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Posted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 3:13 pm
Well its official.. My girlfriend(who swore her life and loyalty to me, as i swore my life and loyalty to her also) is cheating on me..she asked me not to be mad at her and to forgive her and that she still loves me but that shes just not "in love" with me at the moment but i don't know.. Should I forgive her? I'm at a total loss of words.. we've been EXTREMELY close friends since we were little and we've always had a crush on each other for as long as I can remember hell I've saved her life a few times...so should i forgive her? this isnt the first time she has broke my heart though... cheese_whine *types two poems to give an idea of how i feel* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A cold shade of morning Falls upon broken shadows A velvet tear Sliding down a silken face For a lying kiss A whisper of death Shying through the night The black sound of love Flawless slavery of the body Imprisoned by the heart A flower dyed with my blood Your gift to me Herald of my own destruction
I have cried my last tear In it I die Drowning in the sadness it calls A death of despair Hiding my face in crimson shadows Calling for the blessing of darkness The blessing of oblivion Running from the harsh daylight Revealing my darkness I cry for the shadows My last tear
I watch you Through a shattered mirror Reflecting through me Ebony shade comforts me And I sink into the rose-colored shadows Wondering what I have become
The knife in my chest That you delivered Thrown from afar Killing me Heart dies Then soul Mind And body Until all that remains Is a swiftly fading memory Dying in the night
Do you hear me? Can you see me? No longer lost in the shadows For I have become the shadows Blending with the night I hide from the light Wishing that someone could save me The world of pretend that surrounds me Makes me want to die The lies they whisper to me Make me sick inside Kill me Save me Let me lie
Why the darkness Calling my name Promises of sweet surrender Bloody kisses
Covering my spirit The scent of black roses Drives me insane Filling me with dread The flavor of cherry-colored death
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Posted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 3:15 pm
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess We seek it thus, and take to the sky. Ripples form on the water's surface The wandering soul knows no rest.
My Friend, your desire Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess. Legend shall speak of sacrifice at worlds end. The wind sails over the water's surface Quietly, but surely...
As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction The prisoner departs with his newfound love And embarks on a new journey.
He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss And the oath that he swore to his friends.
Though no oath is shared between the lovers, In their hearts they know they will meet again.
There is no hate, only joy For you are beloved by the goddess. Hero of the Dawn, Healer of Worlds.
Three friends go into battle One is captured, One flies away, the one that is left becomes a hero. If we were to enact it, would I be the one to play the hero, Or would You? Indeed After all, your glory should have been mine.
My Friend, the fates are cruel There are no dreams, no honor remains. The arrow has left the bow of the goddess.
My Soul corrupted by vengeance, Hath endures torment, To find the end of the journey in my own salvation. And Your eternal slumber.
Now what i want most... is the 'Gift of the Goddess'...
Dreams of the morrow hath shattered soul Pride is Lost. Wings stripped away, the end is nigh Such is... the fate of a monster.
Even if the morrow is barren of promises, nothing shall forestall my return. If this world seeks my destruction... ... It goes with Me
Prologue:
When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end, The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar, She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (the last one is called Loveless and i did not create it, but the first poem I DID create)
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Xisa the Fairy Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 4:09 pm
Well I would say yes forgive her, since your great friends, but don remain lovers. Just friends till enough time has passed. I don know the specifics things that have gone on but you both seem to care for each other so I would say to just be friends for now.
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Posted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 4:33 pm
I will admit that I was stupid in the past and cheated on my boyfriend, though he forgave me and we are still together, it is harder for us because we live in different states, and we tried to date other people but we still found out we could not live without each other, if after u are over the break up and she still wants you back and if there is still love there, try again, I believe in more then second chances, because my boyfriend has given me so many
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Posted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 6:19 pm
thx everyone....and fyi.. we're back together... her brother is still royally pissed off though.. but who cares about what he thinks xd
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