Why was her heart so random? she did not want a man in her life. It would just cause her nothing but endless problems but she still found her best friend was slowly becoming more; she knew this could not be the fact she knew it. There was no escaping it. She did not want to escape it. Although she had to. There was no way if she did go in a relationship with her friend that she was going to stay pure. If she was going to relax the rules and be with a man, she knew the next thing would lead to children. It would be her own fault she knew Jerem would never mention it, it would be her. She knew herself to well. That would destroy her career as a priestess. Something she has has her heart set on for a very very long time. She knew when she took her vows of what she was giving up. She never questioned them until now. It was not fair. She was not acting rational. More like a love struck teenager. Then again thats what she was, still a young mare. Still new to this world. So maybe in time the struggle would not be so great.
The angeni gracefully made her way through the forest and looked around at all the beauty around her. It was a warm day and she decided to bask in the sun light, she could not do for too long though or her white fur would sure burn. It kept her cool but she had always been delicate that's why she spent so much time in the mountains. Not only was it her own but it was always cool and most of the time filled with snow. She laid down on the long green grass and looked up at the bright sky. She found a nice little field to relax today. It was nice and the song of the birds where dancing in her ears she closed her black eyes and smiled taking a deep breathe. A gentle breeze flying past her long silky hair.