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 Posted: Thu Nov 19, 2009 3:14 pm
Why did I? I don't know, bu here is the story...
This happened today, around lunch time. I was heading back to my hang out place with the rest of my Senior&Junior friends. I wasn't in any mood what so ever, my mind seemed clear and at peace. When I was coming closer to the door where my friends were on the other side, one decided to block the entrance using themselves as the door, pushing me back as I tried to get inside(multiple times, but I knew he was just messing around). Then, it happened... This happened insanely fast..But I put my right arm around his neck and basically twirled him off to my left using my right arm and not knowing that I threw him on the ground several feet behind me.
When I sat my stuff down, I realized what I did. I was in shock and literally shaking, trying to take a drink with my hand and eat with the other, breathing like I was running for hours and finishing my lunch way too fast. It kind of freaked him out, he was shocked himself and kind of freaked out. He asked why I did that, and I couldn't, there was no reason....
I wouldn't describe myself as a angry person or hateful. I didn't feel anger when I did it either, it was like I was blank from the time I tried getting in, to when I sat my stuff down. I don't like to get violent, even if I probably should. Not once have I ever done anything like that to a friend...not once...
He quickly forgave me, but the whole thing played in my mind over and over. My mind inside itself trying to figure out, why? And no answer could come to light, I became depressed for a short period of time and got over it. But, what could this be a sign of if anything? Does anyone else have something that may share?
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Posted: Thu Nov 19, 2009 3:21 pm
I imagine there's a wide range of issues that could cause a sudden and violent outburst like that. I'd recommend talking to a professional about it just to see if anything serious might be going on.
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Posted: Thu Nov 19, 2009 3:49 pm
dont worry about it. its one thing. it doesnt sound like theres any need for seeing a professional at all
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Posted: Thu Nov 19, 2009 3:59 pm
its funny because that happened to me last year and today at school. usally i dont fight but when some 8th graded thought he was so high and mighty he tried taking my lunch and i kneed him in the face. he ended up going home with a broken nose. and just like you i felt like i was running for hours.
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Posted: Thu Nov 19, 2009 4:03 pm
Drumgasmic Monkeyguy dont worry about it. its one thing. it doesnt sound like theres any need for seeing a professional at all It's possible that it's nothing serious. However, many serious issues are discovered as a result of one extreme physical or psychological symptom. So when in doubt, it is best to see a professional and let them decide whether anything serious is going on or not.
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Posted: Thu Nov 19, 2009 4:04 pm
Drumgasmic Monkeyguy dont worry about it. its one thing. it doesnt sound like theres any need for seeing a professional at all Your both probably right. I just finished texting my friend who was the one I threw to the ground. Everything good, so I done feeling guilty of it... If i noticed anything unusal going on with me in the near future, I'll consider seeking some professional help, but I'm not taking any whacked out drugs they may recommend for something like this.
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