Here is my list of goals in order of importance:
Look into a means of closing my mind when I want it closed.
Establish another connection with the creature that I can open and close at will.
Determine its true name. At first, it used the name Fenrir, attempting to frighten me. Then it claimed a name, my username actually, that means a lot to me. I have yet to truly determine its true name.
Under controlled circumstances, bring it into my body.
Find a c***k in its "armor" and fully bring it to my will.
I understand that this is dangerous and...it's an odd situation. The next post will contain the dreams wherein the creature and I first interacted.
-=Edit for a Sidenote=-
Shortly after typing this note, one of my familiar spirits kicked in to talk to a friend. The name that he has used in the past is Colmanth, but I trust this one even less than the other. Whereas talking to Fen leaves me feeling...I guess 'buzzed' would be the word, my skin feels crawly after talking to Colmanth. Anyway, he warned my friend to watch over me. I guess this is a bigger issue than I might have first thought. So I have added to the list of issues a bit.
-=More Editing for Information=-
As far as I know it, Colm and Fen hate each other. Fen insults Colm whenever he can, Colm tells whoever he can that Fen is not to be trusted and that they need to keep him out of me.
I don't trust either, but Colm feels like he's just...overpowering me when he comes in. I have to admit Fen in, and Colm just...pushes through.
Should be an interesting few weeks.
