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THe other day my mom finally realized that my girlfriend broke up with me (nearly a month ago... when she asked, at least,) and she thought i was upset about it. I told her i wasn't because i'm not, and she let it go.

But ididnt tell her that i was still depressed that i was alone and that life sucks -too me, don't negatively judge >=( - and that even though i hated certain traits ABOUT Vicky, i'd still rther be in a crappy relationship than none at all.

I've tried astrally meditateing, recently, to get my mind off of those things and all i can muster up after 2 weeks of editating, was a glimpse of a glowing yellow-green tree in a glowing yellow-green field at night time with a person standing underneath the tree.

All in all, what turns out happening with that person, only makes matters worse.
don't have a question, just curious about what the hell the symbolism is in it... cause i got nothing.
Also, i'd like reasurance, no matter how many times sometells me "You'll find some one, be paitient," It doesn't get old.

i've bounced through 5 relationships one after the other this year... i think i also have the problem of wanting to be in a relationship rather than be alone... as for the symbolism i don't know but I'm actually thinking it over as it has me curious... support i guess just keep a positive outlook and you'll find someone eventually? i dunno i'm not the brightest ray of support as i feel not much different... lol but i try smile

You'll find someone when your not looking. I found my boy when I spent the weekend with my friends, and they just so happened to bring him along. Fate has a freaky way of turning things around.