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 Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 9:36 am
As of today it has been two years since a very dear friend of mine passed away. Her name was Marsillia, and she was one of the nicest people anyone could have ever known. She was so full of warmth, and she was always happy. I don't think there was ever a time when I saw her sad or angry. In fact, I don't think there was ever a time that I saw her and she wasn't smiling. Even as i type this I'm trying my hardest not to cry. I know crying doesn't make me weak, but I also know that she would not have wanted to see me crying.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 9:53 am
*hwugs* crying Thats soooo sad!!!!!!
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 12:40 pm
I tried my hardest not to cry, but I just couldn't.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 12:41 pm
I am sorry to here that, Khaz... And if you ever wish for someone to lend an ear to you just to listen, I am here for that.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 1:04 pm
Thank you. I really appreciate it.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 1:09 pm
I am always willing to help those in most need of it, Khaz... Just keep your chin up: and it is okay to cry. If you don't then if your friend is watching from above, she would be more upset. Friends cry for the death of their friends out of respect and to show how much they truly meant to one another. I am sure she is happy see you care so much for her...
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 1:13 pm
Rikkei I am always willing to help those in most need of it, Khaz... Just keep your chin up: and it is okay to cry. If you don't then if your friend is watching from above, she would be more upset. Friends cry for the death of their friends out of respect and to show how much they truly meant to one another. I am sure she is happy see you care so much for her... Thats true, but I know that she would rather see me happy.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 2:08 pm
She probably would, but if you are happy as you cry, then they are not necessarily tears of sorrow or joy: they are tears of Rememberance... The only reason you are so saddened is that you think that you cry out of sorrow... but your not. Please try to understand that.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 7:08 pm
I've been crying off and on all day now. I understand what your saying, but I think that I'm just trying to act tough. In fact, i think I might cry again soon.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 7:16 pm
It is better to shed a tear to remember someone than to never shed one again.
I was one of the few that never would shed a tear, but I must thank a certain friend for helping me break that matter.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 7:23 pm
Its strange, I never used to be able to cry much before. It used to take allot to make me cry.
It takes strength to cry for a real reason, rather than to cry over nothing.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 7:29 pm
Don't let it take you by surprise: you were probably close to her and didn't even know it (Unless you were close, but I won't say any further).
It is a relief to cry for the loss of someone special; without crying, how could one truly honor the passing of another?
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 7:43 pm
I was very close to her. She was one of my best friends at the time.
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 7:45 pm
I am sorry to hear that... Just remember that when you cry as you think of her, your tears are not those of Hatred Sorrow or Joy: they are of Rememberance.
"Remember your friends for the good they have done as well as the bad, for the bad might have been more of a good than you thought..."
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Posted: Sun Nov 01, 2009 9:07 pm
Its been around 2 years since my friend damien died, he was like a father to me and i think about him every day >.<
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