((Axel's thoughts when he makes the decision to not destroy Roxas for Xemnas.))

Tomorrow is the end of it, huh?

A winner's stick and a seashell; that's all that's left of those days. Not even a photograph to show that the three of us existed.

I found Roxas' diary today. I'm scared to look inside. But I don't think I can just leave it here.

Xemnas wants to erase Roxas. He wants mine to be the hand that destroys my best friend.

I can't do that. Not again. Not after Xion was erased, too. Already everyone else has forgotten; already I think I should forget.

But I don't think Xemnas has forgotten. I bet it makes him wonder, why I chose to bring her back, that last time.

I didn't understand what would happen. Please, Xion, whatever became of you... Forgive me. We were all deceived.

I can't tell what Saix is thinking any more; I haven't known since you two came here. He already knows I'm leaving; maybe before I did.

I can't stay. I can't erase Roxas. Even if it means that I have to disappear... I can't betray my best friend again, no matter who that person is.

I'll put Roxas' diary somewhere; maybe Sora will find it. Maybe then he'll understand, why this has happened. Maybe it will help Roxas keep our memories alive.

Memories... They're all I have left. Memories of a seashell, and a winning stick.