for the first time ever. Well here's the thing, My boyfriend has really been wanting to go over to his house because he wants me to check out his environment cuz he's seen mine. He says he really wants me to go and I'm very honored that he loves me enough to invite me over into his safety zone where the people he loves are, but there's a problem. I am afraid to make a bad first impression and have been putting this subject off for weeks until last night when he finally begged his brains out and said he wants me to go before school comes and he sounded very sincere about wanting me there. Well I finally said yes and he was happy, but I'm still very nervous because I really like his family(sometimes when he and I are talking on the phone his little sister will say something like:'he isn't even talking to you, hang up on him', or his mom and godmother compliment me by saying I'm pretty) and I think they're absolutely wonderful, which is why I'm even more afraid to make a fool of myself. I'm a very shy person in the first place and I know I will have to get over that so I don't come off as disrespectful and I am working very hard, but if anyone could give some extra advice, I would really appreciate it, I think this guy could be IS the best thing that has ever happened to me, TWO MONTHS and we're still mushy gushy lovey dovey, he knows everything about me(even the crazy, klepto, pyro side of me) and still thinks I am freakin awesome. So yeah, any past experiences that could help, or advice you could give, I would really really appreciate the help.
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