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Sheriff_deadlysilent

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PostPosted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 3:13 pm


Well its official.. My girlfriend(who swore her life and loyalty to me, as i swore my life and loyalty to her also) is cheating on me..she asked me not to be mad at her and to forgive her and that she still loves me but that shes just not "in love" with me at the moment but i don't know.. Should I forgive her? I'm at a total loss of words.. we've been EXTREMELY close friends since we were little and we've always had a crush on each other for as long as I can remember hell I've saved her life a few times...so should i forgive her? this isnt the first time she has broke my heart though... cheese_whine *types two poems to give an idea of how i feel*
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A cold shade of morning
Falls upon broken shadows
A velvet tear
Sliding down a silken face
For a lying kiss
A whisper of death
Shying through the night
The black sound of love
Flawless slavery of the body
Imprisoned by the heart
A flower dyed with my blood
Your gift to me
Herald of my own destruction

I have cried my last tear
In it I die
Drowning in the sadness it calls
A death of despair
Hiding my face in crimson shadows
Calling for the blessing of darkness
The blessing of oblivion
Running from the harsh daylight
Revealing my darkness
I cry for the shadows
My last tear

I watch you
Through a shattered mirror
Reflecting through me
Ebony shade comforts me
And I sink into the rose-colored shadows
Wondering what I have become

The knife in my chest
That you delivered
Thrown from afar
Killing me
Heart dies
Then soul
Mind
And body
Until all that remains
Is a swiftly fading memory
Dying in the night

Do you hear me?
Can you see me?
No longer lost in the shadows
For I have become the shadows
Blending with the night
I hide from the light
Wishing that someone could save me
The world of pretend that surrounds me
Makes me want to die
The lies they whisper to me
Make me sick inside
Kill me
Save me
Let me lie

Why the darkness
Calling my name
Promises of sweet surrender
Bloody kisses

Covering my spirit
The scent of black roses
Drives me insane
Filling me with dread
The flavor of cherry-colored death

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PostPosted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 3:15 pm


Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take to the sky.
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest.

My Friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess.
Legend shall speak of sacrifice at worlds end.
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely...

As the war sends the world hurtling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey.

He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends.

Though no oath is shared between the lovers,
In their hearts they know they will meet again.

There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess.
Hero of the Dawn, Healer of Worlds.

Three friends go into battle
One is captured,
One flies away,
the one that is left becomes a hero.
If we were to enact it,
would I be the one to play the hero,
Or would You?
Indeed
After all, your glory should have been mine.

My Friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains.
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess.

My Soul corrupted by vengeance,
Hath endures torment,
To find the end of the journey in my own salvation.
And Your eternal slumber.

Now what i want most...
is the 'Gift of the Goddess'...

Dreams of the morrow hath shattered soul
Pride is Lost.
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh
Such is... the fate of a monster.

Even if the morrow is barren of promises,
nothing shall forestall my return.
If this world seeks my destruction...
... It goes with Me

Prologue:

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end,
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar,
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting...
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(the last one is called Loveless and i did not create it, but the first poem I DID create)

Sheriff_deadlysilent

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PostPosted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 4:09 pm


Well I would say yes forgive her, since your great friends, but don remain lovers. Just friends till enough time has passed. I don know the specifics things that have gone on but you both seem to care for each other so I would say to just be friends for now.
PostPosted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 4:33 pm


I will admit that I was stupid in the past and cheated on my boyfriend, though he forgave me and we are still together, it is harder for us because we live in different states, and we tried to date other people but we still found out we could not live without each other, if after u are over the break up and she still wants you back and if there is still love there, try again, I believe in more then second chances, because my boyfriend has given me so many

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Sheriff_deadlysilent

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PostPosted: Wed Dec 02, 2009 6:19 pm


thx everyone....and fyi.. we're back together... her brother is still royally pissed off though.. but who cares about what he thinks xd
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