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Posted: Mon Aug 31, 2009 2:47 pm

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Hello!It's me ForbiddenWord and you have just found your way into my
hetalia Fanfiction base..<3 I'll let you
know that some stories written
by me might seem a bit over dramatic
or a bit depressing maybe..Yet I'll try my
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#1
Title:Broken Glass
Pairings: implied Rus/Lat
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst/Hurt/Romance?
Warnings: a slap and OOC!Latvia
Summary:Latvia is fighting for dependence..
Even a year after he himself declared it,
Russia doesn't want to let go of the young nation
so easily..This all lead to the january events in riga
also know as baricades..
Status:Hiatus!
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#2
Title:Twisted Wonderland
Pairings: Latvia/Latvia[read the fiction to find about why he is paired with himself..I don't want to give away the plot]Iceland/Latvia,Spain/Taiwan other couples
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Mystery
Warnings: Rough kissing[chap.1]
Summary:Latvia finds himself unconscious in a weird place..The ground is up side down,the ladders are made out of fragile glass,nobody remembers him,not even Iceland and war between the nations is seemingly breaking out...Just what does the boy that looks like Latvia is hiding and who is he?
Status:Multi-chapter[Work In progress]

#3
Title:I never listened, just screamed
Pairings: No couples
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst/drama
Warnings: Character death
Summary:Latvia gets in a fight with his father and he said things he didn't really mean and so did his father, but when Kārlis wants to apologize it's to late
Status:work in progress

#4
Title:Wrong Judgment for the world
Pairings: Iceland/Latvia
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst/drama
Warnings:hints of Misanthropy
Summary:Life is often like rain,It comes crashing down harshly.[takes place after twisted wonderland]
Status:work in progress

#5
Title:Clouds above
Pairings: none
Rating: PG I think..
Genre: Angst
Warnings:Spoilers for ww3 what's gonna happen to lat-kun
Summary:Žanete gazes at the clouds above which remind her of daddy...Takes place after WW3
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Posted: Mon Aug 31, 2009 2:52 pm

..::Finished Fictions::..

Broken Glass

Chapter one:The small crack in the glass

The day wasn’t different than any other ordinary January days..It was snowing,the air was cold yet there was something different in the capital city of Riga..The people had been feed up with all the things happening and went out in the streets to demonstrate their spitefulness against the much bigger aggressor know as Russia..In all the anger and hate that had filled up within the latvian people, fear had been just simply tossed aside without a care.. After all the security that Russia had given was not even close to freedom Latvia’s heart called after..Heck….The security Russia had given should not even be called security..It was a torture for the people of Latvia and the small nation himself..Yet Latvia wasn’t alone in his protest..Lithuania was in exactly the same position across the border and Latvia smilled while standing in the dome square in old riga at the though..He was sure his quiet yet strong voice would reach Russia’s seemingly deaf ears..Even if it would take hundreds of years, Raivis would stand together with his people until Ivan would finally hear him out..

He didn’t even have to wait that long for the Russian nation to come to riga wanting to have a word with Raivis..He came into the crowd and literally yanked Raivis away from it and walked with the small Baltic nation in a dark gateway..He pressed the young nation against the wall and asked ”Raivis…What is the meaning of this?” The nation trembled yet answered the Russian’s question”..And what does it look like to you?”Russia lifted his hand and slapped Raivis across the face..Latvia girthed his teeth and refused to let the larger country know that the slap really hurt..”..I-I declared my independence last year already! Ju-Just Let me Go !!”He screamed and yanked himself away from Russia and the wall..Ivan was staring at him wide eyed..He had never seen The small nation before him get this mad in his presence..”I-“Raivis didn’t even let him finish the sentence”You What!?Want to gain the control like you had over me back then!”He gestured a cross with his hands”I’m not gonna be your puppet anymore!Now Collect your soldiers and leave…”Raivis finished pointing his finger at the horizont…Since the Russian didn’t seem to move or anything because he was probably to shocked, not being able take it Raivis began walking out of the gateway in a hurried matter with tears spilling out of his eyes..Yet The Russian ran up to him from behind and caught his arm ”You are serious this time aren’t you?”Russia asked with a frown well herd in his voice

“I-It’s only a matter of time till my independence acknowledged by the other countries…”The Latvian answered chocking on his words..Yet he remembered that he had to be strong for the sake of his people and his freedom..He quickly turned around to face Ivan”You hurt one of the Baltic states..You hurt all…”He said and slapped away Ivan’s hand and ran out of the gateway back into the crowd of people..Russia watched the Latvian run as he clenched his fist and quietly whispered to himself”I’m not letting you go soo easily…One day you’ll be mine again…”

Broken Glass

Chapter 2:Spreading crack in the glass

Snow flakes danced over the roofs of the Latvian city known as Riga..Yet it didn’t stop people from coming out in the streets for the second day in a row to demonstrate their will of being free from Russia’s Rule..
Latvia was standing in the crowd of people helping however he could..Yet even being so busy with helping to build the barricades and in other stuff, his mind was restless..What would become of him?What would become of his people?and most importantly, What was gonna be Ivan’s next move…This all was like a game..It is played until one of the players claims his victory by letting slip the words Check mate slip past his lips…There isn’t a thing like tie possible in this game of torture and rebellion..He was interrupted from his thoughts as one of his people ran towards him panting and grabbing his shoulder “T-The OMON have gotten into Vecmīlgrāvis! They started shooting!”Raivis went pale guessing that Ivan had made his move..”Is anyone injured?”He asked to make sure the situation wasn’t maybe that bad as he had imagined “Y-Yes!There are several people injured and currently it doesn’t look like OMON is gonna stop the fire…”Raivis clenched his fist and ran out of the crowd running through the streets of old riga in the direction which would lead him to the area know as Vecmilgrāvis in about 35 minutes..
As Raivis ran he had to be quiet since the city was full of the OMON units..Since Raivis was lucky enough he got to Vecmilgrāvis without being spotted..Or so did he think..He had no idea Ivan was following him through the streets quietly..

As he ran into Vecmīlgrāvis he spotted a few injured people hiding in the bushes..He quietly walked up to the bush but he got almost hit over the head with something that resembled a pan..Luckliy the people recognized him before smashing his head in”It’s only Raivis you guys!” A boy said loudly stopping the taller one with the weapon that was about to injure the fragile nation…The taller boy putted the pan away and started apologizing”I-I’m sorry!I thought You were one of the OMON…”Raivis lightly laughed and waved his hands”It’s okay!Is anybody injured here?”The Latvian nation really didn’t have to ask because he really could see that there were a few injuries on each of the boys..Some smaller some bigger..The group of boys didn’t even get to open their mouth when Latvia spoke once again”You don’t need to say anything..I can see with my eyes that there are a few wounds on each of you that need to be attended..”Raivis got a small rolled up map out of his pocket and gave it to the boys”Follow the route drawed in the map and you won’t run into the OMON!Now hurry and go before any of you get spotted!”The boys quickly got up and ran in the distance”Paldies..”Said the smalles boy in the group before running off with the others..It was already dark and Raivis could only see them for a brief moment”…Take care…”He mumbled quietly to himself..

Then suddenly something came up from behind and putted it’s arms around the boys shoulders..”We meet again Raivis~”Raivis didn’t have a second guess to who the voice belong to and he started shaking in fear think what kind of twisted pain was the bigger nation gonna deliver this time around..”W-Why are you here..?”Latvia asked through gritted teeth putting his fragile small arms up to push away the Russians arms..Even though he putted big strength trying to get off the hands off his shoulders it was no use since he was overpowered..”I’m here to convince you of something my dear…”Whispered Russia gently into Latvia’s..His voice was soo full of ice it made him shudder..”What makes you think I’ll agree to your offer?”Latvia asked squirming in Ivan’s grip..He was sure the that what ever Ivan was gonna convince him of it wouldn’t really be agreeable..As Raivis continued to squirm to get free from Ivan’s grip He saw OMON soldiers coming closer..But the thing was they weren’t coming alone..The boys that Raivis had met just a few minutes ago were being held captive..Two of the boys were being carried on the shoulders of the soldiers like sacks of potatoes and three were still on their feet but being held from behind and pushed forward with force..Screams and yelps of pain were herd from the Latvian mouths ”L-Let them go!”Raivis screamed out squirming more intensely than before”I’ll do it only if you agree to one thing Raivi~”Russia said only tightening the grip around the Latvians shoulders to make sure he wouldn’t be able to run away..Raivis began crying knowing it won’t be anything good yet he had no choice but to hear Ivan out..”What are you crying for?You haven’t even heard me say anything Dear Comrade da..?”The Russian said that sing song voice of his wiping the tears away from The Latvians cheek..It made Raivis sick to his stomach..He just wanted to punch the b*****d in the face for everything he has done but in the position he was..it was imposible..Raivis threw a glance at the boys that were still held captive by the OMON and waited for Russia to spit out what he had to say…And he really didn’t have to wait long for the b*****d to speak up once again in that voice that made him want to throw up”I want you to give up that silly country of yours and to come back to me..Da?”Raivis was speechless..Really did Russia have no shame at all or anything..Didn’t he finally understand that it is time to finally let the young nation spread his wing and let him fly away..It seemd not..
“A-And what if I refuse?”The Latvian asked not thinking about giving up his longing for freedom...The Russian Laughed lightly and shook his head in the direction of one of the soldiers..The soldier bowed he’s head to it’s superior and got out a riffle which it had carried around on it’s back..The man aimed at one of the boys leg..As if knowing what was gonna happen Raivis screamed out”No!P-Please!Don’t Do it!I beg of you!”Yet no one listened to his pleas..It seemd like Everybody around him was deaf..

The shot was heard around and a loud grunt of pain was made by the boy who got the bullet in his leg..Latvia hung his head low in defeat and began sobbing like he used to do”Now you see my dear..I’m only doing this because I care for you…”The Russian said twirling the Latvian’s hair with his finger oh so innocently like a small child..”I give you time to decided till tomorrow Raivi…”The Russian spoke once again and kissed the sobbing nation forehead before releasing Latvia and let him fall to the cold,snow cowered road..The Russian walked away and whistled for the OMON unit to follow and as obedient dogs they did before tossing the boys to the road in the snow…The Latvian sobbed quietly refusing to believe that Everything he had done to be free was gonna go to waste and he will return behind the iron curtain once again…As Latvia was sobbing one of the boys crawled up to Raivis and patted him on the shoulder”Don’t give up!Just don’t!” yet it made Latvia only cry harder into the soft snow below him..”F-For the sake of u-us…”The boy who had his leg shot said his voice cracking slightly obviously from the pain..The Latvian got up and wiped the tears on his cheeks..he realized that this wasn’t the best place to cry and that if he wanted to cry he could do it when he would be somewhere safe and sound with the injured boys..Four of the boys stood up and and They helped the fifth boy with the shot leg get up…They began walking back to old riga while supporting on each other…The boy with the shot leg whispered on the verge of tears”Please…Raivis…Fight for the sake of all of us…”The Latvians breath hitched yet he answered”I-I will…”as a tear rolled down his cheek..
If this was a game…it seemd Latvia was in a position where there wasn’t a possibility to win..Yet the winner is never confirmed until the game is at it’s last so there was still hope burning in his heart in the cold season of winter..

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T w i s t e d
W o n d e r l a n d

Chapter one

T a i k i n g over

One thing was for sure.Latvia couldn’t remember nor how he passed out, nor how he had came here.The only thing he could do was grunt and rub his temple..The seemingly endless hall in which he laid on the floor was dark and he couldn’t see anything around.Everything seemed so blurry..”A-Anybody here?!”He called out but the only thing he could hear was the echo of his voice..Kārlis began to feel frightened..What if he was alone in this place?What if there wasn’t a way out?And just before something else could cross his minds the chandeliers lit up with bright light..And as they did Kārlis could only blink in confusion..The chandeliers were on the floor yet they still hung,even upside down as if they were hanging from ceiling..

How is that possible?
Is there some kind of trick behind it..?

Yet no matter how weird and bizarre the chandelier thing seemed, he did not have time to think about it.It was probably a trick of an eye anyways...
Kārlis got up and he glanced at the end of the hall searching for something or someone who turned the lights on..And to his luck[or misfortune perhaps] someone was standing a few hundred meters away,supporting themselves on the nearby wall..”Hey!Do you know how to get out of here?!”Kārlis asked loudly hoping the boy herd him..Even though the boy was a bit away from The Latvian,Kārlis still could see that huge Sly smirk plastered on the boys face..That smirk Send a shiver down the Latvians spine without himself really knowing why..He couldn’t help but think that the boy looked insane with that smirk on his face, and the glint in his eyes only made Latvia more sure that the boy didn’t have good intentions…As Kārlis was about to repeat his question The boy chuckled and began running further down the hall,Each chandelier he passed lit up and as the boy was running his laughter grew only more louder..

More scary..
More psychotic..

Yet Putting all that aside Kārlis found himself running after the boy..He was his only way out of here after all.He didn’t have a choice really.”H-Hey!!WAIT!COME BACK!”he called out and the boy he was chasing only let a low chuckle slip past his lips as he continued his run down the hall.

Latvia had chased The boy for a while now and Kārlis smirked as he saw end to the endless hall.It was a huge mirror that took the whole wall

Now I’ve got him..

Yet the boy ran right through the mirror and Kārlis could only slow down his running and stare at the mirror”This can’t be…How is that possible?!”Latvia screamed out loud not being able to hold his anger and confusion in and he broke down to his knees and began sobbing.He was all alone in this freaky place without an idea how to get out and his only chance to maybe get out just ran through the damn mirror..”I-I hate t-this place!”He whimpered out loudly and grabbed the nearby rock which was on the ground.With a strong swing he threw it at the mirror making it crack..He wasn’t strong enough to even break something fragile as a mirror

Latvia Sobbed for a minute or two but he soon got his senses back and got back on his feet..

Maybe..I can find a way out after all…

Kārlis walked over to the mirror and looked at his refection..It seemed so familiar yet somehow it was as if he was looking at a stranger..He lifted one of his hand to touch his reflection but he gasped as he felt a cold hand grasp his hand in an iron grip..The reflection stepped out of the mirror making kārlis step a few steps back..The young Latvians eyes were filled with fear and he gasped once more at the realization.The boy looked just like him!Down to every single detail..They could be twins!”W-Who are you..?!” He Asked trying to shake the boys grip off but to no avail..The boy only smirked and wrapped his other arm around the others waist not restraining Kārlis from the strong grip on his wrist”Me?”He chuckled”I’m just that part of you that you don’t have any control over..I’m the you, you never want to break out”The boy leaned closer to Kārlis face,closer to his ear”…But most importantly I’m the you with the power..”He whispered sweetly into the boys ear
“How could you be me?!That’s impossible!I am who I am!”Latvia screamed and finally got his hand out of his clones grasp.The Latvian swung his hand,ready to punch the boy in front of him but the punch was quickly caught”Tsk,tsk,tsk…You know if you punch me it’s exactly the same as punching yourself..”The boy said and slammed Kārlis into the nearby wall pinning his arms above his head and smirking victoriously..Kārlis was struggling”Let me go!” but still he was far too weak compared to his other self”It’s time for me to take charge of you dear…” and before Kārlis could say anything ,his lips were claimed in kiss..The other him bit his lip making it bleed and all Latvia could do was squeak and squirm in the kiss.After the lips he slowly began to kiss down Kārlis jaw..Latvia bit his lip,he didn’t want the other to know what kind of effect the other had but soon he failed and let a moan past his lips..He cried out as his clone bit down and drew blood from his neck..and the scream echoed in the hall…"AHH!"

Latvia jolted up from his slumber and gasped for air..He looked around and felt back on his pillows seeing that he was only in his room”Just a..bad..dream…” He said in relief and smiled..”Thank god it was just a dream…”
It was morning already so he decided to get up..He went to the bathroom and removed his shirt to take a shower but as he looked in the mirror,he saw that there was a trail of hickeys on his neck and a bruise on his lip and neck…Latvia stared in utter shock at the mirror,speechless

So it wasn’t just a dream..?

[note:Sorry if this chapter isn't really good TT^TT It's hard to write a begining to a fiction for me oh and another note the others will be brought in the story in the later chapters so get ready to see your chary in the twisted wonderland ^W^]

Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 1:59 pm

I never listened, just screamed

Chapter one

„But,I am in charge now!I make my own decisions!”Kārlis said harshly and slammed his fist on the table”When will you finally understand that Father?!”The chair that The Latvian had been sitting in fell backwards with a loud noise as he stood up yet none of the two Latvians that had been sitting across each other seemed fazed by it..The New Latvia was glaring at the old one while supporting himself with one hand by the table waiting for the older man’s response”Aren’t you gonna say anything?!Don’t just keep silent as If I’m not even here!”Kārlis said louder and harsher than he had before which caused his father to look up”..You are far too young to handle a country on your own..You just can’t do it..”Raivis said strictly yet kept his voice low unlike the other..”I’m far to young?”Latvia sneered getting angrier by the second”Let me remind you that you were only 15 when you started your duties as Latvia so don’t say I’m too young..That’s obviously a lie!And talking about handling duties,isn’t it a bit late to regret your decision by letting me take over the country?huuh?Huuuh?!”He asked loudly bobing his head at each huh he made. The younger Latvian was just so angry he couldn’t describe it in words..It now had been 2 years since His father,the old Latvia Otherwise known as Raivis had given Kārlis the power over Latvia yet The new Latvia’s father was rather strict with his opinion on things and decision that Kārlis had to decide..And often Raivis didn’t care what His son though about certain decisions that had to be made..It was always his opinion that mattered..At first Kārlis didn’t say anything thinking that it will stop after an certain amount of time but it didn’t..It just continued and his father only got more demanding..It was just a matter of time until New Latvia would snap at the Old Latvia..

“well?!”Kārlis asked sharply upon not receiving an answer from his father..Raivis seemingly understanding that he has no other option than answering his son answered”You don’t understand it do you?It’s not that I had any other choice..”
The young Latvian stared across the table at his father with disbelief,His eyes were beginning to water yet he refused to cry in front of his father.He Wanted to be different than him,He only wanted to be someone better..Yet nothing that he did seemed right and it only made Kārlis feel as if he wasn’t good at being the personification of Latvia..

The heir of Raivis quickly walked away from the table not looking back at his father and went to get his coat..He wanted to go out for a walk..He needed to get away before he would break down in tears..Upon realizing that what the older Latvian had said was faar too harsh Raivis quickly got up from his chair and ran up to his son”I’m sorry!What I said wasn’t true!I-I wasn’t really thinking when I said that!”He said quickly trying to fix the situation..Kārlis said nothing,only quickly pushed pass his father and got his coat..He opened the door and walked out of it quickly..It was early morning yet it was snowing very hard and he could barely see ahead of himself..There was no sun and it was still dark outside..
The only thing Latvia could hear was his father saying”No matter what I have said you know I love you…”Latvia continued his walk unfazed”Tch..Yeah right..”He mumbled under his breath..

Latvia had a hard day at a meeting but one thing he knew for sure..He was gonna apologize to his father and make him a cake..Kārlis had realized that it was him who triggered the conflict and that in a sense both of them were guilty beginning the conflict…Both of them had said things they hadn’t meant..So Kārlis was going to swallow up his pride and simply apologize to make the situation better between them..Latvia slowly walked in the house and shouted loudly”Dad!I’m home!”No response..”hmm weird..”He grumbled under his breath and stepped up stairs..

He probably took a nap or something..

Kārlis knocked on his father’s bed room door and stepped inside when he received no answere.Raivis was in the bed sleeping[or so did kārlis though]”Hey Dad!”He said loudly trying to wake his dad up..There was no response”I know you can hear me Dad..Get up!”Latvia said cheerfully yet again there was no response..”Dad?”Kārlis tilted his head and preceded to walk closer to the bed..

That’s strange..It’s always very easy to wake him up

“Common I’m sorry for what happened..I’m gonna make you a cake..I promise it will be good!”He said lightly shaking his dad by his shoulders”Dad!”
As Kārlis was shaking his father something caught his eyes..His father was pale..Pale as a white piece of chalk..Latvia was beginning to fear that the worse possible thing has happened”Dad!”Latvia called out shaking him harder than he had done before..The young Latvians voice was filled with desperation “Dad!!”He yelped louder shaking him even stronger..His voice began to crack slightly..Yet The body of Raivis wasn’t moving”Wake up!Wake up!!”Kārlis yelped and stopped shaking him seeing that it wasn’t working..His heart clenched as he was trying to tell himself that it wasn’t what he though..The only way he could prove himself wrong would e by checking Raivis’ pulse..And so he did hoping that he would be wrong or that this all would be just a bad dream and that he would wake up any moment now..Yet as he putted his arm on his father’s wrist to check his pulse he felt his breath hitch and his eyes widened in horror..

Nothing

”..It can’t be..”He covered his mouth as he started sobbing and stepped a few steps back”I refuse to believes this!I-It can’t be!”He choked on his sobs and went closer to the bed once again..He grabbed his father by his shoulder and shook him”N-N-No,no,no!This i-isn’t happening!It isn’t!F-Father Please stop joking around and wake up!”Kārlis literally screamed out but nothing changed…The young Latvian broke down to the floor and sobbed into his father’s uniform”I-I’m sorry f-f-for all I s-said in the m-morning..I d-didn’t mean any of it!I really didn’t!”He said while weeping into the uniform of his now dead and only parent.”J-Just wake up..Wake up…”He sobbed,his voice faint and cracking..

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Posted: Sun Nov 29, 2009 1:15 pm

Wrong Judgment for the world

Chapter one
Nothing is something

Kārlis stared out of the window and eyed each drop falling from the sky and He couldn’t help but just frown at the scene..It all reminded him of how fragile was life and existence..and how it could vanish and fall in just a blink of an eye, just like a raindrop..Some were destined to survive by falling in a pond or lake but the majority were to come crashing down harshly into the bricked streets of Riga..They either dried out or soaked up in the soil beneath the bricks..The same happens with nations,only a few of the many have managed to survive in this day and age and many great empires had come crashing down unexpectedly, without a warning..just like unexpected drops of rain in a sunny day.

A long time ago there had been so many nations,but where were they now?Probably dissolved and destroyed through the furry and rage of wars..One by one..Slowly…Painfully..for the enjoyment of others.It seemed weird to Kārlis how everything could just be destroyed in a mere second..Oh how twisted the world seemed but weren’t seemingly all of them sadists in their own way?Enjoying the sound of the rain drops crashing against the concrete ground..

Some of the rain drops survive the fall from the sky but they are left to dry out slowly as people pass them by in their hurry..Who could notice something so small?Soo meaningless..Something that perhaps isn’t seeable from the view of a human being ..And it can’t do anything to make itself noticeable..After all it’s just a humble drop of water with no feelings and emotions…Left to just dry out in the hot sun that comes after the rain..And what’s left of it?Nothing,Not even a wet dot in the sea of bricks in Riga..

But what happens if a nation is leaved to die or submitted to torture..Latvia thought about his father..That’s right..His father was taken by Russia and so were the other baltics..and no one did anything..They didn’t care if a nation like his father had died..He could die for all they cared for..And when he had struggled out to freedom everyone was fast to approach his father acting as if they really cared what had happened to him yet all those years he had been struggling it seemed that his pleas reached none and that everyone had been deaf…It made Kārlis sick to his stomach…What if something similar happened now?What if he would be taken over by Russia or someone else…A tear hit the window sill and Latvia quickly wiped it away..The truth hurt more than he thought it would..Yet a part of him told him that it was true…The friendly masks that everyone are wearing is just a trick to fool that they actually care for you, heck maybe even the ones Kārlis thought to be very dear to him might be nothing more than just—He stooped himself..It just hurt too much to think about it,he could feel the tears dripping like the raindrops on his window sill and he quietly cursed himself for being so weak..Maybe even Iceland was nothing more but a stranger to him that wouldn’t care if he just simply disappeared one day..His voice hitched at the thought…And just as Kārlis was about to wipe the newly formed tears he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket..He lifted it out of his pocket and flipped it open…

Iceland…

Latvia didn’t know whether to pick the phone or to just leave it ringing but he decided to answer it..”e-erm..Hello..”Kārlis said into the phone trying to keep his voice from cracking..”I’m already downstairs…”Iceland answered in his monotone voice and Latvia suddenly remembered that he had planned to meet up with Iceland today..he had completely forgotten about it..”A-Ah yes!”Kārlis faked a laugh”I’ll be down in just a few minutes”he said and before the other could say anything he pressed ‘End call’…The Latvian peaked through his window and there Baldur was,standing under a black umbrella in the rain…Latvia cursed at himself for forgetting something like this..

Kārlis quickly got his coat and scarf and ran out of his apartment..It didn’t take long to get out of the building and he ran up to Iceland as soon as he was out of the door..”Sorry I’m late!”He said lightly bowing his head.”It’s okay..”Iceland mumbled as both of them began walking in the direction of Old Riga but Baldur noticed something „Your eyes look kinda puffy..Have you been crying?”Kārlis bit the inside of his lip and looked down”It’s just your imagination Iceland…” But Baldur wasn’t gonna back down”Something’s not rig—“ He began but wasn’t able to finish as Latvia interrupted in a low growl “Everything’s fine..!”
Now Iceland knew that definitely something was wrong..”Why can’t you tell me what’s wrong..Don’t you trust me?”Iceland said trying to convince his friend to tell him the reason for his tear stained eyes..But Kārlis still refuse to tell Iceland the cause”I already told you…It’s nothing..”The Latvian replied keeping his head low but he was stopped in his tracks as Baldur grabbed one of his wrists and lifted the younger ones chin”Your eyes tell Differently Lettland[Latvia]..” And In the next moment Latvia felt warm drops slip down his cheeks for another time that day..Kārlis lost his temper and slapped the hand that was holding his wrist away with his free hand and ran down the street as fast as he could.As if Burnt Iceland stared at the retreating figure for a few seconds before beginning to chase after him”Wait!Where Are you running!?”Iceland called out but Kārlis didn’t listen and kept running..

Posted: Sun Feb 07, 2010 10:28 am

Clouds above

I reach my hand upward while laying in the grass
I want to touch the sky before my eyes so badly
But it's too high in the sky
Out of the grasp of my tiny hand..

The clouds above remind me so much of you..
So close yet far..
And gone before you even realize it..
Leaving only a pleasant memory behind..

However Clouds come and go
They aren't meant to stay..
Neither were you I guess..
You just faded too soon..

It must be so silly of me
Comparing you with the clouds in the sky
But They are dear to me
and so were you..

I'm sorry..
I truly am Daddy..
If I had noticed all the hints that you gave earlier...
Everything...

Then perhaps you would be next to me..
Gazing at the fading clouds..
Thinking of better times..
Telling me about your dear Friend Iceland...

It's all gone now..
Like the clouds of Yesterday daddy...

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