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Posted: Wed Sep 09, 2009 4:55 am
Waltzing went well. It normally went well, of course, since Carlisle did not often forget that he was touching Casia since the one time that - well, he didn't like to think about it. When they weren't dancing he always remembered Personal Space, and the fact that his friend liked Personal Space to be maintained. Always. He didn't have a problem with that, not really.
So when they sat down to tea, Carlisle possessed an abnormally good mood. He smiled as he poured the tea and offered Casia the cream and sugar, saying, "It's an Earl Grey blend with vanilla," like it was the most normal thing to talk about in the world. "Sugita-san, my tutor, mixes it. She taught me how to make the cookies, too." There were chocolate chip cookies in a plate on the silver service tray that looked quite appetizing. He eyed the tablecloth just to make sure it was clean, just in case.
Sometimes Shigeo teased him about being an old housewife. Well, if that meant not being embarrassing in front of his friends, he'd gladly be an old housewife. Gladly. So he was smiling and thinking of a topic to discuss when someone else peeked into the room. Whoever it was was a beautiful lady with bright red hair in an unnatural cherry-red.
She looked around for a minute, and then her eyes finally caught Casia's wings. He tipped his head a bit to the side, regarding the woman over Casia's shoulder with a strange look. Since his teacher followed her into the room, he was about to ignore them; it could mean that she was one of Sade's other students.
"Hey," said the woman, finally emerging. With a ballerina's grace, she bounded over to the table and then stopped abruptly. "You're Carlisle and Casia? Sade said you were looking for me."
Sade shook his hair over one shoulder and smoothed the front of his dress. "I said Carlisle had asked after you," he amended for her, his masculine voice at odds with his appearance. "This is Maria, Carlisle, she's interested in meeting Casia from what she's heard."
"What ever," said Maria. "Go away, Sade, this is girl talk." With both his brows lifted, the crossdressing man exited the room. Carlisle looked rather dumbfounded, and stood to leave as well; "No," said the redhead, "you can stay."
Bemused, he sat back down. Maria leaned onto the table and smiled brightly, exuberantly, at Casia. "So, I heard you were looking for a voice teacher!"
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Posted: Wed Sep 09, 2009 6:52 am
Carlisle was not alone in his optimism. Slowly but surely, Casia was beginning to feel more comfortable in waltzing lessons, enough so that she found herself minding the touching less, looking forward to the lessons more, and maybe thinking that this could really work. What had started out as an impulse, and therefore something that had to be monitored, had practically become a hobby, and Carlisle had practically become a friend. Plus the waltzing lessons were predictable and her teacher was predictable, so even sitting down to tea, she was fairly sure nothing out of the ordinary would happen.
"Oh, neat." she exclaimed, accepting the tea and taking a tentative sip. Pulling away, she set it down to cool, reaching for a cookie instead. She watched her movements carefully, from what she had seen of tea parties they were supposed to be graceful and elegant. And from what Jane said, elegance was just a hop and the right words away from eloquence, which was apparently To Be Desired.
She got the cookie in a hand movement that she considered elegant enough, but as soon as it got to her mouth, against all expectations, something out of the ordinary happened.
Coughing, she pounded her chest a little, and supposed that she was off to a bad start. She whirled around to give the interloper a disapproving eyebrow raise, her mouth fell open instead. That woman spoke like a man! What was this? It didn't get any less confusing as the redheaded one sent her away for girl talk. Wasn't she a girl too?
Sade, Carlisle had mentioned that name before. Casia stared as the... man left the room. Clearly, Carlisle had not mentioned everything about him.
"Carlisle's a boy." she pointed out helpfully, in case the older woman hadn't noticed. Despite the interruption she had caused, Casia couldn't quite bring herself to disapprove of her. There was something about her, and if Jane had been there she would have called it elegance of a sort. As she was not, Casia only knew that she was willing to give her a second chance. "Yes, I am. Who are you?" she asked somewhat suspiciously.
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Posted: Wed Sep 09, 2009 7:52 pm
"Are you all right," Carlisle asked, but he was interrupted by the woman.
With a toss of her red hair, she laughed - it was a silvery tone, like windchimes or bells, and it went perfectly with her appearance. She leaned on the edge of the table and said, "Is sh- he really?" For a moment, Carlisle looked affronted. He was clearly a boy, wasn't he? Sure, sometimes people mistook him for a girl, but only if they looked very quickly, right? "I thought it was just an unlucky naming accident! Well, shhh - he can stay anyway. I guess."
A slightly more formal air came over her then, though she still seemed rather out of place in the victorian-esque surroundings - whether it was because of her style of dress, which was definitely aggressively modern, or because of the casual air with which she carried herself - and she introduced herself. "My name is Maria Langlois," she said, her name acquiring a rather classy French accent, "and I'm a dramatic soprano with the Durem Opera, even though I like it a lot more when I can take different roles with different companies. Bigger role opportunities, yeah?"
This seemed to make sense to Carlisle, but he was still a bit miffed over being mistaken for a girl, so he was stirring his tea with an admirably detached look.
"I heard you were looking for voice lessons from my bff Mr. de Graves." She leaned in conspiratorially. "He was the crossdresser before, but you must be used to that since you hang out with a transvestite."
Carlisle looked up. Apparently Maria had not whispered as quietly as she could have. "Sorry," she said, "but it's true."
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Posted: Wed Sep 09, 2009 8:58 pm
"Carlisle," Casia announced, "Can be whatever he wants to be," and left the matter at that. Not even she could deny that her friend was somewhat feminine, but she refused to let this stranger point it out so bluntly. Even if she was an opera singer, she was a grown up and a stranger, and therefore, not allowed to tease him about it.
As for the rest of what Maria had mentioned, Casia nodded. She opened her mouth to ask to hear Maria sing, but something occurred to her, and a flush came into her cheeks. Leaning in close to the glamorous woman, she whispered a bit more discreetly. "What do you charge?" It made her ashamed to ask, especially at Carlisle's house, since he was obviously much more affluent than her. However, realistically, the daughter of a postal worker probably couldn't afford singing lessons from a famous opera star unless her rates were really reasonable. She hadn't even brought up voice coaching to Jane yet. "I'm not super rich or anything, I mean, I'm not poor, but I'm not like..."
She waved her hand at all the Carlisley elegance around her. "Not that. I'm more... more suburby, yeah?"
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Posted: Wed Sep 09, 2009 9:22 pm
Maria lifted her eyebrows and smiled ruefully. "Yup, that he can be. That's the great part about Gaia, you know?" With a roll of her eyes, she said, "Probably though he should avoid my brother and his friends, they're the very prim and proper type," she paused, then laughed again. "If you know what I mean."
With a small thankful smile at Casia, Carlisle looked back to his tea. He personally thought being well-behaved was a good thing, but one did not contradict ladies. This lady seemed unstable enough already, so he wouldn't push it. Well, he would push the cookies more towards Casia and Maria's side of the table. He liked the tea better than the cookies.
He paused at his tea. Did Casia... not like his house? She'd never acted like she didn't, but he wasn't really that in-tune with the emotions thing he did lately, since Luka'd fixed his head.
Maria shrugged, and leaned in to whisper much more discreetly than before. "Don't worry, I can scale it to fit what your parentals can pay, eh? I mostly do this between shows, so it's more fun than work." She straightened and eyed the cookies, then she sighed. "I really shouldn't, I have to lose five pounds by the start of The Queen of Spades or I won't be able to breathe~" But she shrugged and took one. "I'll just skip dinner, then~ So, Casia, are you interested?"
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 9:37 pm
"So's Carlisle." Casia asserted once more, still a little sore over the way she half-suspected Maria was teasing him. "He's one of the politest people I know." So far, anyway. Casia always left room for doubt.
The cookies, however, provided a distraction, and Casia took one as slowly as she could. She didn't want to seem too hungry, but after the lesson she really was, despite her best efforts to get a decent meal in beforehand. However, at what Maria said, she paused and looked over at her suspiciously. Was she saying she was going to get fat? Even Carlisle had paused when she had taken it. She put the cookie back, despite her protesting stomach, and tried to look like nothing had happened.
"That's really cherry of you. Yeah, I'll ask for sure, but," She bit her lip, not wanting to sound ungrateful after all Maria was offering to do for her, but it needed to be asked, "Can I hear you sing first?" Nervously, her words came out in a rush. "I mean, I don't wanna sound like some sort of bogue or anything, and you're being super groovy, like I said before, but I just, you know, I want to know that you sound good first, because, well, because..."
Facts were facts, she couldn't avoid it. "My, err, species is pretty talented at singing, and all. And I'm not really an exception, it's not an ego thing!" She waved her hands quickly. "No, it's not, it's just a fact. But anyway, I want to make sure that you're good at singing too, no offense or anything. I just need to know." She carefully omitted what species she was. As far as she knew, Carlisle didn't know she was a siren, and she wanted to keep it that way. There were some grody connotations she would rather avoid, and she could pass as a songbird if it meant avoiding even more uncomfortableness between them.
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 9:57 pm
Maria seemed to look at the dark-haired boy with new eyes, then she shrugged one shoulder impudently and eyed the girl. " You're too skinny," judged the singer. She picked up the cookie and put it back in front of the girl, ignoring Carlisle's rather surprised look (he thought Casia looked pretty just the way she was, she didn't need to do anything to change! Ever)! She listened to the request, idly smoothing and then fussing up her red hair like she had no place else to be and nowhere to go, patient and completely insolently perfect in her patience. "Of course," said Maria, a strange look in her blue-blue eyes. "I'm surprised you didn't ask earlier." Without bothering to introduce the song, and with a mellifluous smile, Maria sang. "Think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye. Remember me once in a while - please promise me you'll try. When you find that, once again, you long to take your heart back and be free - if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me
We never said our love was evergreen, or as unchanging as the sea - but if you can still remember stop and think of me . . .
Think of all the things we've shared and seen - don't think about the things which might have been . . .
Think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned. Imagine me, trying too hard to put you from my mind. Recall those days look back on all those times, think of the things we'll never do - there will never be a day, when I won't think of you . . .
Flower fades, The fruits of summer fade, They have their seasons, so do we but please promise me, that sometimes you will - think - of me!" Maria's voice was a perfect dramatic soprano, a little lower than one might have expected from her fluttering voice, but it easily reached the high notes and the low notes. Carlisle looked rather shocked, and then away, as Maria finished her recital and lowered her hands. "I trust I'm to your satisfaction," she said, mimicking her brother in seriousness of tone, though neither of the two children would know it for looking at her smiling face.
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 10:13 pm
Casia was about to protest as Maria handed back the cookie, blushing at having been so very obvious, but then she began to sing.
Immediately, Casia regretted asking her, not because she was a bad singer because she was far better than Casia had hoped for, this was immediately apparent. But the song she chose tore at Casia's heart, made the past flood over her, and sent uncomfortable, prickling tears straining at her eyes. She blinked quickly, feeling utterly ridiculous. The past was past, almost a year gone now. Why couldn't she get over it? Why could a song still make her want to cry? She gulped quickly, grabbing the cookie to focus on that instead. She flat out refused to cry in front of Carlisle and Maria, it simply was not allowed to happen. She was a real mature chick now, not some weak kid!
But she couldn't help but think of Anna, and it made her both frustrated and exasperated. Rubbing her eyes and pretending to yawn so it would look like she was just tired, she waved a hand at Maria. "Definitely, that was absolutely golden." she said reverently. "But what song was that?" She tried to sound nonchalant as she asked the question. She wasn't sure whether she wanted to sing it until her voice gave out or try to make sure she never heard it again.
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Posted: Fri Oct 09, 2009 9:39 pm
Maria smiled, understanding in her eyes as she bent over to wipe a tear away from Casia's eye. "I'm glad," she said, "Good music should affect you like that. That was Think of Me, from Le Fantom de l'Opera. I played the part of Christine Daae a few seasons back - I hope to get called upon to perform the role again when my company reprises it."
Then she straightened. "Would have been better if I'd had a Raoul," she mused, eying Carlisle with a scary glint in her eyes.
"I don't sing!" Carlisle scrambled out of his seat. "You thought I was a girl two seconds ago -"
"So you should play Meg, you're saying?" The glint seemed even more pronounced and Carlisle had never quite noticed how sharp Maria Langlois's teeth were before.
He waved his hands in front of him in a warding gesture. "I'm going to go find Sade, I think I have a question for him - I'll be back in a minute to finish tea, okay, Casia?" And he bolted from the room, shutting his hair in the door on the way out.
Maria sighed and took his seat. "Sorry," she said - she was toying with Carlisle's abandoned spoon, balancing it on the pad of her index finger. "but I figured girl talk would be better. So. Why d'you want a voice teacher?"
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Posted: Fri Oct 09, 2009 10:19 pm
"Wait-" Casia said, but Carlisle was gone. Touching her hand to her face where Maria had touched it, (somehow this woman saw through all her acts, which was frightening!) she looked over at her warily. However, she sat back down and smoothed out her dress, meeting the older woman's gaze in order to answer the question.
"Well, to be honest, this musical stuff has always come pretty naturally to me. Like, I'm not trying to be a jerk, but I'm a," she looked around, this wasn't the music room and Maria wasn't Merroth. However, she deserved to know if she might be teaching Casia to sing. "siren." she murmured. "Zip it though, okay? If I can pass off as some bird-kid, I'd rather do that." She shrugged and continued, "Anyway, singing has always just sort of come easily to me, so I never had lessons outside of school."
She shifted uncomfortably, this part was the hardest. "...Things have changed. I don't want to spend much time at home, really, and I want to actually learn about singing. Not just feel it, I want to have names for what I make my voice do, and I want to get better at reading music and knowing the names of the notes. I want to get better fast, not just learn it at school. I want to know it. And I want someone to listen to me who won't just tell me how pretty it sounds, I think I need feedback. Real feedback." She looked up at Maria desperately. "I just feel sort of like I'm speaking a language without knowing what the words mean, which is super trippy and all. And the only other person I've met who's really interested in singing, he and I don't really get along."
She clenched and unclenched her fists, reverting her gaze to the delicate teacups and elegance around her that made her feel so out of place. Waltzing was an escape too, but the activity outclassed her. When she went to Carlisle's house, she was playing make believe. If she took singing lessons it would be for real. "I need to keep as busy as I can." she muttered quietly. More loudly, she asked "Do you think you can help me out?"
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Posted: Sat Oct 10, 2009 8:08 pm
Maria was an incredibly intuitive person, you could ask just about anyone. Any one of her acquaintances (save maybe her husband) would have been incredibly nervous to be affixed with the stare she was giving Casia now. "Why hide it," asked Maria, her puzzlement clear in her voice. "Seems like something to be proud of."
It wasn't really any of her business, but when had that stopped her before?
"I'll give you that," she said simply as she fussed with her long red hair again. "I'll give you all the feedback you like. But I don't like being lied to, so don't try it with me, okay? That's the condition on this."
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Posted: Wed Nov 04, 2009 9:03 am
Casia stared at Maria as if she had just suggested that Casia run around the school without her clothes on. "Proud."
Hesitantly, she added, "It's not like I'm not proud. Some of it's pretty groovy. I like to sing. And I like getting compliments on how I look, too. I really like it." Another pause. Casia fidgeted with her skirt, looking at her feet as if staring at them hard enough would make her invisible. There was something about Maria's stare that made her feel like things she knew were right were wrong, and it made her reluctant to say them. "It's just the monster stuff that gets people. It's sort of a bummer when people think your singing's some kinda trap, yeah? I don't wanna be the bane of men. I'm not even sure what that is and all, but it sounds a little grody."
She collected herself after she finished saying it though, and stared right back at Maria, as if daring her to challenge it. "Okay." she said, accepting the subject change when it came. "That's fair, that's how it ought to be. But if I don't lie to you, you don't lie to me, either, right? You've gotta be truthful all the time, even if I won't like what I hear. Even if you have to tell me something like I'll never sing again or Carlisle's dead." She bit her lip, saying those things felt like jinxing herself, so she added, "Not that I think you'd ever have to tell me anything like that. At least, I hope not."
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Posted: Wed Nov 04, 2009 9:25 am
"You can't change who you are," snapped Maria, some sort of temper shining through. "Can't change what you are, either. There's no point in hiding something if it's a part of you." She shook her head, shimmering curtains of red hair falling out of her complex hairdo. "It's like me never telling anyone I'm a redhead, or that I'm Italian. Same difference."
Then, almost sulkily, she pushed her hair back behind her ears and looked away. "Of course, it's your life. You've got to understand what you're asking me, though. All music is a kind of trap, if you're good enough at it. Why d'you think you were almost crying back when I was singing? 'Cause I trapped you. It's something you need to do to be a good musician of any sort, so it's something I'd need to teach you."
With a smile, she settled back into her seat. "Casia, I don't lie. Ever. One day you'll get to ask my brother what I do to his best friend when he tries to lie. It's hilarious."
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Posted: Tue Dec 08, 2009 8:19 pm
Casia backed up, caught off guard by Maria's outburst. "Gotcha." she said, raising her hands in the universal gesture of surrender, but she still looked doubtful. She was a siren. She had seen the looks people in the know gave her. People ran away from sirens. They left, just like Anna and Ahneta. It might not be on purpose, or maybe they wouldn't think it was, but everything about the people Casia knew was just really transient, and deep down she had the horrible suspicion that some way, somehow her species had something to do with it. There was no logic to it, but paranoia didn't need logic to work.
When Maria kept on talking, her throat caught. But if she learned to trap people with her music the right way, the human way, that couldn't be bad, could it? She would know what she was doing. She wouldn't just be singing. It would be safe, or safer, and if she knew what was up when she crooned a tune, that'd be a whole lot neater than just doing it. "Okay." she said, sitting back down and clenching her fists in her lap. "I think I dig that. Where do we meet and all?"
She gave Maria a cautious smile. Why did she feel like she'd just been out-sirened?
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Posted: Tue Jan 12, 2010 10:08 pm
Maria smiled then, properly maternal. "Of course, then, sweetheart. I'll give you my address after I talk to your guardian, all right?" She picked up a napkin and wrote down the number, passed it over. "Just so she knows I'm not a creeper, of course."
She looked to the door; Carlisle was hovering, unwilling to enter the room while the redhead was still inside. "I'll head out now, Casia. Have her call me, okay?" And the woman got up and left, her ponytail bobbing behind her.
Then Carlisle walked back to his seat, smiling. A little nervously, maybe, he said, "How did it go, Casia?"
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