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 Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 7:07 pm
Marshall was still slinking around most of the city depressed still. It had been months since his heart was broken but he still felt like, his world had only been turned upside down the day before. He looked up seeing a small coffee shop on the edge of town and ordered himself a nice cup of tea purely intent on drowning his sorrows and try to make himself feel better, but the cat knew that it wasn't going to help him much. He'd still feel shitty after he left this place. He was thumping his fingers against the table thinking about some way to get back at the whore that stole his man. He knew he couldn't break Aidan's heart again, Then the thought struck him, Did Aidan even love him? He slouched over his cup of tea, his hair spilling out on the table in front of his and he knocked his forehead against the metal table in front of him. He didn't even know if Aidan loved him beck, yet he was heels over head for the red head.
Marshall let out a long sigh into the table, knocking his forehead against the cool metal again. "Your a love struck idiot, who's gunna be hurting forever." He murmured to himself thumping his head again. "ouch." He grumbled, He was hopeless.....
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Posted: Sat Oct 17, 2009 11:58 am
Keiran felt odd… he was in what was beyond casual wear for him. It had been only recently he had gotten out of Aidan’s territory, often going on long walks just to forget how shitty his life really was at this point in time. He was wearing jeans and a white tank top, with a leather jacket… all borrowed from his brother, he winced inwardly at how stupid he must look, but shrugged it off. He eyed a little coffee shop, before going inside and ordering a nice cup of hot chocolate. Kieran sat alone, staring out the window, the only difference between him and his brother from behind was his hair tied into a pony tail at the base of the neck, but not many knew that Aidan never did that and thought it rather tacky.
The Siberian was deep in thought of how sickly his Percy had looked upon visiting him, and shook his head, did they have any hope left? She seemed to think so, but he wasn’t so sure… Kieran didn’t want to only end up hurting her again. Not to mention the drama about how Dracal had deceived him and fell in love with his daughter had yet to pass. Kieran didn’t approve, he had treated the Toyger like a son, and brothers and sisters just didn’t marry. It had always been that way for as long as he could remember, was the world changing around him? Sighing to himself he gripped the coco tighter and took a rather large gulp, ignoring the fact that quite a few women in the shop had turned to look at him. Kieran was pretty, he would always be pretty… but most of their attention was on the nasty looking scar running down the side of his neck, facing the opposite direction of Marshall.
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Posted: Sun Oct 18, 2009 1:12 am
The Russian blue had finally had enough of battering himself, his forehead hurt from the massive amount of times he'd slammed it against the cold metal table. it felt like everyone in the coffee shop had looked at him since they'd walked in. Then again who wouldn't have looked over when they were repeatedly smacking they're head against the table. He lifted his head and sipped his now cold tea. He looked around the shop, there were a few very pretty women in shop but none of them appealed to the male. He then let his eyes rest on the mess of red hair not five feet from him. Marshall's breathing hitched in his throat and he gasped for a breath. Aidan had obviously let his hair grow out, He didn't want to go speak to the other He hadn't even wanted to see him. As Calmly as Marshall could manage he downed the rest of his tea still trying to breathe, He sat the cup down and stood. his legs were shaking under him as he began to take staggering steps towards the mass of blazing red hair in front of him.
The blueish green eyed cat knew his were going to device him as he had to pass the other male as he exited the shop. Once the male had made it just a few paced past the table where Keiran sat, he had to look back, to lay his eyes on Aidan's stunning face. Marshall turned around and he let out a breath that he didn't even know he'd been holding, The male wasn't Aidan. His heart wouldn't have to ache more than it had been lately. He had to talk to the male, At least he could find out what Aidan had meant when he told him that Hika had been there even when he thought his world was ending. " Excuse Me." The smokey colored cat said as he took the few steps back to where Keiran had sat. " Can I talk with you?" He asked sucking his lip ring into his mouth. " I have a few questions I really need to ask you." He said now nibbling on the silver that was in his mouth.
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Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 9:37 am
Kieran shook himself of the mental reverie he had let himself run away with. What was this cat talking about questions? Did he know him? Shaking a head he gestured to the empty seat and looked the boy over. He was cute, that much was certain... but did he think that Keiran was really Aidan? It wouldn't have been the first time... but still. If Kieran hadn't been so traumatized by his relationship with Percy he may have even been into him.
"Im afraid I don't know you... Im Kieran." He held a hand out for the other to shake, letting his hair fall in front of his face a bit to hide his unsure expression, and the long jagged line extending from the shoulder bone to almost his chin.
The male cat sighed heavily, before picking up his cup again and sipping the chocolate out of need to preoccupy his thoughts. Was everything so horrible? That was the question the depressed Siberian was trying to answer for himself. Silently he observed the other, he too seemed to be a bit disjointed in his actions... perhaps he was having love problems as well. Nervous... both were nervous, and had no clue what the other was thinking. Thus is the way of life
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 6:29 pm
Marshall shook the other tom's hand, A monumental step for the russian blue, Belle had showed him that it was okay to touch momentarily, and sat down in the empty chair, " My name's Marshall... I know.... Well I knew your brother." He said looking at the table then meeting the other male's eyes. " I know you probably don't want to get mixed up in his life and or his worries, but I need closure." He told him tangling his fingers together in his lap as he watched the male, while he spoke. Kieran's face was perfect just like Aidan's, Marshall let out a small sigh before continuing. "If You don't want to explain I could totally understand." He said returning his green blue eyes to Kierans. "I need to know, Know why he left, Why he picked Her" He word left his mouth dripping with disdain. " Over me?" He said turning his eyes over to the window where there were a few people walking by, "He said that he chose her because she was there while his world was coming to an end, and something about it involving you." The grey Tom cat pulled his tail close around him and ran his fingers threw the dark colored fur that was wrapped around the appendage.
He couldn't look at Keiran right now because he felt like an a*****e, here he was being so selfish when the other had a life that he probably wanted to get back to, Here he was withholding the man from probably visiting his children. He sighed keeping his eyes away from the other, " I'm sorry I shouldn't be bothering you, Its overly selfish of me." He said standing and looking at the male. " I'll leave you alone, Sorry for wasting your breath." He said turning to exit the cafe.
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Posted: Sun Nov 29, 2009 12:08 am
The redhead sighed, looking out the window himself. “Sit the hell down please.” His head spun lightly and he felt like someone had taken a red-hot poker to his heart. Great, another outsider looking in, he would tell him... it just hurt.
“I was having… Issues, my life was continuing in this never ending story that had no end, no stop to the pain. And then I left the one thing that made me happy, over a p***k of a adopted son who fell for my little girl. I don’t know why… but it was too much. I had to … I had to feel the weight of my life leave me, but I did it the wrong way. Most people find a art form, others write. I drew my sword and slit my throat.”
Kieran let his voice die, his neck a bright red, his eyes shadowed with pain. “Aidan was on a date with Hikari, having fun unbeknownst of what was happening… until they found me half dead. You must truly understand for the rest you have to ask Aidan.. I was not in my right mind, hell sometimes I wonder if I can ever be again.”
Kieran the mug in his hands, warming them on the now cool hot coco. He was chilled, but it wasn’t something any amount of heat could help.
His past would follow him wherever he went.
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 12:44 pm
The male nodded as he listened to Kieran explain to him what had happened. " I'm sorry for prying." He told the male still unable to look at him. " And I don't mean to try and get into your head but, I believe that you can be back in your right mind per say, if you want to be, but as long as you hold things back. And I know this from..." He didn't want to admit that he too wanted to kill himself, He's tried but he never had the guts to cut deep enough to do any damage. " experance. I loved your brother... hell I still do. And he hurt me. I've tried to take my own life but unlike you I never had the guts to really go for it." He felt like he was just speaking to speak now and he felt bad trying to feel what Kieran had. " I'm sorry..." He trailed off pressing his cheek to the cold table. " I'm sorry to pry and I'm sorry to try and feel what you did. I just feel like my world is falling apart." He was honest, The russian blue figured that Kieran would tell Aiden maybe that would hep his broken heart heal.
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Posted: Fri Mar 05, 2010 9:21 am
Kieran nodded, sighing softly. "You know, the only thing I can't understand, is why you never talked to him after. He did make an attempt did he not? to explain it all? Aidan isn't the kind of guy to lead someone on... so even if it hurt, at least he's not still pulling you about by the collar. No pun intended" Kieran lifted a hand to wipe the table clean, figuratively.
His hand lingered for a moment, a faint trembling barely visible, before running it through his hair. "Oh yes, I think you should talk to him. He does care about you, and im sure he is worried he ruined a wonderful friendship. Neither of you are going to be able to get over it unless you talk." The poor guy knew what he was talking about, he ended up DATING his Fiancee again, just to try to clear the air between them. Re-courted her... tried to make their bond stronger then the frail thing that had torn so easily.
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 1:23 pm
His gut twisted, He knew he needed to talk to the other but he didn't want to. He knew he was far to weak to speak to the other with out sobbing his eyes out. " If I spoke to him at this moment in time I would sob my eyes out, I can't show him that I'm this weak. but in time I know I need to go to him, no matter how much it hurts." He picked his head up from the table and watched the other red head. " Would it be easier to see him, Would it stop hurting as much?" He asked with a small sigh wondering if the male would share, He knew that the other had been threw hell and back to get back with his woman.
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Posted: Sun Apr 18, 2010 11:58 am
Kieran sighed, wiping a hand across his face and looking around him. "Waitress?" he called softly, smiling as the large busted woman strode out toward them. When she noticed him she hurried faster, her face flushing ever so slightly. Ah, so he did still have it in him, amazing. "I was wondering if I could order two rum and cokes this early in the morning?" Her eyes widened a bit but she smiled and nodded her head, her pen wavering ever so slightly as she wrote down the order. He winked at her before she left, and watched as the flush spread down from her neck to her chest. Interesting.
"With my brother... he respects honesty in emotions, he more then likely doesn't know how upset you are... but waiting, and cowering away every time you see him... its going to make things worse in the end. I can guarantee that. Yes it will hurt anew when you see him, but if your heart is already broken, then you wont have to rebreak it later." Kieran gave him an encouraging smile and looked up, sensing someone behind him. The waitress was back already, setting the drinks down over his shoulder. She lingered there for a bit longer then nessisary but then scuttled off when she noted what they were speaking of. "You, my dear friend and quite honestly I as well, need a drink." Kieran shoved one over to him with his index finger, offering another reassuring smile.
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 4:14 pm
Everything that Kieran was saying was the truth and Marshall knew it the only thing he needed now was to get over it already. He carefully took the drink and sipped it, The flavor of the soda covered up much of the rum's flavor and in all honest it wasn't bad. Marshall had only drank a few times and found himself very fond of liquire, He'd have to watch himself and he knew it. " I see what you mean." He told the male blushing as he took another short sip of the drink in front of him. " If I already hurt this bad, I shouldn't have to break my heart each time I see him." He nodded as he looked at the dark liquid in front of him. " Thank you so much for meeting with me, even if I sprang it on you..." He trailed off his eyes still settled on the liquid and the ice floating in the glass. "I just have to be strong" Finally the russian blue lifted his eyes, " Which isn't my strongsuit." He told the other letting out a small nervous chuckle.
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