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-○ Voice ○-

All around is quiet and still
But the voice inside gives me no rest
It tears away at all I've built
It eats away inside my chest

Voice cries -
"Hurt me! Hurt me!
Hold me! Hold me!
Wrap me in your arms and fold me close to you
Beat me black and blue
Keep me safe from everyone but you"

Voice says that I need the pain
Voice says that I'm just a whore
I need a master again
I need the torture once more

Voice cries -
"Cut me, cut me
Kiss me, kiss me
Scratch and bite while you claim you miss my body by yours
Caress these scars
Keep me abused, and safe in your arms"

Voice says I'm better off dead
It says that I'm just a toy
Well ******** you, get out of my head
I'm sick of being controlled

I cry -
"Get away, get away
Don't touch me, don't touch me
I'm not your toy and you can't control me any more
I'm not a whore
And I don't want your "love" anymore"

-○-

They say "no pain, no gain"
And who knows, maybe it's true
But I've found a love with no pain
And she's all I need to pull through

I cry -
"Hold me, hold me
Love me, love me
Promise you'll never hurt me and I'm yours
Kiss away the scars
The memories fade away and I know where I belong"