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 Posted: Mon Jul 27, 2009 1:02 pm
i guess i can say im sorta talkive today...either or something else im not sure...maybe im just happy that i finally get to see my boyfriend in real life today (hopefully)after he goes to school...ive been wanting to see him for along time though in reality its been two to three days since we've seen eachother and i probably shouldnt be so clingy..though he did say he loved the attention im guessing i should lighten up alittle so in the future i dont end up annoying the heck outta him -shrugs-but yah im just sitting here watching the old disney movies cause i thought hey what the heck i havent seen them in awhile and i missed watching them so much and youtube has them (well most of the them anyways >.> ) and i figure why the heck not?(like your guild =D) except for the heck part)but anyways im just excited that i might get to see my boyfriend today but i hope im not getting my hopes up again...i hate it when i do that...always get so darn depressed and such but ill quit my ramblings for now cause im running out of things to talk about hehe
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Posted: Mon Jul 27, 2009 7:33 pm
Heehee, don't worry you're not the only one that keeps your ramblings short. Though mine may not look like it, I could go into WAY more detail xD!
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Posted: Mon Jul 27, 2009 8:47 pm
hehe yah sometimes i just like to babble alot xP but hey when you have something to say why not say it or something like that x3
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 4:44 pm
Totally, keeping things in is bad. Or at least I think so. I mean, might as well be yourself and put who you really are, what you're really feeling and thinking, out there.
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 5:11 pm
That's what this place is all about. Just rambling on as much as needed to get out everything that's pent up inside. It's pretty unhealthy to keep stuff in. I used to do that until I started to get sick because of it. I don't hold stuff in anymore...but even now if I get to a certain level of stress and being upset, I get sick.
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Posted: Wed Jul 29, 2009 4:58 pm
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Posted: Thu Jul 30, 2009 1:31 am
just freewriting today feeing inspirational i guess
-flashback-
"hey kate wait up!"a voice called as a young girl that looked to be in her teens ran up to a black-haired youth who, by means of height was alittle taller than the young girl that had previously caught up to her and was now out of breath and panting hard.
"heh..hey lauren how've you been?"it had been a casual hello to say the least as the red-headed youth looked up still breathing hard.
"well"she began slowly"i have some news of the whereabouts of your former crush want to see?" to that she slowly stood up smiling upon seeing the now blushing cheeks of the teen.
"w-what? who...where..why..d-did you do that?! you know i dont really--"
"aw come on kate we both know you like him this is your chance to tell him how you feel."she interupted softly grabbing the teens hand and pulling gently.but the teen at first refused and pulled back still blushing at the fact of actually talking to her long time crush.
"uh, well im not entrily sure we should do this...i mean what if he doesnt like me? or what if he laughs at me..you know how i am with talking to people and...and--"suddenly a finger went to her lips
"shh kate itll be alright"she smiled taking her finger off and before she could even speak another word was dragged off.
lauren johnson
1991-2009
beloved friend,sister daughter
forever remembered
"it is with a heavy burden that i present the body of lauren johnson, a beloved friend sister and daughter though she died young she.." a soft voice spoke to a crowd of people bowing their heads in respect as they heard his voice.
that is all for now i cant think no more
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Posted: Sat Aug 01, 2009 8:27 am
Oh story? That's so pretty =3
Hmm I should get some things out even if they aren't pent up inside me and I feel like I'm gonna burst xD
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Posted: Thu Aug 27, 2009 9:36 pm
Well alright in november me, my mom, and my younger sister will be going to michigan to stay I believe...The reason being that my mom's uncle had recently died...And my mom's sisters are up there and she wants to support them and such. Well, to me this means that i'll be away from my love for a period of time (I mean away away like in another state type thing) and I kinda don't know how to handle it really...I mean I know I'll be incredibly sad but then again I was thinking that this might help strengthen our relationship somehow by knowing that we'd be able to be stronger than we were before. So it does in a way get my spirits up but then again I'm still sad about it so I donno I guess I'm just trying to sort out my feelings on the subject and wanting to figure out if I do truely love him (Which I'm guessing I do) and for me, this could be a test to see if I do truely love him.So this would possibly be good for the both of us.
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Posted: Sat Aug 29, 2009 1:24 pm
Separation isn't all that bad. I've gone through a lot of that with Ray and it is something good to experience. Yes, It can strengthen the relationship. I wouldn't worry so much. It may feel strange being apart and it's typical to be a little sad, but I'm sure you'll get through it just fine. ^_~
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Posted: Sat Aug 29, 2009 3:41 pm
yah thats what i was thinking...but then again our relationship is kinda fresh so it might be harder for us to get thru this but the least i could say is that wed try it cause my mom did say shed send me back sometime -shrugs-
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Posted: Sat Aug 29, 2009 5:01 pm
Oh that's good that she say she'd send you back sometime though! He'll know that you aren't gone for long =] And yup, if you can't handle long distance then the relationship wasn't worth it.
That's what I think by the way.
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Posted: Sat Aug 29, 2009 11:15 pm
So, about how long do you think you'll be staying in Michigan? I was born and raised there. I kinda miss is sometimes.
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Posted: Sun Aug 30, 2009 1:51 pm
hm...i think along time but me i might be coming back in a few months or something -shrugs- it depends
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Posted: Mon Aug 31, 2009 11:50 am
I'll be going back home in the spring to visit family and friends before we move to Japan. I was raised in Howell. It's a nice little town.
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