Asharadine (9:58:57 AM): Hikari: *properly dressed for once knocks on the door to wher Persy and Kieran reside sighing to herself, even after a loving morning and evening before with Aidan*
ALovedTwilight (10:00:36 AM): Kieran: *opened the door bleary eyed, Percy had taken the new kits out to the park without him, and he was catching up on long needed rest, when he noticed Hikari standing in the door way he grunted and turned, walking back to the bed and leaving the door open*
Asharadine (10:02:33 AM): Hikari: *blinks at Kieran* Oh...I'm sorry..I had no idea you were asleep...I came over to get out of the book store and talk to someone...I..I thought Persy would be here...*lays back her ears embarassed*
ALovedTwilight (10:03:20 AM): Kieran: *grunts again and shrugs, curling up again amongst his pillows and shrugged* talk away.
Asharadine (10:10:58 AM): Hikari: *scoots in and sits down in a chair twisting her hands in her lap* Thanks...it's your brother...he's..unsure...*sighs* I guess I'm envious of you and Persy and your family together. I know you''ve had some problems and all, but you ahve such a beautiful family nonetheless...
ALovedTwilight (10:14:34 AM): Kieran: * sights and raises an eyebrow* I know Aidan Hikari, if he makes an decision its after much deliberation, have you asked him if he wants a family?
Asharadine (10:15:42 AM): Hikari: *nods* Yes...I told him...he said...he wasn't sure if he would be a good father and after what happened before you and Persy I think he's afraid the same will happen to us...
ALovedTwilight (10:18:01 AM): Kieran: *face darkens a bit, though he tries to hide it with a smile and a wave of a hand* what happened between Percy and myself was grave indeed and I suppose it would be something my brother would be afraid of. Hikari, have you thought past wanting the kittens to what it would be like? I mean, Aidan never showed any interest in being a father… perhaps you should take those things into consideration.
Asharadine (10:21:46 AM): Hikari: *hides behind her bangs* I've thought about it..and I know we'd have a LOT less freedom and time to ourselves, I mean he agreed to having a litter...but I don't know if he really means it, if it's really what he wants, if he just said yes to make me happy. I'm sure he'd make a wonderful father though if he put his mind to it, I can't say we'd be perfect, model parents...but hell, Youko and Lir had a litter, an odd occurance and yeah Valiant and her mate are raising the kids, but nonetheless.
ALovedTwilight (10:25:04 AM): Kieran: *shakes his head* those are things only Aidan can really answer, but I will give you alittle insight to my brother. Its not that he doesn’t love you, or like the idea of having kittens, its that he is terrified of the idea of loosing you to them. Aidan has always had issues with attention, he has always needed it, and lots of it. If you were to have kittens, or even loose some of the litter… he wouldn’t be center stage in your life anymore.
Hikari: *looks up* I...I never thought about it that way...*turns red* I mean..I know Aidan loves attention and lots of it...but I never thought it was seriously that important to him to constantly be the center of attention...though it owuld explain his lifestyle before we got together.
Kieran: *shakes his head again, curling back up on the pillows* Hummm I wouldn’t quite put it in that manner. He doesn’t ALWAYS need to be the center of attention in just your life. He always needs love though. He likes to fee loved, to feel useful, and not just… I’m not quite sure how to put this. Aidan just isn’t the father type, just let him think it over ok?
Hikari: *nods and gets up, fixing her shirt where she had twisted it up into a wrinkled mess in her fists* I will...thank you Kieran, and give my Persy my best regards and congrats on the new members of your family. *turns to leave and stands still at the door* Thanks again Kieran, though I still think Aidan will make a wonderful father. But there's nothing that could stop me from loving him, the world will stop turning before that happens. *opens the door and leaves shutting it quietly behind her so Kieran could go back to sleep*
ALovedTwilight (10:00:36 AM): Kieran: *opened the door bleary eyed, Percy had taken the new kits out to the park without him, and he was catching up on long needed rest, when he noticed Hikari standing in the door way he grunted and turned, walking back to the bed and leaving the door open*
Asharadine (10:02:33 AM): Hikari: *blinks at Kieran* Oh...I'm sorry..I had no idea you were asleep...I came over to get out of the book store and talk to someone...I..I thought Persy would be here...*lays back her ears embarassed*
ALovedTwilight (10:03:20 AM): Kieran: *grunts again and shrugs, curling up again amongst his pillows and shrugged* talk away.
Asharadine (10:10:58 AM): Hikari: *scoots in and sits down in a chair twisting her hands in her lap* Thanks...it's your brother...he's..unsure...*sighs* I guess I'm envious of you and Persy and your family together. I know you''ve had some problems and all, but you ahve such a beautiful family nonetheless...
ALovedTwilight (10:14:34 AM): Kieran: * sights and raises an eyebrow* I know Aidan Hikari, if he makes an decision its after much deliberation, have you asked him if he wants a family?
Asharadine (10:15:42 AM): Hikari: *nods* Yes...I told him...he said...he wasn't sure if he would be a good father and after what happened before you and Persy I think he's afraid the same will happen to us...
ALovedTwilight (10:18:01 AM): Kieran: *face darkens a bit, though he tries to hide it with a smile and a wave of a hand* what happened between Percy and myself was grave indeed and I suppose it would be something my brother would be afraid of. Hikari, have you thought past wanting the kittens to what it would be like? I mean, Aidan never showed any interest in being a father… perhaps you should take those things into consideration.
Asharadine (10:21:46 AM): Hikari: *hides behind her bangs* I've thought about it..and I know we'd have a LOT less freedom and time to ourselves, I mean he agreed to having a litter...but I don't know if he really means it, if it's really what he wants, if he just said yes to make me happy. I'm sure he'd make a wonderful father though if he put his mind to it, I can't say we'd be perfect, model parents...but hell, Youko and Lir had a litter, an odd occurance and yeah Valiant and her mate are raising the kids, but nonetheless.
ALovedTwilight (10:25:04 AM): Kieran: *shakes his head* those are things only Aidan can really answer, but I will give you alittle insight to my brother. Its not that he doesn’t love you, or like the idea of having kittens, its that he is terrified of the idea of loosing you to them. Aidan has always had issues with attention, he has always needed it, and lots of it. If you were to have kittens, or even loose some of the litter… he wouldn’t be center stage in your life anymore.
Hikari: *looks up* I...I never thought about it that way...*turns red* I mean..I know Aidan loves attention and lots of it...but I never thought it was seriously that important to him to constantly be the center of attention...though it owuld explain his lifestyle before we got together.
Kieran: *shakes his head again, curling back up on the pillows* Hummm I wouldn’t quite put it in that manner. He doesn’t ALWAYS need to be the center of attention in just your life. He always needs love though. He likes to fee loved, to feel useful, and not just… I’m not quite sure how to put this. Aidan just isn’t the father type, just let him think it over ok?
Hikari: *nods and gets up, fixing her shirt where she had twisted it up into a wrinkled mess in her fists* I will...thank you Kieran, and give my Persy my best regards and congrats on the new members of your family. *turns to leave and stands still at the door* Thanks again Kieran, though I still think Aidan will make a wonderful father. But there's nothing that could stop me from loving him, the world will stop turning before that happens. *opens the door and leaves shutting it quietly behind her so Kieran could go back to sleep*
