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 Posted: Tue Sep 29, 2009 9:23 pm
Ugh.
Yes I Am Bored, Your Captain Is Bored.
Of What you ask?
my avatar, my job training, waiting for my college to start, waiting for my boyfriend to decide if im special enough for a ring on my left hand, not one of the cheap i love you rings, one of the slightly more expensive engagement "i love you and want to be with you forever rings"
I'm spiraling in a downward depression due to the loss of my child, i want to have another child, but i have a new Birth control that i have to go to the doctor to remove, and Billy doesn't want to have a child before we get married, perfectly acceptable, but still sad, im surrounded by people that are pregnant, two of his sisters, tons of people walk by me with their hands proudly on bellies, causing me to cry, and want to die.
i wake up in the middle of the night screaming for my daughter, screaming and telling her im sorry, telling her i love her, asking her to forgive me.
It's hard to handle this by myself. it hurts and i cant stand it much longer.
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 5:36 am
I know that it's not much, but when I was depressed, thinking about all the people that care about me made me feel better. There are people out there that care. Please don't worry too much. You'll get to have another baby someday.
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 1:05 pm
Thanks Rey.
Thanks to all my friend here that have been trying to help me out.
all you guys are a blessing,
i love you all.
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 1:07 pm
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spirit-robyn1993 Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 1:34 pm
~huggles~
I love you guys ~^.^~
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 2:24 pm
Aury, like a few others on gaia, your like a sister to me!
I LOVE YOU AURY!!!!
so please..please dont be sad D: -huggles- Aury....be a happy kittty for foxy!
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Posted: Sun Oct 04, 2009 1:01 pm
we all love you dearly Aury and hate to see you so sad sad So cheer up or the pup will be epic sad D':
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Posted: Sun Oct 04, 2009 8:29 pm
-hugs Byakko untill her ribs hurt- Im sorry.. I cant think of what to say right now...it sounds like you've been through alot..-hugs- you take care and dont be afraid to rant on here, its better than on a body part,
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