I defeat alone shoving you along let me be...your naked heart still trying to beat...what should i beleive
I beleived In Your Hate..Your soul cries for me to save you...but your eyes push me away
your body calls with emotions running out of your sweat, why can't i see you
why can't i see your love, the words comming from your mouth are lies can you actually feel
can you feel when i touch, when i say i want to hold you,
can you hear my hand comming towards your face, wiping away your single tear
why is your face so long, your mouth looks sad, why can't i help you
keep your hope beleive me it'll work...don't let go, of the ones who love
please don't forget, the words you've heard.
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forgive me, let me see, the tears falling from the question mark above your head
the stress is bringing you down, trust me i'll catch you when you finally fall
my arms are open to you, but they're closed if you can't see what i offer
i'll be hiding behind the wall, if you choose to find me i gave you the answer
don't worry about making me cry it'll be tears that were meant to be yours
i understand it's hard to feel, i understand the tears won't come
i know it hurts to not know whats going on, hold on to the back of my shirt
i'll lead you out of the croud, don't be scared. i'm here, i'll hold you now.
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Does it matter if i hate you?.
Why can't i be left alone
to fend for myself,
it would be quiet,
it would be okay
sirens are comming what happened
i can't feel my face
i can't feel...
at all.
WHAT HAPPENED?!?!
why can't i cry...
why am i lying there?
but standing here?
why can't you answer me!?
please...
i'm here...
don't zip it up!
dont!
no
this can't be.
i'm not dead
i'm not dead!
I'M NOT DEAD!
don't take me away
in that vehicle,
where are you going...
leave me be
i want to be alone!
why can't anything change?.
i'm here.
i am.
but i can't feel.
i can't f**king feel.
i can't hear you.
i blocked you out.
nothing will.......
nothing will.
nothing will f**king hurt me.
unless it's me.
which won't be.
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I decided i wanted you.
but you walked away,
you tortured me for so long
now your throwing everything i agreed to away
they watched you,
but they didn't beleive
no one told
about what they saw
no one told
what you said
your controling eyes
hands,
everything...
they're scared.
i'm scared,
how can you have so much power?
so much beauty...
forgive me...
my questions aren't appropriate...
for someone such as yourself
higher power,
higher..everything...
we worship you
we fear you
we want you.
but we can't have you.
your hands held out
held back, ready to smack us across the face
waiting to use us as your slaves.
chained up and shot down
by your beautifuly evil smiles.
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her eyes sucked me in, i held her close, i loved her
but she hated me, she wanted me dead,
i couldn't beleive it...after everything i did,
i would've made her happy, no one would have had me except for her
the memories remained, and the tears came
i thought she loved me, she didn't say...
i guess her eyes lied, unless...
she loved me another way, she new i was a toy...
she knew i could be used.
she loved being in controll...
telling me what to do.
WHY DO I REMEMBER...
i loved it too...
nothing else but hate...she stopped before it could be love
before we were attracted...
it was to late..for me,
i wasn't good enough to keep her heart,
her beauty rode over mine...
no one was as good as her,
but i'm alone, here waiting for someone new...
someone better.
she was just a f**k.
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