Depression...
a feeling i feel way to much
i've thought about sucide.
would anyone miss me...
Loneliness...
a feeling that i felt ever since
i was little.
Depression...
hiding my brusies from teachers
from others.
making lame excuses.
Loneliness...
my mother blaming me and my
brother for what was going on
behind our closed doors.
Loneliness..
my dad not knowing what was
happening what was going on.
Hating my step dad with all my
heart.
Depression...
praying i would die in the night
for fearing what would happen
in the morning.
Loneliness...
my brother moving out at 17.
Depression...
wondering what the hell i'm gonna
do without him.
Happiness...
the man leaving my mother.
Sadness...
she still sees him everyday.
Depression....
Loneliness.....
feelings i know to well.
fellings i feel everyday.
Wanting to give up and
say fuc* the world.
But i can't my damn will
won't let me.......
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