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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 8:39 pm
With the shock of Benny's death hitting a chord within her, Serenade had thought it wouldn't become anymore worse than this.
But the universe just wanted to prove her wrong.
Jude was dead.
Visions of the nightmare when she was stalking him then pouncing on him and tearing his flesh out with her teeth flashed through her mind when she had heard the news, and for a minute, Serenade was frozen in shock. It was almost as if a 'It was my fault, my fault that he's dead' was going through her mind and the voices repeated this over and over again. She would have fainted, but she had merely crumpled when she was in the safety of her room and cried. Serenade Soriano, the girl who usually took things in her stride, was breaking down, because the boy she had always thought of as an older brother was dead. Dead, and he wouldn't come back. There was a sharp ache in her heart and Serenade would had preferred to bury herself in blankets in her room all day and mourn. But Jude wouldn't have wanted her to be like this. She could almost envision him telling her to be strong.
And so, she still went about going to classes, doing homework, practicing the piano, but she was always distracted. Too distracted that when her fingers slipped, she did not berate herself like she usually did and go back to the start, but simply carried out, feeling tired and lost.
So distracted that she had almost forgotten that she was Assistant to the Head of Public Relations. It was also why she was late, and merely standing in front of Miss Barrett's room, looking like a lost little kitten.
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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 10:16 pm
"Miss Soriano," said the voice. "Come in."
Hero Barrett was sitting at her desk. And Hero Barrett looked terrible. Serenade looked like a girl who had cried for a very long time, her pink eyes puffy and looking a little bit of a mess; Hero Barrett simply looked like somebody who had more or less given up. Her eyes were dead, shaded underneath by the puffy bags of somebody who had eschewed sleep. Hero shuffled the papers she was working on and made the gesture for Serenade to come in; there was another chair next to her desk, and obviously it was meant for her sitting purposes.
There was a very awkward pause.
"Don't worry about the play work," she said gruffly. "I've completed it all; all it needs is for you to go to the copier and make copies for Miss Johnson."
Another awkward pause.
"Miss Soriano," she said. "I actually wanted to talk to you briefly concerning -- Mr. Lawson."
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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 10:25 pm
"I'm sorry." Serenade mumbled, though it was more of a whisper. She couldn't get herself to talk at normal volume, it just seemed distressing for some odd reason. "For being late." She shuffled over to where Hero was and sat, not even bothering to cross her ankles like she usually did and stared down at her lap. The only hint given that she was listening was the nod to acknowledge what the other told her what she had to do.
A lump rose in her throat and she looked up at Hero, meeting her red eyes with her own pink ones. "J-jude?" The mention of that name made her almost want to burst out into tears again, although Serenade had cried so much that she thought every drop had been squeezed out already.
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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 10:31 pm
"Mr. Lawson," said Hero, "asked me to... look after you, in the event of his death."
Hero looked at her, empty-eyed. Hero was as dry-eyed as a stone, free of tears or regret, simply a rock who was sitting in a chair and looking at her. Her red-gold hair was combed flat; her eyes, reflecting of nothing in return. "Mr. Lawson had an idea that he was going to die," she continued, "and asked me personally to make sure that you were all right."
Hero was not a comforting person. But she said: "If you have any thoughts or doubts, or favours needed, or if you're in need of anything -- my door is open to you."
Jude would have gone for the approach with less "stick up the butt."
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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 10:46 pm
Serenade could only stare at her, looking mildly horrified that Jude would make such a request. What had gotten into him? He had seemed awfully out of sorts when he had told away to stay away from Barren Pines. And why...how...would he know when he was going to die? Many confused questions were whirling around in her mind and it took all her self-control to remain composed in front of Hero.
"You mean," She said, voice wavering slightly, "he told you that? And you let him go and die?" Perhaps that wasn't very well phrased, but...to her, if Hero had known Jude was going to die, that he had some sort of inkling that he was sick, why didn't they seek medical attention? It was bacterial meningitis that took Jude's life away, wasn't it?
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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 11:46 pm
"Mr. Lawson," said the girl in front of her, now with a good heaped dollop of frost, "was somebody singularly unable to ever take advice, or assistance, or actually step back and let somebody take control, or -- "
She took a deep breath and pinched the bridge of her nose, obviously trying to get some control back. Obviously Jude had -- refused to take medication for the meningitis? Or tell somebody? It all seemed really, really baffling. "Yes," she said. "I let him go and die. That's what I did. I can't honestly say I did anything different. If you'd like to blame me, I won't think any less of you for it."
But she said, stiffly: "Keep in mind that Jude Lawson is -- was -- one of the stubbornest men I have ever met."
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Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 11:56 pm
Serenade knew how rash Jude could be at times, but wished he wasn't so mysterious, so stubborn, so...wanting to keep things from people who cared about him. This was assuming that Hero had cared for him too. At least Jude trusted her, and Serenade didn't really want this to escalate into an argument.
"I'm not blaming you." She said, composing herself after she exhaled deeply. "It's no use blaming anyone, anything, because he's gone." And then her lip trembled and her hands clenched each other as the emotions within her threatened to spill out again.
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Posted: Mon Nov 23, 2009 3:15 am
A kinder, more empathetic woman might have had better words of comfort to give the obviously distressed girl, but Hero was of the breed that lived by a curiously British stiff upper lip. She looked at Serenade's wobbly lower lip as though it were an animal she didn't quite know how to treat. It was difficult not to be affected by Serenade; she was a little bit helpless-looking, fragile, but no matter how helpless or fragile she looked Hero considered things like 'sympathy' 'patronizing'.
"Of course there's a use blaming something," she said. "Mr. Lawson was murdered. And I'm going to find who, what, where or how -- there is a time under Heaven for everything, Serenade, and right now? Feel free to blame."
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Posted: Mon Nov 23, 2009 4:57 am
She had been giving people a lot of blank stares lately.
But Serenade really couldn't help it as she stared at Hero, looking positively befuddled. "M...murdered?" But who? Who would want to murder Jude? And why? He was just a student of Barren Pines, he was nothing special enough to warrant something as serious as a murder. But why else would he have acted so strange? It was just like Jude to think that he could handle it all by himself.
A deep breath. "You mean it all wasn't because of bacterial meningitis?"
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Posted: Tue Nov 24, 2009 5:48 am
"No," said Hero curtly, "not unless bacterial meningitis is symptomatic pf massive head trauma and huge wounds to the chest. Put bluntly, I was the last one to see Mr. Lawson alive, and I was also the last one to see him dead -- I found him dead in the courtyard two nights ago. I was -- taken out before I could do anything or find out anything. I'm no forensics expert."
It hurt Hero to say that she wasn't the expert on anything, but this slipped out grudgingly and wearily. "Miss Soriano, you've got to realise that Barren Pines is no longer safe. And barely a school. Mr. Lawson was murdered, and I've every idea that the others met a similar end. Face up to the facts. All of us are caught in a fairly hellish closed-circuit trap."
Pause.
"One that I have to get you out of."
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Posted: Tue Nov 24, 2009 7:53 am
The school had been extremely vague on the details; it seemed as though people had just suddenly died overnight. Like in Benny's case, he had seemed fine and healthy when she had last saw him. Now thinking about it, with Hero's words, it was indeed rather strange. Something that seemed like fear seized her as she thought about the circumstances when Hero stumbled upon Jude's body. It must have been bloody. It sounded brutal enough, and it only made her feel worse, that he had died this way.
"But what can we do?" She asked. "Transfer out of Barren Pines?" But how could they escape when it was, in Hero's words, barely a school; it was an institution bent on killing them all. She felt scared, but she managed to keep a composed front. "I mean, we are enrolled here after all."
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Posted: Wed Nov 25, 2009 6:18 am
Hero was now brooding over her clasped hands, which she had rested her chin on as she stared a little off to the side of the wall. Away from Serenade. "No," she said. "This is much more dramatic than 'transferring'. I'm talking about escaping, Miss Soriano. I think we have to get you out of here as soon as humanly possible. I mean getting off the campus and going back to your home."
She looked utterly serious, meeting Serenade's large cerise-coloured eyes now. Deadly serious. Jude must have died horribly.
"You do have a home to go back to?"
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Posted: Wed Nov 25, 2009 8:20 am
Her breath caught at the word 'escaping'. It meant leaving this school, which admittedly was a rather alluring choice. But there were so many problems she could think of. How could she explain being kicked out of Barren Pines when her grades, nor her piano playing had not slipped far enough to be called 'shoddy'? But for some reason, that wasn't what concerned her right now. "Yes." She replied quietly.
"But what about everyone else in the school?" She asked. She couldn't just up and leave all by herself. She knew she would be worried sick for everyone in Barren Pines if she did, even though she didn't know them intimately enough. They were still her schoolmates, and she was not about to leave without knowing they were all safe too.
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Posted: Thu Nov 26, 2009 12:59 am
"I've written up a plan," said the girl in front of her crisply, already shuffling through her sheaf of papers and pulling out one -- a neatly word-processed budget list. "You're my gofer. You need to go and get things for that ridiculous play that's going on; that's your plan to get off the campus. Here."
There was another piece of paper slipped forward. "This is extraordinarily poorly-made, but thankfully Miss Thorne spent time having to have an x-ray for a wrist break -- this paper will get you into an ER, or at least it should. Hopefully an ER will show you if you have anything implanted in your body and you can get into the hospital without being caught by the Barren Pines staff; Destiny City Memorial is over the opposite side of the city -- "
Hero Barrett's door creaked open.
It was two of the nurses -- well, one doctor and one nurse. They were both smiling kindly.
"We didn't know you had company," the doctor said shamefacedly. "I'm afraid, Miss Barrett, that you've been displaying meningitis symptoms -- we need you to go into quarantine. If you've been with Serenade, she should go too."
If Serenade looked closely, she could see that Hero had gone utterly tense, her knuckles white, her scarlet eyes narrowed. "You're wrong," she said. Was that fear, or just Hero being dismissive? "I'm in perfect health. So is Miss Soriano."
The doctor took a small handgun out of his pocket, and flipped the safety. "Are you?" he said. "Are you really?"
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Posted: Thu Nov 26, 2009 1:12 am
Serenade would have noted that Hero hadn't answered her second question of what would happen to the other kids at Barren Pines, but she was busy focusing on the explanation of the plan. Perhaps, if she got out, she could warn people out there that the others needed help too. She reached out to take the paper, barely registering what Hero had said about something being implanted in her body, but was duly interrupted. "W...what?" She turned to face the intruders, eyes darting from Hero to the doctor, to the nurse, looking confused. No, no one had died of bacterial meningitis. Jude had not died of bacterial meningitis.
Her fists clenched and she looked at the doctor wide-eyed, looking somewhat angry and yet terrified. She became aware of her heart thudding in her chest loudly when the gun was pointed. The regular pounding in her ears wasn't the only thing that clicked in her mind; she realized what Hero said was terribly true. Barren Pines was not a school. Whatever it was, it wasn't safe. "Why are you doing this?" A question she couldn't help but ask slipped out of her lips as she stood there, unmoving.
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