a complete success.
"Oh! Um, I'm so sorry for barging in like, haha, you don't mind, do you?" She'd thought the room had been empty, but apparently not. A pretty girl with fantastic ringlets was sitting on the bed, looking very contemplative and a small bell went off somewhere in Aggie's mind, insisting that this was someone she knew. It was a very small bell though, and it easily got lost in the hubbub and chaos of the rest of her mind. "Would you mind terribly if I just measured the distance between the door and the window? It'll only take a moment! Or, uhm, if you're going out sometime I could come back later? Or just stay away if it's a nuisance I guess, I'm really sorry if it is!"
Desperate times, desperate pleading.
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 5:20 pm
“Hello?” Imogen turned around and ready to offer the nurse or whoever had come in a weak sort of smile. Usually she’d beam at someone coming in but with her subdued mood she didn’t. It was still a smile however and while she was in this mood, it'd...Aggie?! Who was looking at her hopefully but seemingly without recognition. She was Imogen's best friend, why would she just ask about measuring a room rather than exclaiming over Imo being alive? Surely they should be hugging right now.
Imogen bit her lip. This was very weird. But fi she didn't remember half a year but Sue could remember more than she could (a goddamn fire!) then maybe, just maybe, Aggie didn't remember the whole thing. She looked at her friend's pleading eyes. How could she say no? Maybe hanging out here in Imo's room with her would jog her memory.
Besides, maybe Aggie's company would get her out of this gloom even if Aggie didn't remember her. Aggie's company had always cheered her up before. She got up and brightened a bit.
“And no, that’s quite alright. Why do you want to measure across the room though?” Seemed wiser to ask than just say 'why yes you can make a map Aggie'. Might freak her out.
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 8:50 am
"Uh well, that is.." Aggie blushed, embarrassed by a question that she should probably have seen coming, "I'm sort of bored. Like, really bored. It's not that the nurses aren't nice and stuff, but, you know.." She shrugged helplessly.
"You're another Barren Pines kid, right?" Curiosity won over politeness, in this case. She'd heard the aforementioned nurses saying that the whole floor had been reserved for the survivors, but she hadn't actually met any of the others yet. Well, as far as she knew. There was a certain familiarity around this girl, though - and Aggie wasn't the sort to claim to know a girl from somewhere just because she was pretty. Maybe they'd known each other at the school-slash-organ-trafficking-cover-up, um, thinger? The possibility was both frightening (what if the other girl was someone horribly mean) and thrilling (there was just something so innately nice about the brunette).
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 4:33 pm
"Tell me about it...they gave me a journal to write in when I asked for something to do but all I have to write about is 'still in hospital room, still can't really remember the last year'. Not exactly entertaining." Imogen smiled, knowing that since she'd been stuck on the ward too, Aggie would know how bad the restlessness and boredom could be if she was stuck here too. Commiserate together, y'know. It was just so wonderfully comforting to be commiserating with Aggie like usual!
"And yes, I was at Barren Pines though I only remember half the year. After that I don't really remember anything. So...are you making a map with your measurements?" Keep it light Imo. Don't suddenly blurt out to the pinkhaired girl was her best friend and she should remember her. Don't. Stay hopeful. She'd remember in time.
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 4:55 pm
"Ugh, I know." Aggie hadn't actually gotten a journal like the other girl, but she was always willing to sympathize with someone. If it got her plus points, at least.
"W-wow yeah, how did you know?" She blinked, a bit stumped. The nurse hadn't gotten it at all, but this girl just seemed to know. "Are you like.. psychic or something? That's, um. Um?"
The older, slightly creeped out girl edged back, just as a precaution. But then again, if the pretty girl was psychic, she hadn't needed to be close to her target when she read Aggie's intentions last time...
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 5:00 pm
"No but - " So much for being wise, she'd mentioned maps too soon. Imogen bit her lip, thinking up an excuse because she didn't want to seem like a weirdo to her and scare her friend off. Aggie was now looking at her oddly. Maybe she could just say it'd been a lucky guess? That made sense. Maybe a joke would lighten the mood as well...not that she could think of a good one but then Aggie had usually found even her stupid jokes funny. She fiddled with a ringlet and hoped the rubbish one she'd just thought of would explain it alright.
"What else would you be measuring a room for? Not like you're going to pick out carpet for it or something."
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 5:10 pm
Blinking again, Aggie couldn't help the awful giggle that escaped her. It was nearly as awful as the joke, but not nearly as awful as the other girl being psychic would have been (not that Aggie had anything in particular to hide, it was just the concept of the whole thing that was sort of freaky; her head was only meant to be for her, after all!).
"I don't think this place's invested in new carpets in the last fifty years or so." She cracked a tentative smile - some things never changed, after all, and if there was one person you could count on to enjoy your horrible jokes, Aggie was it.
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 5:18 pm
She giggled as well, partly because that had actually worked and also just because she was in a good mood. It was good to have company that wasn't a nurse or doctor (who tended to want to fuss), her mother (who had cried) or Sue (who she actually liked but who'd bogged her down with worried thoughts). Even if she didn't remember this was Aggie and that meant a lot.
She suddenly realised just how relieved she was. Aggie wasn't dead. Aggie was here, life, all organs present and accounted for. If she never did remember, Imo would have to try to forge a new friendship with her because now she had her back Imo didn't want to let go.
"So, my name's Imogen. What's yours? And how much do you remember of what happened? Anything, nothing, just random things like what our uniform looked like..?"
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 5:27 pm
"I'm Aggie! Or well, Dagmar, but Aggie sounds so much better, doesn't it? Plus it's loads easier to pronounce." At least that was the case for most people in Destiny City. "We had a uniform?" If there was one thing she'd gotten down to a T, it was looking boggled. That was another thing that had escaped her memories; a rather vital one, too! "What sort? Was it pretty?"
She'd always had a (very) secret daydream about wearing one of those fantastically cute schoolgirl uniforms and wowing everyone.
"I don't.. really remember that much, I guess. Just a school." Aggie shrugged, "Don't really want to - the whole thing sounds horrible."
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 5:36 pm
"Yeah, we had black cardigans, white shirts with sort of reddish orange ties and black-red-orange tartan skirts. The boys could wear trousers and some of the girls did. " Imogen half shrugged after explaining what it was like. The uniform wasn't that important but who knows, maybe the mental image would help jog Aggie's memory. She felt like adding that she had favoured a skirt while Aggie had been one of the girls in trousers. But going slow seemed like the best course of action, to try to nudge her friend's memory and not freak her out.
"It does sound terrible, but it wasn't bad there for months. It was a nice seeming school and while the classes could be boring there were fun times too..." Imo pictured sneaking out to the kitchen to make popcorn and running in her socks to Aggie's dorm room for movie nights. Oh yes there'd been fun.
"Don't you want to remember your friends...?"
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 5:46 pm
"Tartan?" That was not the sort of thing Aggie imagined organ smugglers would dress their victims in. It seemed sort of.. silly. Really, tartan? Still, she could sort of see it, and the image her mind procured from the lost vestiges of her memory wasn't any better than what she'd initially imagined.
"I don't.. well, no, I do, but.. I mean, w-what if I didn't have any friends?" She looked terrified at the possibility and it never even occured to her that, maybe, she could ask Imo if she knew anything about Aggie's social circles. It was just such a lonely thought, all alone in a strange school that'd been used as a nefarious cover-up, and what if it'd actually been reality? What if she really had been all alone and miserable?
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 5:58 pm
"I know. I don't even get why organ traffickers would supposedly set up a school, let alone dress us in tartan. Wasn't trying to kill us evil enough?" She gave a devilish grin. Okay, she possibly shouldn't be so casual and joke about it but it was either that or get depressed about it again. And it was just so easy to joke with Aggie.
"Sorry. Better to laugh than cry. And if I could tell you that you definitely did have friends, wouldn't they be worth remembering? I mean it really wasn't all bad at Barren Pines from what I remember."
Please please say yes.
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 4:40 pm
She snickered delightedly, already having more fun now than she'd had in her entire hospital stay. This new girl.. she was so friendly! Boredom had made Aggie brave, but certain personality traits couldn't stay down and some part of her had been very afraid that Imogen would get mad and want her to leave.
This didn't seem to be the case. "But you c-could be lying." She looked absolutely heartbroken at the prospect of being lied to, too. It could be some sort of set-up by the other girl to get her to remember what Aggie thought would be really good memories of having real friends and then all she'd really remember was all the people making fun of her again.
And somehow the thought of Imo doing this to her was all the worse. But that could just be because she'd been the first person Aggie had actually managed a proper conversation with after waking up.. right?
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Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 5:00 pm
She didn't want to burst out crying but she face fell. So much for being wise and taking her time hoping Aggie would just...cotton on and remember somehow. Imogen was always one to rush into things and despite her best efforts, now was proving to be no real exception.
"We're not nine years old and I'm not Libby Hilton, Aggie. I just wanted to find out if you wanted to remember because I only remember half a year so for all I know it got really terrifying after that...and I don't want you to have to try to remember that unless you want to risk it."
I do want you to remember me. But not organ trafficking or fires or whatever the hell they drugged us all with so we'd forget stuff.
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