Hi hi! Last night I was upset and did a spell.... But don't remember what I did.

I'm in the process of moving and my brother agreed to watch my cat Queenie while I am gone. I just started school early so I've been sleeping at different peoples places until I move into my new place at the end of the month.

I went back yesterday to check on my cat but she wasn't there! Apparently she got out somehow in the morning and it was afternoon when I got there. I tried calling her and looking for her but there was no sign. She's not an outdoors cat so she's not use to it out there and I've lost cats when I was a kid this way.

At night I started crying and missing Queenie, hoping she was alright and was scared. I tried to get to sleep but every time I closed my eyes, I could only see her and hear her in my head. I kept sitting up to blow my nose but then suddenly I just started chanting. I've used this chant in the past to call upon the Goddess, but I've never been able to remember it from the top of my head before. I started chanting and then just chanting a spell from the top of my head then I've never heard before and don't remember what I said now.

After repeating the spell a few times, I closed my eyes and I couldn't see Queenie anymore, but I seen the woods and looked around to be lost. I started running around until I seen a light and heard footsteps. I went towards it and seen my brother stumbling around drunk. I jumped up into his arms and fell asleep. I opened my eyes and felt at ease and calm and went to bed.

The next morning I woke up and my brother texted me saying he found the cat last night in the woods, it looked like she was making er way home. He said he was just on the edge about to check when the cat ran out, jumped in his arms, and fell asleep.

Has anyone else been so upset before that they started doing random spells they didn't know and not remember when it was done or am I just weird?? lol

I'm happy to report though that Queenie is doing great and my brother is keeping a closer eye on her and not taking naps with the window wide open anymore